Went highway driving last night. I was driving like 95 km/ h and Yuri ( in car teacher) was like go 100. Too scary. I'm not sure if I could control the wheel and crash.

Went to polo with friends today. Went with cousin Winnie, Shirley, Mayanne, Patricia, Jessica, Peggy, Kenneth, Allana, and Andrew. We watch The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus ( which was kind of boring no offence). Free popcorn and drinks! Shop at polo. Saw my friend Aaron Gabriel. Hang out in the food court. Brought food ! Pretty great day. Got to live life to the fullest!

Yet another great day! Morning slept in, sort of . Yesterday play mah jong with mom and uncle and they lost all their money haha. Me and my sister rocks. Jk. They lost so they treated us to Tim Horton's. Yes!! (: . My shoes (in the store @ polo) sort of went on sale. Still cost a lot. Brought a new T- Shirt. I only have like $40 left from all my Christmas money and I didn't even really buy anything and I still owe my sister a Christmas gift. And movie with friends. Going poor ):

Boxing Day

Went to polo today. Brought new jeans!! Yay I just love shopping. Live life to the fullest. (from one litre of tears)

Merry Christmas Everyone.

Going to polo later!! to watch movie with family. Watching Alvin and the chipmunks!

Mom treated us to Tim Horton's. I love Iced Capp. Merry Christmas eve everyone.

Yesterday went to kum koon restaurant to have a family dinner to celebrate my grandma's early birthday party. ♥

So bored. I miss school and hanging out with my friends. Need to accomplish something this break. Must study and focus on school work. Must work harder. !

I Love you more than I know it, I think of you more than I realize it, you mean a lot to me and I want you to know it.

slept in today again. Went to St.Vital. I didn't buy anything, just shopping for Christmas gifts. Life is hard. My friend is still confused. I wish I could help her, but I think she needs to get through this herself. Sometimes love hurts. I still remember I liked this guy back in junior high. He's pretty great and stuff but we go to different high schools now. Which is a good thing because I know there's no future for us. When I knew that he actually likes my friend. I still liked him. I never thought about telling him that I like him, it might ruin our friendship and make it awkward. I don't regret though for not telling him even though I might not see him again for the rest of my life. Only like 3 people knew. I wish he will never know. I still remember I was really sad and down after the first few days of graduation. Missing him and stuff but now that I think of it, maybe it's better this way. I know that we will never have a future so it's better to let go early than to drag it. It really hurts. All the guys that I liked never likes me so right now I don't want to like anyone until I think I'm ready. Because liking someone that doesn't like you back sometimes can hurt, a lot.

slept in today. So proud! (: . Didn't really do anything special today. I miss school and seeing my friends but do need a break. School is hard work for me. xD

Last Day of school

Last day of school today. I'm gonna miss everyone. I decided that I'm going to stop hating him. Takes a lot of work and time just to hate someone and since it happen already and it's the past I'm just gonna let it go. "It take a lot more courage to forgive someone than to take on a revenge". I rather have one more friend than one more enemy. Even though he is really annoying in a bad way. Must move on with life. (:.

I feel less stress now over school . No more test and the day after tomorrow is our winter break. Physics test was not hard it was difficult. There was a question that I did not get at all. In drafting we are making a gingerbread house. This guy in my drafting class read a message I sent my friend on msn and he's like telling everyone that I like this guy. Which I don't. He's "not really telling everyone", he's just saying it out loud in class. Everyone at my table heard. I don't even like him. GEEZ.

going to tyndall at 6:30 to watch my brother's winter concert. still confused. Should study now.!

so happy my geo test is cancel. But I still have a physics test tomorrow. That sucks. LOL. I got the gift my sister sent me. It's a teddy bear. (:

and I'm kind of confused right now. I have a friend and there's this guy. They talk and my friend thinks this guy is pretty cool. And this guy well. I don't know how to explain it. She doesn't know if she likes that guy or not. When that guy is not there she wonders what he's doing but when he is there she just seems really umm well I don't know haha. And sometimes well, she wants to know what he's thinking. It's just really really really really confusing making me confused too. So yeah. LOL. :D

and geez I hate physics now.

LOL I told my Geo teacher that I saw her at polo yesterday. haha. So much homework. What a pain. And I have two test coming up. I should really be studying. A friend of mine is sick and didn't come to school. Hope he gets well soon.! Empty recycling bins after school.

My new and updated christmas list.

I went shopping today so a few things are crossed off. so here's my new list. Still sort of the same.

1.Clothes (LOL)
2.Teddy Bear
3.Pencil
4.Wallet
5.Music Box
6.Macbook
7.New camera
8.Death note book # 5.
9.Purple converse shoes

Actually I think it's the same.

SO here are my goals for this winter break. It may change though or I might not do it but I will try and stick to it.

1.Polo and movie with friends (so gonna happen)
2.Study for exams. (better early than late)
3.Get a hair cut.
4.Finish they kiss again drama.
5.Shopping and buying clothes (it's not a goal. it's a hobby. :D)

What a great day (:

Finally I passed level 9 swimming. So happy. For some reason everyone in our swimming class skip and only my sister and I swam. So tired but so worth it. Went shopping at Polo Park. Brought two hoodies. :D One from American eagle and one from west 49. The one from west 49 was $68.00. I beg my parents so long and they finally brought it for me. But I still have to pay $40.00. Better than paying all $68.00 though. When we got home, me and my brother put up our Christmas. Now it feels more like Christmas. I LOVE CHRISTMAS. !! && SHOPPING, and buying clothes. What a great day. !

My Christmas List 2009 :D

Here is a list of things that I currently want for christmas. YAY. I JUST LOVE CHRISTMAS>

1.Skinny Jean(s)
2.Teddy Bear
3.Hoodie(s)
4.Pencil
5.Music Box
6.Wallet
7.Converse Shoes (the purple one)
8.Death Note Book #5
9.Macbook
10.?? I'm not sure yet

Did my presentation on Raymond Lam today for chinese school. I left out a "few parts" and my teacher was like "your done already, It seems like you still have a lot of infomation". LOL>. Raymond Lam is cool. :D. I'm so tired, after what seems like a really long day. But pretty good day.

林峰 愛不夠 LYRICS

A song I'm listening to right now. Love not enough- by raymond lam.

收藏在眼眸　常徘徊左右　愛猜到沒有　
愉快玩笑後　能全然退後　你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚　講一千句也不夠　
假使講了你聽到後　或會走　
這種戀愛太罕有　不須真正擁有　
成全　衷心祝福然後　就放手

放手　放開所有　彼此更自由　
放手　其實我絕非愛得不夠　
放手　豁出所有　還有這個好友　
已經　已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙　靜靜在背後　去看守就夠　

這種感覺太親厚　講一千句也不夠　
即使一剎有過衝動　挽你手　
這種戀愛太罕有　不須真正擁有　
成全　多捨不得仍然　是放手

放手　放開所有　彼此更自由　
放手　其實我絕非愛得不夠　
放手　豁出所有　還有這個好友　
已經　已經足夠　

放手　我的牽掛　找不到盡頭　
放手　期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許　愛很深厚　然而我早看得透　
放手　至可擁有

So haha. "he" apologize to me. But still no offence I don't want my friends hating on me for things I didn't do. There's no trust. There's suppose to be trust in friendship. I'm going to have to find about it.

Pretty good day today expect for the last 15 minutes in math class. My math teacher gave us a quiz. He took him like 10 minutes to make up the quiz so that left us like 5 minutes to do it. GEEEZ. What a pain. Doing my last minute project for my presentation tomorrow. I started 2 weeks ago but then I kind of forgot about it.

christmas concert tonight

Later tonight at 7:00 is our winter concert. I can't wait. Sometimes VPA is just the life. And I am still hating on that fcuking loser. Some good news. I pass the special language credit exam. YAY> got 70 something. haha I forgot. I don't have to do it anymore. Now I can focus more on school.

1 more day

Dress Rehearsal today for our winter concert. I think it's pretty great expect for the getting on stage part. I met a new friend in choir today. Her name is Dee. And another new friend. She's in grade 11, I forgot to ask what her name was. Another practice tomorrow at lunch. I think we need it, just to organize it more. Can't wait for tomorrow night. It's going to be great.

I'm still pissed off at "that guy". Geez he's so rude and that fucking attitude of his really needs to stop. He's just going to make everyone hate him. Like seriously what is his problem? I'm not going to waste my time thinking about how fucking stupid he is and how much I hate him. I'm going to make everyday of my life happy. (: If I see him in the hallways I'll just pretend that I don't even know him or even see him and that he doesn't exist in this world. I'm going to focus on school work. Hating someone is just too much work or why not just pretend that he never existed in your life and move on with life. Go with the flow.

And Happy Birthday Dad and Raymond Lam. even though Ray's birthday was yesterday according to the Hong Kong calender. Time zones haha. Fung Forever !

Feels like I have hope now. Did pretty well in my geography and math test. YAY. Life is happy if you want to make it happy. I should look at life at a more positive way. Physics test was okay too.

I was pretty happy this morning until this "guy" (not going to mention name) in my drafting and science class talked to me. He was like I'm going to ignore you. Like What the Fcuk. What's his problem. He needs to get a life. No offence. Every time something "bad happens" he blames it on me like seriously. Not my fault. He's mad at me for no reason well at least I don't know what the reason is. Before he sentence me he should at least tell me why. He really needs to get a life. I am so not going to let him ruin my day. I'm just not going to talk to him anymore. It's really pointless. He's not like the only friend I have in drafting.

Physics is not the life. (: kidding

Physics is so awesome. Sometimes I feel like i'm such a failure in life.

Things I fail so far in school
1. My science Cumulative
2.Most of my chem quiz.
3.My Geography climate test.
4.Most of my math quiz
5.Two math test.

And so on. It's the truth ):

Studying

Studying YAY??

Pretty good day today. Met a new friend (: Science class was so boring. Trying not to fall asleep. Acceleration is not as fun to calculate as average speed. Average speed is much more fun indeed. Physics test tomorrow. I will do good on it hopefully. If you think you can, you can. Next semester is gonna suck no offence. I have English. English is one of the reasons. And biology too.

went to the concert hall today at 2:00 to watch winnipeg symphony orchestra production "the snowman". It was pretty amazing. xD. Went with my auntie, cousin winnie and my sister. Reminds me of good old memories from grade 9 when we went last year to watch a ballet. I sure miss grade 9 choir. Good old times.

I sort of drove home. I'm such a bad driver. I think I'm getting worst at drivng. What to do?? What to do??

Did our drama today at chinese school. I think we did a pretty good job! Good job guys!! xD. It was so worth doing. It was my first time haha. At first I was kind of nervous but as it went on it was just pretty awesome. Hope to do it again next year. (:

I hate this guy in my drafting class. (not going to mention his name, he's such a loser. ) Not hate I guess dislike maybe. Well maybe not, he just annoys me a lot. Like A LOT. Not in a good way though. He pisses me off. I still remember back in junior high I had to dance with him in gym class. That was like the worst time of my life. No offence, and I was force to. It was either that or get a zero. I wish I could forget it for the rest of my life or I wish I was absent that day. Since I cannot change the past or prevent what happens in the future I guess I just have to make the best out of it. Since it's the past anyways.

High School is pretty awesome. I meet so many new friends. My classes are pretty great and I did meet new people in my drafting class. (expect that stupid loser, no offence once again). I meet a lot of new people too in my other classes that has never been my class.

Listening to music. I love music soo much.

Watching They kiss AGain. Need to watch more dramas but all these school work. Falling behind on my drama list. That sucks

k so, my math test turns out to be ... I don't know not really hard but also not easy. The word for it would be difficult. k it was hard. to me it was. Slope is rise over run. .... It's killing me. My mind is fill with physics and slope. It's giving me a headache. Tomorrow is the day for our class drama production. I hope I don't mess up man haha. Don't want to let the class down. xD. In drafting today we had "funner" day. To me so not fun. It's too hard and it's kind of boring. No offence. I like VPA more. Sometimes VPA is the life! And me and my friends brought cupcakes.!!

Haha I suck at driving. Mostly one ways for some reason.

Fail my science cumulative. All the tests that I did that week fail. That sucks. Anyways going driving later. I decided that I am going to do well in school now. I hope. Math test tomorrow. I will do good on it.

R.I.P. An old friend of mine that takes care of the apartment that my grandma lives in passed away today. I still remember when me and my sister was young he would give us candy and freezes. Those days feels like that were not so long ago yet it was years ago. In life sometimes things could suddenly happen so we really have to treasure time and enjoy the time we spend with our friends and family.

I should be studying for my math test but I'm on my iPod and watching tv. Sometimes life is hard. And physics is awesome.

My life is a story and I will write the pages to it.

Even though the time we spent together was short, and now we gone our seperate ways, But I will always remember your smile and the time we spent each day

Did our Geography test today. It was okay but I forgot what sandwich generation was. Darn got that one wrong. But I think I did okay. Feeling all stress out because of school work, testes and quiz. There are better things I want to do but my future depends on these high school years but when time has pass it will never come back. I must concentrate and not give up :D

feeling a little down ): Don't feel like studying for geo test.

sometimes I feel like I have the worst luck in my life.

So i have a geography test tomorrow on settlement patterns. Hope i do well.

Today was a pretty average day at Sisler. Watch a video on how to build a house in drafting. Sort of boring no offence. xD. In science we did another physics quiz. I think I did well expect on the last question I forgot to times 2 for the echo. Early dismissal @2:30. My cousin Winnie forgot to get a ride Again. !

I actually like physics now. There is a lot of math but it's kind of fun. I don't think I do bad at school because I'm not smart but because I don't put all my effort and time into doing it. You know what Raymond Lam says: If you think you can, you can.