I think I

I think I worry too much, care too much, think too much and stress too much.  Ohkay from this point and on I think not think about it. Yes. I shall do that. I worry too much about what's going to happen that sometimes I drop the conclusions. I think too much which causes stress for me. It's like I'm digging myself a hole again. Well maybe not because it feels different this time. Well hopefully it is. Like yea.. HAHA I don't even know what I'm trying to say I just feel like blogging. I blog for no reason. This entry is completely pointless. To whoever may be reading this I suggest you to stop right now before it bores you. (y)

If you are still reading this... err I don't know what it means because I don't even know what I'm saying right now. LOL! So yea. If you're still reading this stop right now. FORREALS. I think I'm scared to do things. Anything. Why can't I be more certain about my answers. Why can't I feel more certain in terms of everything. I guess this is something I lack.

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SAME SONG. Only this one is louder HAHA IN LOVE WITH THIS SONGGG!! <333

劉威煌--不離不棄(情越雙白線主題曲)

When Lanes Merge [情越雙白線]

I'm also watching this show on tv. It airs at 7:00. I really like the theme song. It's so fricken catchy! :)

Just Finished Watching Mysteries of Love

So YEA I just finished watch mysteries of love on tv. It was such an intense episode LIKE OMMMGGG Last episode is airing on Monday and I'm definitely not going to miss that episode! It's a must watch LIKE OMMGG I gotta see what happenes! I'm pretty sure the main guy (Raymond Lam <3) known as Kings in the drama won't die but OMG the preview made me want to watch it online right now! But I got to play tetris now. LOL I was winning last night but then I started losing. Oh well I guess it gives me something to do today (y) or to do right now rather. 


So I applied for a job online. I don't think that was a good idea since I might volunteer last week of August. Dang.... I'm dumb. PSSSH not like they're going to hire me anyway!! OMGOMG I keep thinking of that last episode!! I can't wait two days ): GRRRR MUST WAIT. MUST. K BYES  

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM :)

I don't know any more. I really don't. #confused. 


I'm having a pretty good today so far. This morning I totally slept in HAHA I forgot to wake up for the jog with Jessica and Aaron. I woke up when Aaron called. LOL! That was fail. I think I started running too hard in the beginning. I felt a little uneasy when we got to the lake near Stanley Knowles. I told them to not wait for me and I will catch up to them later but they stayed. Wow good friends I have. I feel so fortunate. I crashed into a fence while riding Jessica's bike. #weird After that they stayed at my house for a bit. I went out with mom, bro and sister after. We took mom to Salisbury house. LOL That was a fail too. We thought we ordered what we wanted but it turned out to be something else. It tasted weird too... Went to Polo. I know it sounds weird but I brought a jacket today LOL in the middle of summer :D I miss shopping!! OMMGG!! D: So many failed and weird moments today.


Watching My Princess episode 14 at the moment. OMG I just love romance dramas especially ones with a touch of mystery added into it. It makes it so intense! I just love the cute scenes in the drama! Although sometimes watching these dramas makes me feel lonely D: I just can't imagine anyone liking me LOL! I mean I have to admit I'm such a loser and boring person to talk to. I sometimes wonder what people see in me LOL LIKE OMMG HAHA yea I just can't. I not saying I'm bad or anything LOL because that's just too hard on myself. But I don't know I just can't imagine anyone liking me. HAHA even if someone does, it's probably just temporary and that's what scares me the most. Not knowing if that person actually likes you or if it's just temporary. I don't know. 

going with the flow

I don't know but I'm just going to go with the flow. If it seems right than it's probably right! right? I will not think of anything else. Just going to live ever day accordingly. I feel so hyper right now!! OMMMGG LOL must be the k-pop! It's sooo fricken catchy!! <33333  I went down a rank in tetris. SO SAD ): oh well. Been playing for over 2 hours. I am addicted. :/ 


I got to wake up early tomorrow morning. I'm going to bike with Jessica and Aaron is going to jog. After that I'm going to have breakfast with my mom. OH YEA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER!!! YOU'RE OLD !  LOVE YOOOUU

BYEESSS