I don't know what to do with life. I need to get my life straight. And focus on school. And not on other things as much... I need to get back on track. Right now I'm not really living the life I really want or hope for. I need to make life the way I want it. The world that I want. I want changes, for the better. I am going to live the life that I want. I will live life to the fullest. When i woke up this morning and looked outside and saw the sunshine, I just realize that lately I forgot my goal and that is to make everyday a happy day. I know that I will face challenges and bitterness. But I need to remember this " just smile and there's nothing you cant overcome". Work hard Carmen.

人生是不是美的?
如果我們可以從一個美好的角度看每一件事, 人生會不會變得更快樂? 更開心?
但是如果要做可能會有艱難的......

"如果我們可以從不同角度看這個世界,可能生命會不同"

And that guy last week from Chinese school said HI to me again !! I am now 100% sure that he was saying hi to me last week. It kind of scares me though. But in a way it makes me smile as well. I wonder if hes going roller skating next week, I would like to meet him as a friend. And actually know his name, because its kind of awkward that hes saying all these Hi's to me and I don't even know his name.

POO incident

LOL today was a pretty original day? I have many things to say! Today at my grandma's my brother had a little accident. Well, I guess its kind of my fault too. I was taking a shower and I didn't know my brother needed to use the washroom. So when I went out my sister told me what happen. And so my grandma cleaned up the mess but me and my sister was still wondering why the smell was still there. Turns out that the "poo" was left in the sink while my grandma was cleaning it. hahahhaahaa.