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Sunday, February 28, 2010


YESS CANADA won gold metal for hockey !! GOOD JOB ! Even though the last few seconds the Americans got it in. LOL. GOOD job Sydney Crosby getting the winning goal in ! It was such a close game and so intense to watch. My voice hurts from yelling "Go Canada".
I guess I should go back and study now. Ugh, biology test tomorrow,

Saturday, February 27, 2010

GEEEZ my dad's temper is getting to me again. Why does he always have to yell for no reason. Cant he just politely ask to do something. I really don't get it. He just overreacts. It just makes you this much better for yelling. Isn't it harder that way to live life?

MY SUMMER PLAN LIST 2010

I know its still kind of early, okay fine it is still early. Not even spring yet. But I already made up my summer plans list. There may be some changes by the time summer comes, but other wise this is my summer list. And this year I will try to do all of them, unlike last year :P. went on the computer the whole summer. except going to the states for 3 days. I'm so excited already !!:D

  1. go to Toronto ( to attend wedding)
  2. polo & movie with friends
  3. beach with family and play volleyball
  4. go bowling
  5. forks- mini donuts
  6. fun mountain/ swimming
  7. fireworks on Canada day
  8. the zoo- ride train (:
  9. strawberry picking
  10. BBQ!
  11. bubble Tea
  12. the ex or tinkertown
  13. learn a new song on key board
  14. study/ review precal :P
  15. fly a kite (so failed last year)
  16. Starbucks at Safeway
  17. staking at wheelies
  18. assiniboia downs
  19. BDI
  20. finish my summer drama list which I will have by then
And talk about fright. Last night our ipod touch went broken. I was scared to death but good thing it turn out well also. Everyday is like a new start. You never know what sort of problems you will encounter or face. Have to think positive and stay clam. Always look at life in a positive way.
At Chinese school today, we did our annual Chinese new year celebration. Even though Chinese new year was like 2 weeks ago. We did our award winning drama again. ! No offence but it seems like the events every year gets more boring. :P I barely even enjoy the whole thing. I was scared because my classmate gave me the cash to hold on to it and this other guy in my class took the whole thing. I wont know how to explain back to the class. But I'm glad that everything in the end turn out well. Watch Olympics ! Canada won another gold metal ! Good job Canada. If you put your heart and set your mind to something, you will be able to achieve it. Always have hope. That's why I will continue my effort in math and maintain a good mark.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

I have 82% in math right now. My math mark was never over 80 % except once in grade seven, barely even 70%. I must keep up my good work. Volleyball again in gym. I think my volleyball skills are improving. lamo. Biology test today. I thought it was difficult, even though my friends thought it was easy. No school tomorrow. !! Biology test on Monday and precal test early next week. Busy start next week. But I will look at it in a positive way. Live well (: Korea got disqualified for relay yesterday. ! I don't quite agree with it. Its not really Korea's fault, but then again they do have to take some responsibility. Canada won Russia yesterday at hockey. 7 to 3. Good job Canada

Umm, I don't really know how to say this. My friends say that "this guy" that I sort of like and sort of dislike and sort of admire.. well yeah. Well anyways my friends say that he does drugs and I don't believe it at first because he doesn't seem like that sort of guy. But this afternoon I saw some guy hand him something. I'm not sure what it is though but it worries me. I'm really starting to question it now. I hope from the bottom of my heart that that's not true. He's a pretty cool guy. Doing drugs might end his future like that. I really hope that its just me.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I think Im getting back to the study mode. Open house at sisler tomorrow. Got to go perform.

Monday, February 22, 2010

I shall go eat now. Then study some biology and finish up math. Work hard Carmen !!
I'm getting really stress out. Mostly because of biology and precal. Math was okay near the beginning but the questions seem to be getting longer and longer and longer to do. Every time I have to do something for a long period of time, my head starts to hurt and I start getting distracted and end up not finishing the work or rushing it. I need a strategy. But up to this point I have none.

Must really focus on school !! I'm like graduating in 2 years. I know my parents want me to get into university but at the same time giving me a lot of pressure. I can't take all the stress. Its just to tiring to deal with. I need some spare time too. Always doing homework and studying is killing me here.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

and still doing bio. AHHHHH. FML
Watching the olympics is so intense. I love watching figure and ice skating . I support canada. I support korea also =))
Biology homework is giving me a hard time. Why did I even pick that course !!! Currently watching the Olympics !! Ice Hockey - Canada vs US. GO TEAM CANADA !!!!!! And now I shall finish the last of my biology homework. Aja Aja fighting. (:

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Working hard right now to finish biology and English homework. So much work. !! My head hurts. But no pain, no gain. I must work hard in order to achieve my dreams. I'm waiting for my friend's reply on facebook. But i think I should really be doing Biology. Focus !! You must focus! Must Really, really focus. Do not get distracted. If you put your heart and set your mind to something, you will be able to achieve it.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Yes ! got 85% on my first Precal Test. Good work to mee !! keep it up. No pain no gain. Sometimes when you face trouble, it all depends on how you look at it. I face life with happiness. and will try my best.

Watching a new drama. !! Hi, My sweetheart. Show Luo is SO Cute!! except for his hair in the first few episodes. LOL. Here is the theme song. I just started watching today and it's good. So here's the theme song. enjoy.!


Thursday, February 18, 2010

Today was my first Precal test. I think I did okay. Play volleyball in gym. I was surprise that I actually got it across. Life is like that. Sometimes when you think you cant do it, you end up doing it. I must work hard and stay in precal. I try making everyday happy and living the fullest. I will try my best and work hard. Life is positive.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Yesterday went to Salisbury house to eat breakfast with family !! Yay us, we actually finished the food this time. Then I drove to polo park and lucky super market. Start watching Hi, my sweet heart drama. Show looks so weird!!

Got applications for courses we are taking next year. I don't know what to take. This is killing me.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

林峰 - 愛在記憶中找你

林峰 - 愛在記憶中找你




愛在記憶中找你

我對你 這一生 哪個可比
我與你 差一些 永遠一起
邂逅時間場地 似連場好戲
要自何頁說起 Wow Ho

愛太重 深呼吸 欠缺空氣
愛太美輕輕的 卻載不起
愛情來到時候 似明媚天氣
它走了 突然驟變雪落雨飛

*如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想放下你 還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起 就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離*

你太遠 該怎麼 說對不起
你太近 一轉身 卻已高飛
快樂也酗茧u 似場流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻覺怕又記起

REPEAT**

我情願我狠心憎你 我還在記憶中找你

Raymond Lam- 愛不夠

愛不夠




林峰- 愛不夠

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有 
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠 
假使講了你聽到後 或會走 
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有 
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由 
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠 
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友 
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠 

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠 
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手 
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有 
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由 
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠 
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友 
已經 已經足夠 

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭 
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透 
放手 至可擁有

Happy Chinese NewYears !!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Also my sister was eating smarties and she said there was dust on it. LOL. Watch Vancouver 2010 winter Olympics today. ! Watch speed skating.

Medallists for men speed skating 5000m are:
Netherlands- KRAMER Sven. Time is 6:14.60
Korea- LEE Seung-Hoon. Time is 6:16.95
Russian Federation-SKOBREV Ivan.Time is 6:18.05


The Korean dude is pretty cool ! (:
Also my sister was eating smarties and she said there was dust on it. LOL. Watch Vancouver 2010 winter olympics today. ! Watch speed skating.

Medallists for men speed skating 5000m are:
Netherlands- KRAMER Sven. Time is 6:14.60
Korea- LEE Seung-Hoon. Time is 6:16.95
Russian Fereradtion-SKOBREV Ivan.Time is 6:18.05
Here is the English lyrics with also Chinese lyrics for 如果時間來到. If time comes. (If The Time Has Arrived)

就讓劇情來預告 地設與天造
Let’s preview from the drama; everything matches
他配合你 誰亦看好
He matches you; everyone loves it
就像突然明白到 就算傾慕
Suddenly understanding; even though envying
退出了 沉默更好
Backing out; silence is better
太想走近 竟使我放慢腳步
A strong desire to walk closer, even though I’m walking slowly
人越近傷心更早
Ones who walk closer will be hurt faster

准我用情歌 如泣如訴
Allow me to use a love song; to pour out my heart
未說的話 留在萬呎天牢
The words I haven’t said; leave it in the sky miles away
我太驕傲 情願用笑聲 代愁雲密佈
I’m too proud; Much rather use laughter to replace the gloomy clouds
不講一聲的愛是最好
An unspoken love is the best
請記住時間 如果來到
Please remember the time, if it comes
就要止步 求別做笑話 失足跌倒
Must halt; pleading not to be a joke when I fall
踏上出路 來讓暫借的 還回誰共抱
Stepping onto the road; coming to borrow; who do I have left to embrace?
轉身必須比眼淚更早 可惜你未知道
Turning my back must be quicker than letting my tears out; too bad you don’t know

沒幸運同偕共老 沒有虛度
No fortune to be together forever
愛不疚 難度更高
Loving with no regrets; The difficulty is more challenging
最傷的夜 星光會繼續引路
On the most hurtful night, the starlight will continue to guide me
沉默亦可感覺到
Silence can be felt as well

准我用情歌 如泣如訴
Allow me to use a love song; to pour out my heart
未說的話 留在萬呎天牢
The words I haven’t said; leave it in the sky miles away
我太驕傲 情願用笑聲 代愁雲密佈
I’m too proud; Much rather use laughter to replace the gloomy clouds
不講一聲的愛是最好
An unspoken love is the best
請記住時間 如果來到
Please remember the time, if it comes
就要止步 求別做笑話 失足跌倒
Must halt; pleading not to be a joke when I fall
踏上出路 來讓暫借的 還回誰共抱
Stepping onto the road; coming to borrow; who do I have left to embrace?
轉身必須比眼淚更早 可惜你未知道
Turning my back must be quicker than letting my tears out; too bad you don’t know
轉身必須比眼淚更早 彷彿你亦知道
Turning my back must be quicker than letting my tears out; or else you’ll know

2月13日 星期六 晴天

Today was a pretty good day. Had family over in morning to celebrate Chinese new years.

Mv for today is 林峯 - 如果時間來到
Raymond Lam Fung - If Time Comes

林峯 - 如果時間來到



林峯 - 如果時間來到

就讓劇情來預告 地設與天造
他配合你 誰亦看好
就像突然明白到 就算傾慕
退出了 沉默更好

太想走近 竟使我放慢腳步
人越近傷心更早

准我用情歌 如泣如訴
未說的話 留在萬呎天牢
我太驕傲 情願用笑聲 代愁雲密佈
不講一聲的愛是最好
請記住時間 如果來到
就要止步 求別做笑話 失足跌倒
踏上出路 來讓暫借的 還回誰共抱
轉身必須比眼淚更早 可惜你未知道

沒幸運同偕共老 沒有虛度
愛不疚 難度更高
最傷的夜 星光會繼續引路
沉默亦可感覺到

准我用情歌 如泣如訴
未說的話 留在萬呎天牢
我太驕傲 情願用笑聲 代愁雲密佈
不講一聲的愛是最好
請記住時間 如果來到
就要止步 求別做笑話 失足跌倒
踏上出路 來讓暫借的 還回誰共抱
轉身必須比眼淚更早 彷彿你亦知道

Friday, February 12, 2010

Finally got all the guidance thing settle. Was late for gym this morning but my gym teacher didn't notice so I got away with it. Did beep test. Got to stage 4. Goal next time is 5. Valentines day tomorrow. People are getting flowers from love ones. Aww I wish I got one LOL. But then again you know... LOL

Just finish watching Korean movie heartbreak library. Pretty good movie. Also tomorrow is Chinese New Years. !!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

陈奕迅 - 明年今日



陈奕迅 - 明年今日

若這一束吊燈傾瀉下來 或者我 已不會存在
即使你不愛 亦不需要分開

若這一刻我竟嚴重痴呆 跟本不需要被愛
永遠在床上發夢 餘生都不會再悲哀

#人總需要勇敢生存 我還是重新許願
例如學會 承受失戀
明年今日 別要再失眠 床褥都改變 如果有幸會面
或在同伴新婚的盛宴 惶惑地等待你出現
明年今日 未見你一年 誰捨得改變 離開你六十年
但願能認得出你的子女 臨別亦聽得到你講再見

Repeat #

在有生的瞬間能遇到你 竟花光所有運氣
到這日才發現 曾呼吸過空氣
Been through a lot the past 3 days because of Pre Cal. Had to go to guidance and then math teacher. It cycles. !! Did mental math today. Got 9/11. Then I just remember that its not for marks. Gym was pretty fun. Did notes and we are doing the beep test tomorrow. Biology Is so boring. I should have did chemistry instead, maybe even physics. English is pretty fun. The first two days that is .All girls English!! Now we have to work. Reading to kill a mockingbird. Beginning is boring. Almost Chinese New Years!!

Monday, February 8, 2010

Yesterday at lucky super market. ( I forgot to add this part to my entry yesterday) I was pulling a shopping basket and I rolled over this guy's foot. LOL I didnt even know unitl my sister told me.

School tomorrow. Semester break went by fast. I have Precal, english, biology and gym this semester. Must work hard, mostly in precal. Because it's something that I really want to acheive in. If you think you can, you can.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

古巨基 - 沒有腳的小鳥

Part 2 of the story/ mv. So sad. Leo Ku is just so awesome. I could feel the drama between them, it's just so effective. This mv is really something.

古巨基 - 沒有腳的小鳥



古巨基 - 沒有腳的小鳥

你走 我飛 眷戀 承受不起
聚過 便散 就似沒有雙腳著地
我生 我死 同樣 無力有家安置你
連累你 像我慣了不斷別離

*沒有東西可給你 沒有光陰可給你
和你一起 我會低慣頭 遙望你 像隔天共地
沒信心可討好你 亦沒信心 令愛情給我運氣
寧願拒絕你 寧願獨個去面對自卑

無謂吧 不要累人 不要累己
不想再傻 嫌遺憾未夠多
捉錯用神 都錯在我 擁抱前 寧可飛過
不必管你愛甚麼
戀一半歲月也更好過
就趁我不欠你甚麼
彷佛羽毛 誰也可以輕輕放過 *

太多背影 沿路留下陰影
就似候鳥被冷壞了不配固定
我知你好 太好 才令我不敢答應
原諒我 未愛已透支了熱情

Repeat *

何必惹禍 不要累人 不要累己
不想再傻 嫌遺憾未夠多
捉錯用神 都錯在我 擁抱前 寧可飛過
不必管你愛甚麼 不管哪里落腳 也好過
就趁我不欠你甚麼
撫摸羽毛 忘記小鳥天空擦過

就趁我不欠你什麼 彷彿羽毛 誰也可以輕輕放過*
Me, my dad and my mom went to lucky super market, Sunwa super market and youngs super market all in one day. What fun!! =)

MV for today is 古巨基-地球很危險. Actually 2 parts to this story. I like second part of the story more.



古巨基 - 地球很危險

作曲:John Laudon
填詞:林夕
編曲:John Laudon
監製:古巨基

很想代你 面對世間瘋狂和混亂
這地球 喜歡恩怨
巴不得跟你在太空取暖
讓你平靜造個美夢 躲開這個失樂園
天高地厚 就快也不夠日爭夜鬥
已不適合情侶暢聚漫遊
當小溫馨偉大到像虛構
在我懷內願你當綠洲
我用風箏攜著你走

很危險 下秒將 地老天荒
當千紙鶴難以伴妳飛 就擲向星光

*只想可跟你同住天幕裡
 流浪太虛 別了地球 留下壯舉
 只得你我莫問誰和誰 只需一寸赤地團聚
 星海 隨便去寄居 足印 熔在隕石裡
 (不管 來或去 火星踏碎
  若你覺得已住不下去 哪個星球你想去)*

烏煙俗氣 就快看不見甚麼是愛
那七宗罪便夠殺掉未來
心比起空氣受更大污染
就算逃入夢裡去渡海
怕幸福之門被炸開

Repeat (*)

Saturday, February 6, 2010

蔡旻佑-我想要說

Corner With love Ost




我想要說 - 蔡旻佑 Evan Yo

看著右手 被撕裂的 傷口
愛好像曾經停留
而我左手 按下號碼 之後
那首屬於我 的歌不再播送
默寫你的愛過 坦承自己脆弱

對白怎麼說 表情才不難過
我想要說 我想要說
如果沒有了你 我該如何往下走
那一秒鐘 有沒有發現我倔強裡的問候
怎麼勸我放手 在這一切之後

整夜的風 冷得我手 顫抖
你在溫暖的那頭
熟悉路口 再一次的 路過
等在那角落 的人已不是我
默寫你的愛過 坦承自己脆弱

對白怎麼說 表情才不難過
我想要說 我想要說
如果沒有了你 我該如何往下走
那一秒鐘 有沒有發現我倔強裡的問候
怎麼勸我放手 在這一切之後

我想要說 我想要說
如果沒有了你 我該如何往下走
那一秒鐘 有沒有發現我倔強裡的問候
怎麼勸我放手 在這一切之後
怎麼勸我放手 在這一切
I'm going to start posting music videos and lyrics to songs that I really enjoy and like. And also some theme song videos.

Today was a pretty good day at Chinese school. My Chinese sub teacher taught us some swear words lol. Listen to music!. How I love music and songs. Every song has a story.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Had to wake up early to go to choir practice. But that's the life. ! Just finish eating my spicy shrimp noodles. YUM ! and finish watching Korean movie A Millionaire's First Love. So sad. Reminds me of the ending of Starlit. Yesterday watch Korean movie A Moment to Remember. Love watching Asian dramas and movies. After this semester break it's back to working hard and focusing on school until spring break.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

LOL. I only had 12 candles on my birthday cake yesterday. I knew we didn't had enough at home. =p

Science exam was so long. Mostly the physics part. Took forever. glad we had until 11:30.
Finally exams are all over. This is totally the end of semester one. I miss Geo.

Watch Japanese movie water boys.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Happy Birthday To Me. !

Today is my birthday! Sweet Sixteen. My birthday wish this year is the same as every year. I hope that my family and friends can be happy and that I do well in school and get into university.

My Geo exam was today. It was so long. To me it was. I hope I did well. I started guessing because time was running short. And for the first half hour of the exam I was putting my answers on the wrong bubble sheet. WTF. That was that, one more exam to go. The science exam! This exam may determine if I will pass or fail science. I hope I pass. I'm just going to try my best tomorrow. Aja Aja fighting !! =)

After exams me, my mom, sister and brother went to kum koon. Then after we went to portage place and shop. Brought pants =). After that we went to Safeway to buy cake. I LOVE cake, mostly blowing the candles on the cake. LOL. As we were coming back from the dollar store at Safeway Shirley saw her classmates. It was funny because Shirley thought that the restaurant closed and she said it out loud in Chinese and her classmates were like "Hi Shirley". haha. very funny if you were present. LOL.

Now Back to studying for science exam tomorrow. One more exam. I can do it =)