day 8 without you

I am tired. I should sleep but why am I still waiting? Why can't I just accept reality? I don't know why but I missing you a lot today. Maybe it's because now that school is over I have way too much time in hand. It's raining right now. I wonder what you are doing. I wonder if you ever think of me the way I think of you. I just miss you lots right now. I feel like a loser. I should really just stop thinking about it. JHEEZ why are you so hard to forget?

I don't know what to do tomorrow. *sigh OHHH brought daddy a belated birthday gift. Officially poor now D:

roaming around downtown

this was basically my day! LOL In the morning we went to home depot.