Oh biology, how I hate you. -_-" I'm working on my biology assignment right now and it is killing me! Its hard ): This morning brought hot chocolate! :)) Hmm, I'm wondering what I should get Jessica for secret Santa!
Is it just me? Or do I have like the worst timing ever??? Drama much, I saw him today at lunch well after lunch and I saw him kiss her. At that moment I knew everything is over. It really is and I give up. I was the one to give up first so I'm not going to fight for it anymore and plus both of them are my friends. I want them to be happy even if I'm not. But I will be. I'm moving up. My life doesn't revolve around him. So yeah, ....... I guess you can say I'm pretty stupid. " If you like him why didn't you tell him earlier, and now he has a girlfriend." Because at that time my other friend told me she likes him. Well to me now, it doesn't really matter anymore. There is no take two in life. No matter how deep I fall I will get back up. I will. I don't give up that easily. And I wont. I guess this is not the stop. I will continue to wait. Until I get to my stop of happiness. Until then I will continue living my life and living it to the fullest. Even if it doesn't include him.
"Love asks no return. " Hot Shot
