When I'm mad or annoyed

I'm mad and annoyed at the whole world. Like seriously. Why is that? It's like once someone pisses me off everything everyone does after that just pisses me off. Why is that? It's like I'm mad at the whole world but really I'm just bothered by one person or thing. So dumb.

I find it hard to like me. As in like me like me. I don't know I mean I'm so ehh sometimes. I have to admit it because it's too true. What is with me sometimes? Gaaaah byee. Study chem & then sleep. Screw independent reading right now. -_-

If you never try you never know.

I actually don't like getting to know someone too well and letting someone know me too well. It's like once you get close to someone and know what type of person they really are you start to see a totally different side of that person. Sometimes that can be good and sometimes it can be bad. I don't really like letting people knowing too much about me. If you really know me I'm actually not as nice as everyone think I am. I am not smart whatsoever so stop assuming that just because my sister is in accelerated. I get that a lot. I am a spaz. I sometimes get mad over the very littlest things or happy depending on what the situation is. I sleep in a weird way too. If you pissed me off chances are I will annoy you back just for the sake of it. I forgive easily. It's real hard for me to let go of things. I can be real rude sometimes. I am socially awkward. I am boring and I am definitely not someone that someone wants to talk to daily. I hate it when people brings up something from my past. I trust people easily but I usually end up regretting it because they end up telling everyone. Or they said I only told blah blah blah but that person tells someone else and it ends up being not so secret anymore. I find reading boring to be honest. I never know what to say. I tend to run away from all of my problems. I will stop now. Running away won't solve anything. I think it's time for me to actually face everything that I've been running away from. If you never try you never know.

Top 20 places I want to visit in my life

1.Austraila , Sydney
2.Switzerland
3.New York
4.Japan
5.Korea
6.Finland
7.London
8.Paris
9.Vancouver, Victoria
10.Toronto, Ottawa
11.Taiwan
12.Hongkong, china
13.Chicago
14.Aruba
15.Calgary
16.Alberta
17.Las Vegas
18.California
19.Los Angeles
20.San Francisco

Some quotes I came up with

IF we could look at the world at a different angle, maybe life could be different

♥ 如果我們可以從不同角度看這個世界，可能生命會不同 ♥ -

♥ Don't let yesterdays failure give up today's hope ♥ -

Even though the time we spent together was short, and now we've gone our seperate ways, But I will always remember your smile and the time we spent each day.

My life is a story and I will write the pages to it

OTHER FAVORITE QUOTES
Just Smile and There's Nothing you can't overcome- Smiling Pasta :D 

If you think you can you can- Raymond Lam (tvb drama food for life) 

To be or not to be, that is the question- shakespeare

自我介紹

♥我希望我身附家人和朋友會永远開心, 幸福, 快樂和健康. ♥
大家好
星座:水瓶座
戀愛狀況:單身
性格:思想開放
性取向:喜歡異性
吸煙習慣:從不吸煙
飲酒習慣:從不飲酒
教育程度:高中/文憑/證書
職業:學生
收入:沒有收入

日常興趣:唱歌, 行街Shopping, 睇書, 聽音樂, 上網, 電玩遊戲
喜愛的運動:羽毛球, 踏單車

NOTE :some of these pictures do not belong to me. No credit is mine, I just reblogged some of it.

living life accordingly

I am going to live my life according to what I encounter every day. What my heart tells me. Everything else doesn't matter. As long as I try my best that's all that counts.

It was a stressful week for me. There were confusing moments but it's good now. I understand. I hate the feeling of disappointment. The feeling you get when you plan something out and it doesn't go accordingly. Don't plan anything. If something was meant to happen, it will happen. It's fate. I don't get my hopes up or expect anything from anyone because I am the same. I don't make promises that I cannot keep. Don't expect too much from me. I bring disappointment. I'm not the one that can bring differences to the world. I'm not involved or fun. I'm boring and I don't talk a lot unless we are really close. I'm too obvious. I can't hide my feelings. I get hurt easily. I’m weak but strong enough to let go. I tend to take things the wrong way. Don't be too nice to me because I can't give you anything back in return. I have nothing to give. I hope for the best and avoid my problems rather than facing them. I have dreams but I don't have a purpose in life. I don't like telling people about myself because I don't want people to know the true me. I’m the girl at school who doesn't talk a lot. The girl that takes everything so lightly and acts like everything is okay but inside I'm actually hurt. I'm not pretty, beautiful, hot or however you want to describe me. I'm just someone. When someone asks me if I'm okay I would say “I’m fine " but I'm not. I rather keep everything to myself then tell people because that way people would think that I'm always fine. And I can continue to be who they think I am.

Dear loser you probably are reading this. Even if I tell you not to -_-" can you at least not tell me that you are reading it? I think its better that way.

“If we cheat, we’ll be losing to ourselves.”- Tang Men / Miss No Good

I want to go somewhere in life
                                                  But I don't know where I want to go.
I mean, there are just so many paths out there. I want to go to University of Toronto but is it the place for me though? I mean, I really like the Asian malls there and bubble tea is basically everywhere. But I'm scared. What if I made the wrong choice. What if everything turns out not the way I want it to be. Every time I look out the window I would think, " wow I'm 16 already, I wonder how my life would be like in 10 year, 20 years and even 30 years." Time goes by so fast that sometimes you don't even realize it until one day you have a spare second and look out the window. I'm actually really scared. I'm going to miss my history teacher, Mr. Shedden. I loved his class. Its the class that I can usually count on to find laughter in. I still remember the first day of his class up until the last day which is today. So much have happened in both positive and negative ways. Our topics expand not just from history but also into biology. He once said that we should find a purpose in life and be the best us that we can be. I'm living without a purpose. Its sad. All I know is that I want to get into university because my parents want me to but I don't even know where I'm heading for for university! I wish I can find my purpose soon. I don't even know what I'm fighting for and Mr.Shedden made me realized that. I'm never gonna forget him, he's one of the best teachers that have ever taught me. He made history interesting for me and I really want to thank him for that. I can't believed that its ending already. Semester one felt like dream.

Purpose in life

In history class we talked about Children of Canada today and that we have no purpose in our life. In other words "useless" ... Well, actually thinking about it, I can't disagree with my history teacher. I mean most of us want to go to post secondary education but a lot of us don't even know what to do there. And sadly I am one of them. Currently I'm living on life without a purpose. I am clueless on where I want to head in my life. I envy people that have a dream and know what they want exactly. You are more likely to succeed that way. Well my purpose is to find a purpose. But really, I have no idea where I want to head to in my life. All I know is that I want to go there and see the world. I really need to find my purpose soon. I'm almost graduating. I'm scared. What if I'm still clueless then?

Biology test was horrible today :/

The true me

There are so many things I want to say to you. But I just cant bring myself to talk to you. Even if its just a simple hi. I know I'm boring, I'm not smart, I'm slow, I'm not talented, I over think, I'm not a committed person, I give up easily, I got no determination, I'm lazy, I spend A LOT , I take long showers, I swear, I yell a lot, I can be really rude sometimes and disrespectful.

And I cant promise you anything.

I want to be someone that can one day, go out and see the real world. I may always seem so carefree and I want to be but in reality I got a lot to think about. I often think about how my life will be after I graduate from high school. I think about when I will meet my prince charming and how will I meet him and what we will go through. I think about a lot of things. I just don't want you to know. I trust you and tell you things. But in the end you became one of my secrets. I'm still in search of answers. Answers that can help me define the meanings to life. A life worth living and fighting for.

DETERMINATION

Running can be compared to life.

When you run a race or even just a morning jog you start off with a lot of energy. Like when you were young. When you were still a kid, in elementary school. When colouring was a big assignment. When recess and snack time was still a part of your life. When you are in the middle of the race you may start to slow down or speed up depending on how much energy you used in the beginning. This can be compare to high school life. Where you really have to start working. This is where determination comes. Whether or not you choose to stop or continue. If you choose to study and put effort and work hard, you will have a good chance of succeeding. If you don't stop in the middle of the race you will have a good chance of finishing the race in time. When you are near the end of the race, this can be compare to your marriage or career part of your life or both. What you did in high school or university determines what you have achieved here. Finally when you finish the race your life comes to the last page of the story. Whether if its a good story or not it all depends on determination. If you set your mind and put your heart to it dreams can be achieved. Just like if you say to yourself " I will finish the race" then you will. And when you run pass the finish line, you will be glad that you didn't give up.