B1A4 -OK *jamming to this song right now. So catchy. :)

Why are you always like this? Like seriously...

Sometimes I still wonder if I meant anything to you. Sometimes it only feels like I exist to you when you need something from me. I talk to you and you just go offline on me. I just never have the heart to do something like that. Like I ask you a question and ohkay I'm fine if you don't want to answer it. I mean just tell me. But all you do is just go offline on me. It makes me sad.. It brings me back to that night when you said "be right back" but you didn't come back. You don't even make an effort to say bye to me. It feels like I only exist to you when you need something. You message me asking me if I could help you test something on skype. Ohkay I'm cool with that. I help you and after that you said I'll talk to you on msn but you didn't. I was so naive. I thought that I actually meant something to you. I thought that if I waited long enough all my effort would eventually pay off. I sometimes even wonder if you still have that jar of stars I gave you or even my go card. Every time I walk past your street memories would just flood my mind. Every time I think of physics you would just pop into my mind. I still remember once you made me a paper star in physics class. I still have it. It's just not worth it any more. It was never from the start.....