Just knowing that he texts me when he gets up in the morning and the simple words he uses makes me feel important to him... and knowing the fact that I can bring happiness to him...

To be honest... I am scared that he will find someone better or loses interest in me... or simply gets bored of me... I'm scared that someone can bring even more happiness to him than I do.... because I know I have many many flaws.

He once said that he won't find someone better... but who knows what's going to happen...

Do I still bring him happiness as I once did? Or did it already faded a little?

I love you... J.C

Birthday 2012 wishlist

Birthday Wish list-

•     Garage wish list http://www.garage.ca/cart/index.jsp?wlName=wl
•     Yoshi plushie 
•      Pillow pet- Preferably the panda one http://www.toysrus.ca/product/index.jsp?productId=11428261
• Bath and body works lotion- Black Raspberry Vanilla, Paris Amour
• Infinity scarf
• Domo plushie :$ 
• Potato chips
• Cylinder pillow thingys “num chum” not the really long ones though like half that size.
• Spartan hoodie and sweats
• Canada 2012 mitts cause my white mitts are getting dirty and I can't use it to shovel snow cause I don't want it to get dirty >.< 
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Words that warm me up

August 2, 2011

"I will be happy, no matter what happens between you and I. Nothing would make me happier than seeing you happy." 

"Even if you don't ask me to wait, I'll be here waiting. I want to, I choose to, whether you want me to or not. I won't find anyone else"

"I've already find you."

"I haven't seen the world, because I don't care about the rest of the world. I only want what's in Winnipeg, and that's you."

" Even if there were a million girls lined up infront of my door, I wouldn't want any of them."

"To me there is no better, It's really is okay. I am fine with waiting, even if the answer is not the same as what I want."

"I don't want to unlike you tho :( You may not think you're worth it, but whatever happens, to me you'll always be worth it :)"

"What do you mean "someone like you?" I can assure you, this is real. I've never been more sure of liking anyone."

"I don't wanna be a winner, I want to be a loser, if it means that I like you. "

"hah, you were sleepy that day. And like it was cute x] Your voice and you just were x] I'll always be willing to talk to you."

"Don't say sorry, if anyone's worth staying up for, it would be you. And I do believe in you. I think you're great too, words can't describe"

"I have faith in you. And whatever happens, happens, but my feelings won't change"

"Don't be scared. Whatever happens, happens. It doesn't mean that my feelings will fade."

"Take all the time you need, I've already met someone who makes me happy, and it's you. No matter what happens, you'll make me happy."

"You are amazing, you really are. You're not close to being amazing, because you're so much more.. To me"

"And that's what counts, it's not the start of the journey, but where it takes you that counts."

"Even if I do meet someone else, she won't be you. I don't care if she's "better" you're the best. You do make me happy.."

"You gave me a lot this summer too. All the time we spend together. It makes me happy. I'll stop if you'll be <3 That's all I want you to be"

"I'm just sorry for everything. I just really like you I guess.."

"don't be sorry.I just I don't want anyone else. you could be in a room filled with hundreds of others, but you'll be the only one that I see"

"I promise.. if it'll make you happy. but I won't find anyone that makes me happier than you."

"I know I can't control it, but really you're one of the only people I really want to talk to."

"I don't want to find someone else, I don't care if you're unsure. You make me happy. You really do. And I enjoy the time we spend together.."

"I'll give you so many hugs, next time I see you LOLOLOL. is putting my arm around you like .5 of a hug? an adventure is an adventure."

"Good morning Carmen! I hope you have a good day :) smile!"

"Because its cute, catching you look, then look away, I find it cute"

"Because you're beautiful"

"I think you are, really, when you smile, oh my heart melts a little"