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Saturday, December 31, 2011

Winnipeg Christmas Lights :]

Dinner of the night :]

Today is the last day of 2011... What did I do? 

NOTHING AT ALL... how sad... well I woke up early this morning to go out with the family but I found myself at superstore. I did get a lot of wrapping paper though for next year :] I brought like 13 rolls of them HARHARHAHRAHRH!! We went to home outfitters... It was fun... -_- yea lets just skip that part. What a lame morning except maybe for superstore. Saw uncle and auntie there. :D My brother said he wants a fish for his birthday and I said I'll get him one from superstore :] 


Volunteering was just a drag. -_- 


Another year without a phone. Until next year XD 

2011 Wrap up

It’s a tradition that I do this wrap up thing on my blog every last day of the year. Two years ago I borrowed this note off facebook as a guideline and can’t believe I’m still using it right now. 2011 by far is the most memorable year of my life as of right now. Why? You can always look back to my previous blog entries but that would take quite some time… That’s why I’m typing this blog entry “2011 wrap up” #memories <3 


2011 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

Lost a friend? Nope. In fact I meet I met a whole group of friends. I met “swag” and I have spare buddies. I met new people in my current English class. Let’s just say I met new people but started talking to countless amounts of people that I knew from before but never really talked to before

Kissed someone new? Yes. :$

Had your heart broken? Yes but it got mended by someone that means so much to me right now.

Had a stalker? Probably not. I'm boring

Done something you've regretted? Yes a debate I had to do in English. I kept shaking and messing up my lines and words ):  

Lost someone? In terms of what? If death than no… I did lost a close bond to a relationship but that does not matter to me anymore because I got a more precious one right now and I treasure it.

Got fired from your job? still don't have one -_-" [ This answer is probably never going to change… hopefully it will next year]

Cut class? Nope. I don’t think so at least. :S

Were involved in something you'll never forget? Yes take note. It was a great experience. The Christmas concert of the year [last one ever] and going to choral fest and receiving great feedback J Choir never fails to leave me good memoires…

Visited a different country? The states. While waiting to get back into Manitoba the sunset was absolutely amazing… So beautiful…

Lost something important to you? No at least I don’t think so :S

Got a gift you adore? YES! I got a teddy bear which I named Jeffery, a Doraemon pillow, a beautiful cardigan & necklace
J He’s a gift that I adore. I also like the mittens my sister got me. :D


2011 confessions and highlights

I confess that in 2011 I...
- Didn’t study as much as I wanted to
- Confessed to someone knowing the end result but did it anyway
- The best moments of this year was because of you… J.C
- Wanted to book that road test… but never really got to it
- I like hugging my Cheesecake :$
- Wanted to auditioned for Chamber Choir but got too nervous just thinking about it
- Wanted to apply to university outside of Manitoba but realizing that reality of it
- Wanted to spend less money but I probably ended up spending more
- Wanted to change up my hairstyle but always ending up sticking to the same old one
- Wanted to get 90% in chemistry but realizing the reality of it… Chemistry is chemistry. It will always be tough for me O_O


Highlights of 2011
-Traveling to the states and watching the sunset at the boarder
-11/11/11 date & Christmas date with him
-Take note and going to Portage place during the break
-Hearing him play piano at Chapters
-Bento sushi and bubble tea incident with Sister :] LOLOL
- Going to the Ex and sleepover at Trisha’s :] I’m going to get that hammer next year!
- Watching Xmen with Jeff, Aaron & Mandy at like 10 pm J
-Tim Horton’s run with my sister. We biked there and my sister was two cents short for the drinks :P We got it anyway. When we got home we realized we didn’t lock the door and there were firefighters outside looking at our house…
- Going to polo with Jeff and my sister and Jeff forgetting to buy my sister a drink LOLOLOLOLOL
- Royal Career Symposium and just going around taking pens
-Getting a 120% in Choir LOLOLOLOL
 -Going to St Vital with cousin, sister and Jhemily and seeing the same man that asked us one year ago if we were Japanese
-Watching Parnormal Activity with Aaron, Jeff and Jessica and roaming around St.Vital after when the mall was closed :D  

Goodbye 2011

2011


2011: Your Love Life
Did you break up with anyone?: yes and no… I guess no
Were you broken up with?: yes and no. Just got pushed away I guess.
Did you get anything for Valentine's day?: nope no one likes me D:
Did you meet anyone special? I met someone I love.  


2011: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year?: YES!
Did you dislike anyone?: Nope, annoyed rather…
Did you make any new enemies?: I hope not

Did you resolve any fights?: not really
Who was your closest friend this year?: I had a lot actually…
Did you grow apart from anyone?: yeah a few. Had no classes together…
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: nope.


2011: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake?: yup
What did you do for your birthday?: I wrote my History exam :D and studied for biology exam the next day. I went to DQ with my mother and she brought this weird tasting cake… After that we went to Youngs and she got me pocky
Did you have a party?: no…

Did you get any presents?: money :))
If so what was the best thing you got?: money $$ (: …


2011: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?: I did. I think I got more impatient…  
Did you dye your hair?: nope. my dad would still kill me hahaha [probably going to use this line for like the next 10 years of my life]
Did you get your hair cut?: yup
Did you change your style?: Somewhat. I wore cardigans more instead of hoodies  
Were you in school?: Sisler! grade 11 and 12
Did you get good grades?: Grade 11 grades were good EXCEPT for English. Grade 12 grades is okay right now EXCEPT for CHEMISTRY. There’s always going to be the “except”
Did you have a job?: nope
Did you drive?: YES! Still can’t reverse and park. OMMMG -_-
Did you own a car?: nope
Did you go on any vacations? yes went to the states! Playing cards with Sister at the hotels and late night swimming :) Shopping at Mall of America :DDD and seeing our cousin at the gas station washroom…
Would you change anything about yourself now? I don’t want to be affected by every single little thing and word. I wish I had better self control and determination.

2011: Wrap Up.

Was 2011 a good year?
It certainly was a memorable one. First meeting a guy that broke my heart and then meeting a guy that is willing to mend it. I went out for tacos with him, chapters, Wal-mart. I gave him my first kiss. Going to Asia city with him and dropping a dumpling onto the ground. From watching Captain America to 30 minutes or less to Stupid Crazy Love and to The Sitter are some of the movies we watched together. Playing 48 rounds of pool with my sister, staying at home all day over summer and watching city hunter XD, watching a Christmas Carol with sister and brother on Christmas eve, staying up until 12 and opening gifts, reading his Christmas card, etc… I must say 2011… A year with many down falls yet amazing.
Do you think 2012 will top 2011? It may or it may not. I think it will though because of graduation… I can’t believe I’m graduating next y
ear… 

Friday, December 30, 2011

The adventures I have with him

One word : Amazing

HAHA I was having a pretty lame today until I went out with him. It was sort of just planned today. The feeling you get when last minute plans work out. :) We went to chapters we stayed there for like the longest time. We just walked around and looked at random books :) It was fun. He was playing piano 滿足 So talented :) 滿足 滿足 滿足 滿足 滿足  He brought starbucks and we shared. lol Apparently I had crumbs on my lips... :D 


After that we went to wal-mart... LOL it was fun walking around with him and picturing our future house hehehe OMG PILLOW PETS :DDD 


We went to KFC after and brought tacos... FINALLLYY. I felt kind of bad though cause I knocked down the drink and got some on his jacket ): I'm so clumsy... D: It was a fun night though!!! Wish I could have stayed longer 

Dinner of the night :]

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Drinking Iced Capp in this weather #boss
:)

New Alarm Clock

My 2012 Calender... So Chinese :P

Goodbye Christmas Tree 
until next year 
DO I expect too much from people? or do I always believe that they're not giving enough... I think it's number one. #sigh I don't know I mean ... I don't even know why I'm tripping over nothing right now. I need to do things. I need to do productive things. I should read instead of playing omgpop with a bunch of strangers... I should learn to ignore the things that don't matter and treasure the things that does matter. I need to exercise.... I need to just do something. Anything. I think I need more rest & sleep. I think I need to sleep earlier. I need things to focus on something. I need to stop this... Life is too short.

Okay must do something. Come on Carmen. You break is too short to be wasted.

Chemistry homework 2/43 questions done... AND THE QUESTIONS are in like a,b,c parts :@

You wouldn't answer my calls - 2am #nowplaying
My work habits are terrible now... Not that they were good before ... I don't even know

I literally have a pile of homework waiting for me to do and I'm doing [what he said] lord knows what. I'm just like sitting here... I don't even know. FRICK I want to finish my homework but seriously not in the mood to do it D: SOS!!! ): I piled up all my homework to do over this break and here I am doing nothing productive... Come on Carmen... You can do better than this...

The only highlight of today was getting a new alarm clock. I can finally stop the beeping. Today was probably the worst day of my break so far...
-_-" I should really start Chemistry ):
I HATE YOU CHEMISTRY!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Thank you Secret Santa :)

I was having a crappy day until I got to spend time with him :] He made my day :) 

I always lose myself when I'm with him. We went to our friends house to wrap gifts for his secret santa but we ended up just talking and just being close to him. We also watched a movie... well he did... After that we went to safeway. LOL we were looking for little caesars pizza but no he went to pizza pizza or something and then we went to pizza hotline... LOL it was so sweet when he said " what's why you listen to your wife" so sweet <3

It was a pretty successful Christmas party at Patricia's :] They played poker and I watched. LOL I was watching Filipino tv. It was quite interesting. We took group photos and exchanged gifts. Mandy was my secret santa. I like her gifts :]  It was a pretty good day :) HEHEHEHEH
I don't drink coffee but waking up to the smell of coffee somewhat brightens my day. Lol
I'm weird I don't know but it has a really nice smell
The most wonderful gift I've ever received is his love for me.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Happy anniversary Baby 

even though it's not really our anniversary :]
To buy or not to buy? It's only ten dollars but I don't know he doesn't want me buying it... Even though it's one of the things that I wanted wanted for Christmas... I don't know any more. He's more important than a scarf. I feel bad buying it now ):

Had an interesting day with him :] We went to polo and we just walked around. I tried picturing him in certain clothing items that I picked... hehe  I brought more hand sanitizer :D  HAPPY FACE :) I think I spend too much money on unnecessary things but I like it though... ugh... shopaholic -_-  I tried buying less stuff but it's just so hard not too  stupid scarf...  Before we went to polo we dropped off my sister at the library but it was closed. :P He was in quite a laughing mood today  lol ... making things awkward...  his kisses 

After going out with him I went out again with my family. We went to future shop, best buy and polo. I went because I wanted to buy an alarm clock but it was either too expensive or sold not.  I need one... My alarm clock is so damn annoying... The fricken alarm is broken 忿怒 That did not succeed. LOL saw him at polo again along with Aaron... We ate dinner together kinda... at the food court :D It was kind of awkward because my parents were near by. I went to try on grad dresses after but they were all too big for me  I was sad. It was on sale too... I should have brought the scarf... it was 50% off too  oh wells...

SOMEONE PLAY OMGPOP WITH ME 睡著

Monday, December 26, 2011

Tonight's dinner as known as:
food from last night ...
His roses are dying ): SAD FACE 
LOL woke up Christmas morning and realized that the two candy canes on the Christmas tree makes the shape of a heart
hehehehe

Christmas Breakfast... thanks mom

Daddy made them :]

Christmas Dinner with family and cousins

So veggie looking lol 

What a lame boxing day....

I JUST WANTED AN INFINITY SCARF -_-" that is all...


Other than that... he basically got me everything else that I wanted. I'm so grateful to have him. I wish I could spend more time with him. Thinking about our Christmas date makes me smile so much. It was basically the highlight of my winter break and the best memory to end the year with. 


I'm looking at his card right now. 
I hope his mother gets well soon.  I hope everyone can end this year on a good note. It makes me sad  knowing that someone I know is sad like my friends. Especially if it's someone I care about and love...


I think I'm going to play aim for the nuts...

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Playing OMGPOP with my couin and sister while on skype lol

We're in the same house too #BOSS

I love the game Aim for the nuts or something :] SO FUNNN

LOL Merry Christmas :)

We don't celebrate Christmas as much compared to Chinese New year. It was quite an interesting Christmas though. I didn't do much today except play the board game we got for our brother. It was so funny cause he didn't win and he started crying because my sister called him "third champion" HAHAHA! Only the three of us were playing XD

Last night we watched A Christmas Carol... I didn't get the movie cause I was texting... oh wells. It's going to be our tradition. We shall watch it again next year until we get it. #determined

So basically I just walked around the house the entire day and texting LOL OMFG Lethal weapons of Love and passion was on tv! OMGG I MISS THAT DRAMA!! RAYMOND LAM  BOSCO WONG  !! Love that drama lol It has quite an interesting story plot :] can't wait for next Sunday until it airs again :) 
 

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! 

Just opened gifts with the family :) We're so lame.. LOL My mom said that we buy gifts for each other because no one else buys us gifts :P so lame. :)

Anyhow Merry Christmas :D This one by far is the most memorable one

Merry Christmas J.C I love you from the bottom of my heart 

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Merry Christmas Eve everyone :]

I had quite an interesting day...

This morning I woke up and I went to pick up from grad ring. I tried taking a picture of it to post it here but I can't get it at the right angle...

After that we went on a grocery shopping trip. We went to sun wah, Lucky supermarket, Youngs and superstore. IT WAS SO BORINGG!

YEAH THATS my day. Didn't do much. Sister and I just deliver presents to family and that's it. HMMM yeah... Showed grandparents my grad photos and they think I look pretty in it... O_O no....

I miss him ): #sadface... stupid ipod doesn't notify me...I miss you.... J.C

I wonder how many I made ....

Endless words I want to say to him

Jar of stars I made him... He's great :D

Dad's home made Shrimp

Grandma making food :)