I am still undecided...

UNIVERSITY... LIFE!! REALITY!! coming closer and closer
yet it didn't completely hit me yet...

I still don't know yet... I mean a have a basic idea of what I might pursue... Here are my ideas at the moment...

• ER 
• Commerce
• Nursing
• Dentistry 
• Forensic or DNA tech 

But the thing is... Will I regret? Will it be a wrong choice? Will I get that far? Questions that I constantly ask myself. If I get into nursing I might try to take it one step further and go for ER and if I don't I can always go back to nursing. The thing is though the ER program here in Manitoba sucks.. (apparently) and is recommended to take it else where like UBC, university of Toronto or Queens. Same with Forensic... Have to go to Carleton.. The program is not even offered here... sigh.. what to do with life?  

What I want to do this summer

• job or volunteer at the zoo
• folkrama
• part time stable job
• volunteer at HSC or seven oaks hospital
• get drivers license !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so determined.... :@ IT ANGERS ME.  
• exercise... get fit again!! PLEASEEEEE 

Today, surprisingly was a pretty good day.

Sure I was off to a rough start last night and this morning but overall I must say it was pretty good. Went bowling with my siblings for a Chinese School related activity only to find myself and my sister put in a group with little kids. One was even younger than my bro... >.> At the end they were fun to play with though and we had team spirit and cheered for one another when we got strikes and spares. I admire that spirit. It's odd because sometimes that spirit does not even exist with some of my closest people. Another highlight being my brother. LOL He is so funny sometimes! At that bowling location they have nicknames already set up for you. We asked bro which nickname he wants and he said "Lucky" Sis looks at the screen but lucky wasn't there so bro said "THE SECOND ONE!" LOOL the nickname for the second one was LUCY LOOOOL! When it was bro's turn one of the parents there was like "go lucy!" IT WAS TOO FUNNY! But yeah won with a score of 106.... ^_^

Volunteer was okay today. It wasn't as crazy as I thought it would be. Sometimes if I actually talk to the little kids they actually talk to you which I like. Some of them just completely ignores you though... >.> RUDE.

This summer I want to volunteer at more places and get a job to pay for university.