Tough times have good endings

This morning didn't start off all that great. My mother woke me up early to go out for dim sum but my uncle didn't come pick us up until like 1 so yeah we were basically starving & hungry,,, and when we got there some people from Saskatchewan ( mom's friend) apparently was joining us.. Thanks mom for not telling us ahead of time. Anyway we didn't know when they were going to come so mom told us to go eat first and so we did. We were halfway through and then they came... AND WE HAD TO MOVE TO A BIGGER TABLE.. awkward.... But everything after that went well :D LOLOL my uncle poured water into shirley's cup but she wanted tea so he took my bowl & poured the water there. Shirley switched my bowl with the empty one beside her because we thought no one was using it but apparently it was hers LOLOL! And she put food in it, ate it & realized that it was wet LOLOLOL ! I couldn't stop laughing even though it was bad LOLOL! SO FUNNY!! and she showed us pictures of her trip. Her son is pretty hot... o_O... :D After that we went to grandma's for a bit and then we went to Portage place lool!! Mom's friend gave us 20 bucks!!! yay!!! I have money to go watch the movie tomorrow!! LOOL... I hate asking my parents for money but then again the guilt goes away...

The wet dumpling is the highlight of my day :DD

Random Burst of memories ...

Everything that happened between us still seems like a dream. It seemed almost unreal or too real. I still remember the first time you held my hand. I remember looking away and pretending to focus on something else. I still remember those feelings I get when you hug me. I still remember that one time we were at the library. When you looked at me and I looked away and you said “fine then look away”. Even now from time to time all these moments would still replay in my head. It’s so hard to forget... or maybe I just don’t want too... or can’t…. I still don’t know why I can’t look you in the eyes. Maybe it was because I was scared that I might like you but I did anyway. You meant so much to me. Did you know that? But those last few days before school ended you stopped talking to me. I couldn’t find joy in anything. I couldn't focus in school. It hurts so much. Did you know that? From time to time I still find myself waiting. I miss what we had but you didn’t. It’s okay because I’m moving on to a better life. I’ve gotten past those hard times. I’m not going down that path again. You gave me hope and you took it away in so little time. Being with you that entire semester made my life go up and down especially my feelings. When you’re in a good mood you would talk to me but when you’re in a bad mood you sometimes would just go offline not even giving me a chance to say goodbye. I would stay up at night just to wait for you. I stayed up at night making you a jar of stars. I could have done my homework or reading but I didn’t. I put you as my first priority but I know you probably didn’t put me first. I would lend you all my homework and assignments even if that means getting a late mark. But you know what? I didn’t mind. I wanted you to do well. I really did. In less than one month I’ll be seeing you again. It’s going to be like strangers but then again that not you ever say hi to me in the hallways anyway.

To be honest I don’t know why I’m writing this HAHAH It just randomly came to me this morning. It made me kind of depressed… But I’m over that now (y)