" Most of the things worth doing in the world had been declared impossible before they were done. " LOUIS D. BRANDEIS
Pretty average day today. Like always. Chinese school today we learn about China's geography. Fun! My homework is starting to pile up on me again. Man! what to do. I spend like an hour and a half doing math. Another hour an a half finishing my book. And half an hour doing the questions on the book. I'm gonna go crazy soon. FML. !! So much pressure. I wish life was less pressuring. I'm gonna die soon. Biology is already making my head hurt. AHHHH GEEEEZ
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Fruits Basket
Fruits basket.! Watching it right now. On episode 2. The manga was good.Even though I haven't finish reading all the books.
" Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't. " - ERICA JONG
I hate the feeling when you miss someone and you cant see them. Theres this feeling that I get when I really miss someone. I would always think of them even though I don't want to. They just have a way of getting back into my mind. I start to have a feeling that I just have to see them. I wish that tomorrow if I go somewhere I could see them. I just really want to see them. I want to talk to them. Its just so hard when you miss someone and you just cant see them. Its like you are missing a piece to a puzzle. The more you think of it the happier it may get or vise versa. That other person might not even be thinking of you. Or maybe they already have someone they like and miss and its not you. So much sorrow and joy at the same time. You just want to see them everywhere and you want to aviod them at the same time. Man. So frustrated.
I hate the feeling when you miss someone and you cant see them. Theres this feeling that I get when I really miss someone. I would always think of them even though I don't want to. They just have a way of getting back into my mind. I start to have a feeling that I just have to see them. I wish that tomorrow if I go somewhere I could see them. I just really want to see them. I want to talk to them. Its just so hard when you miss someone and you just cant see them. Its like you are missing a piece to a puzzle. The more you think of it the happier it may get or vise versa. That other person might not even be thinking of you. Or maybe they already have someone they like and miss and its not you. So much sorrow and joy at the same time. You just want to see them everywhere and you want to aviod them at the same time. Man. So frustrated.
Friday, April 9, 2010
Happy Birthday Sister! =)
" Before trying to keep up with the Joneses, be sure they are not trying to keep up with you." - ERMA BOMBECK
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLEY!! 15 now old much, I guess I'm older since I'm 16 :P
Went out with mom and brother this morning. Help grandpa get his retirement pension money. I wish I wasn't there no offence. I wasn't any help anyways. I wanted to, but I just cant. I cant do it. I don't know why. My sister is always here to do these problems. I never really had to face these problems. I get too nervous. I'll only make things worst. To tell you the truth, I really rather avoid these situations. My sister is a big help with it comes to these situations. They don't ask me anyways. But today, my sister was at school and I had to translate. Man, ! I had no idea what I was saying, so I don't think my grandpa understood what I was saying either.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLEY!! 15 now old much, I guess I'm older since I'm 16 :P
Went out with mom and brother this morning. Help grandpa get his retirement pension money. I wish I wasn't there no offence. I wasn't any help anyways. I wanted to, but I just cant. I cant do it. I don't know why. My sister is always here to do these problems. I never really had to face these problems. I get too nervous. I'll only make things worst. To tell you the truth, I really rather avoid these situations. My sister is a big help with it comes to these situations. They don't ask me anyways. But today, my sister was at school and I had to translate. Man, ! I had no idea what I was saying, so I don't think my grandpa understood what I was saying either.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
" You've achieved success in your field when you don't know whether what you're doing is work or play." - WARREN BEATTY
Pretty average day today. School, school and homework. Gym today was pretty fun. Me and Elaine were partners. It was fun going against Andrew Tang and Elenore. It was also pretty fun playing against Patrick and his partner. Haha :P Math is always the same. Ups and downs. I cant wait to start my new book. Lock and Key by Sarah Dessen. Got 80% on my biology assignment. Thanks Nam ! After school me and my sister were busing home. When the bus was turning my classmate Chris Hofer trip or something and fell on my sister. LOLOLOLOL
My mom just left with my brother for parent teacher or something. I remember those days. I always wanted to go because of the book fair. My mom asked me if I wanted to go. I would, but I have to research something for my English project. I do want to spend more time with them. I don't know how my life would be after I graduate. Or where I would be...
Pretty average day today. School, school and homework. Gym today was pretty fun. Me and Elaine were partners. It was fun going against Andrew Tang and Elenore. It was also pretty fun playing against Patrick and his partner. Haha :P Math is always the same. Ups and downs. I cant wait to start my new book. Lock and Key by Sarah Dessen. Got 80% on my biology assignment. Thanks Nam ! After school me and my sister were busing home. When the bus was turning my classmate Chris Hofer trip or something and fell on my sister. LOLOLOLOL
My mom just left with my brother for parent teacher or something. I remember those days. I always wanted to go because of the book fair. My mom asked me if I wanted to go. I would, but I have to research something for my English project. I do want to spend more time with them. I don't know how my life would be after I graduate. Or where I would be...
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
" The art of leadership is saying no, not yes. It is very easy to say yes."
Sometimes I think that I am really stupid. When I was doing my math homework today at lunch I realize I FORGOT TO SQUARE ROOT the cosine law problems on my math test. ARRRR>
Its too late now. Cant go back in time. I guess I need to work harder now. Watching sweetness in the salt. So sad. Ting Hin should just accept Tavia man. I hate those parts in the drama when it makes you cry. But its so effective. Today I also finish reading My Sister's Keeper.
Sometimes I think that I am really stupid. When I was doing my math homework today at lunch I realize I FORGOT TO SQUARE ROOT the cosine law problems on my math test. ARRRR>
Its too late now. Cant go back in time. I guess I need to work harder now. Watching sweetness in the salt. So sad. Ting Hin should just accept Tavia man. I hate those parts in the drama when it makes you cry. But its so effective. Today I also finish reading My Sister's Keeper.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
DETERMINATION
Running can be compared to life.
When you run a race or even just a morning jog you start off with a lot of energy. Like when you were young. When you were still a kid, in elementary school. When colouring was a big assignment. When recess and snack time was still a part of your life. When you are in the middle of the race you may start to slow down or speed up depending on how much energy you used in the beginning. This can be compare to high school life. Where you really have to start working. This is where determination comes. Whether or not you choose to stop or continue. If you choose to study and put effort and work hard, you will have a good chance of succeeding. If you don't stop in the middle of the race you will have a good chance of finishing the race in time. When you are near the end of the race, this can be compare to your marriage or career part of your life or both. What you did in high school or university determines what you have achieved here. Finally when you finish the race your life comes to the last page of the story. Whether if its a good story or not it all depends on determination. If you set your mind and put your heart to it dreams can be achieved. Just like if you say to yourself " I will finish the race" then you will. And when you run pass the finish line, you will be glad that you didn't give up.
When you run a race or even just a morning jog you start off with a lot of energy. Like when you were young. When you were still a kid, in elementary school. When colouring was a big assignment. When recess and snack time was still a part of your life. When you are in the middle of the race you may start to slow down or speed up depending on how much energy you used in the beginning. This can be compare to high school life. Where you really have to start working. This is where determination comes. Whether or not you choose to stop or continue. If you choose to study and put effort and work hard, you will have a good chance of succeeding. If you don't stop in the middle of the race you will have a good chance of finishing the race in time. When you are near the end of the race, this can be compare to your marriage or career part of your life or both. What you did in high school or university determines what you have achieved here. Finally when you finish the race your life comes to the last page of the story. Whether if its a good story or not it all depends on determination. If you set your mind and put your heart to it dreams can be achieved. Just like if you say to yourself " I will finish the race" then you will. And when you run pass the finish line, you will be glad that you didn't give up.
" No matter how busy you are you must take time to make the other person feel important." - MARY KAY ASH
Ran 3 laps on the track in gym today. So tiring. But it brought up some memories from last year I remember on the first week of high school last year in grade 9, we had a lockdown at 3:30. Wow it was Friday too. After we ran laps outside track and it started to rain. We were like yay finally get to go home. Then there was a lockdown. We though it was a joke. We had to stay until 5 ! Our class was stuck in the guys change room too. LOL now thinking back to it makes me laugh. Also, I remember track and field last year and mini Olympics. Ugh, mini Olympics was embarrassing. We were put on teams and so we were doing a relay. Each team had to send out members and do the relay. NO one wants to go so I went. I was like oh well get more in involved, until I realized what we had to do. We had to run to the basketball net and shoot the ball until we get it in. Like in dramas, my team members didn't get it in and I was last. So when everyone else on the other teams had finish, the second last member on our team was still shooting. When it was my turn I was the only one running up to the basketball net. Worst was I didn't get it in. I did eventually. So embarrassing though. In front of all the grade 9. I'm still embarrass thinking back to it.
Play badminton in gym today. I was playing with Andrew Tang. :P We were playing doubles but then they went to play with others. Its fun when you get to play with friends. LOL I was trying to hit it so Andrew misses. HAHA, for all those times calling me an idiot. :P I love annoying him.
Ran 3 laps on the track in gym today. So tiring. But it brought up some memories from last year I remember on the first week of high school last year in grade 9, we had a lockdown at 3:30. Wow it was Friday too. After we ran laps outside track and it started to rain. We were like yay finally get to go home. Then there was a lockdown. We though it was a joke. We had to stay until 5 ! Our class was stuck in the guys change room too. LOL now thinking back to it makes me laugh. Also, I remember track and field last year and mini Olympics. Ugh, mini Olympics was embarrassing. We were put on teams and so we were doing a relay. Each team had to send out members and do the relay. NO one wants to go so I went. I was like oh well get more in involved, until I realized what we had to do. We had to run to the basketball net and shoot the ball until we get it in. Like in dramas, my team members didn't get it in and I was last. So when everyone else on the other teams had finish, the second last member on our team was still shooting. When it was my turn I was the only one running up to the basketball net. Worst was I didn't get it in. I did eventually. So embarrassing though. In front of all the grade 9. I'm still embarrass thinking back to it.
Play badminton in gym today. I was playing with Andrew Tang. :P We were playing doubles but then they went to play with others. Its fun when you get to play with friends. LOL I was trying to hit it so Andrew misses. HAHA, for all those times calling me an idiot. :P I love annoying him.
Monday, April 5, 2010
" Its easy to make a buck. Its a lot tougher to make a difference." - TOM BROKAW
First day back. Seems like a pretty long day. Gym class today, we went outside and walk one lap around the school. My dad left work early because he was sick. Came home around 11, my mom says. Last night at our cousins he was drinking too much. On the way home he was barfing and stuff. Gross :S, no offence. I cant wait until summer. Need a break even though I just had one week off. Too much homework. My drama list is getting very long.
First day back. Seems like a pretty long day. Gym class today, we went outside and walk one lap around the school. My dad left work early because he was sick. Came home around 11, my mom says. Last night at our cousins he was drinking too much. On the way home he was barfing and stuff. Gross :S, no offence. I cant wait until summer. Need a break even though I just had one week off. Too much homework. My drama list is getting very long.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Spring break accomplishments
What I accomplish this spring break.
- finish biology assignment
- got caught up in reading
- finish English review (finish today)
- study math a bit
- start biology test review
Memories about this break
- went to dentist and the parking lot fight
- found a new song that I really like (說你也一樣愛著我)
- my sisters April fools relationship
- web cam with sister
" Courage is the first of human qualities because it is the quality that guarantees the others."- ARISTOTLE
I still feel bad for what happen yesterday at grandma's. Parents argue this morning. My mom was on the computer for hours and didn't cook celery for lunch. I was like " how come there is no celery." And then my dad got all mad because there was no celery. And I mom was like " I don't usually cook celery for lunch." , which made things worst. Later my dad said that hes gonna scoop pee and poor it on my moms head. Like WTF!! They are such great role models. My dad has bad temper. I guess it runs in the family because most of my family has bad temper as well. Me? I don't know. I can endurance most of the times but sometimes it just gets to the point where you cant take it anymore. I don't want to take back and sometimes its hard holding it in. That's why I blog it or write it in a journal. It does help.
School tomorrow. Three more months until summer ! Got to work hard. I cant update my blog as much from now until end of June. Lots of homework and studying to do. Going to cousins later.
I still feel bad for what happen yesterday at grandma's. Parents argue this morning. My mom was on the computer for hours and didn't cook celery for lunch. I was like " how come there is no celery." And then my dad got all mad because there was no celery. And I mom was like " I don't usually cook celery for lunch." , which made things worst. Later my dad said that hes gonna scoop pee and poor it on my moms head. Like WTF!! They are such great role models. My dad has bad temper. I guess it runs in the family because most of my family has bad temper as well. Me? I don't know. I can endurance most of the times but sometimes it just gets to the point where you cant take it anymore. I don't want to take back and sometimes its hard holding it in. That's why I blog it or write it in a journal. It does help.
School tomorrow. Three more months until summer ! Got to work hard. I cant update my blog as much from now until end of June. Lots of homework and studying to do. Going to cousins later.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
At kum koon this afternoon with my other grandma (from dad's side), my sister was like checking out this waiter guy. He looks 19 or maybe even 20. He actually okay looking. Hes cute in a way I suppose :P He looks sort of Japanese, maybe its his hair. His hair is awesome man.! Looks like the ones in mangas and animes. I cant disagree but it looks good on him. My grandma was nagging me and my sister to get a job again. Its not that I don't want to, but school is already giving me a lot of pressure. Not to mention homework! It just seems to never stop. I need a break you know. I am human not a robot! I know some people can keep up with homework and get a job but I'm unfortunately not one. I just cant do it. I cant keep up with school work. I just cant. English is pain. I want money but I don't want to job. "sigh".
Play mahjong with uncle and auntie. Me and my sister lost. =) I have to start going to math tutor again next week. I wonder when will be the next time we can all play like this. Life........
Play mahjong with uncle and auntie. Me and my sister lost. =) I have to start going to math tutor again next week. I wonder when will be the next time we can all play like this. Life........
" One of the nice things about problems is that a good many of them do not exist" - STEVE ALLEN
I feel so bad about what just happen like half an hour ago. My grandma has like two extra chairs that she doesn't want so she wants us to take it home and leave it in our basement. My mom agreed to take it. When dad came to take us home from grandmas he didn't want the chairs. I feel bad because grandma and some guy moved it down from her apartment and now she has to move it all the way back up by herself. She's my grandma! I should have help but if I did I might not even be typing this entry right now. My dad has very bad temper. I still remember one time, my grandma gave us a rocking chair to take home and my mom agreed to it. My dad didn't. He got so mad that as mom was putting the chair in the back of the car, my dad started to drive away when the chair was half in and the door was not even closed. That's how bad it was. The worst was other people was like looking at us. It was so embarrassing! Sometimes I feel that my dad only cares about his own feelings and negative others. I feel so bad watching my grandma moving the chairs all the way back up.
I feel so bad about what just happen like half an hour ago. My grandma has like two extra chairs that she doesn't want so she wants us to take it home and leave it in our basement. My mom agreed to take it. When dad came to take us home from grandmas he didn't want the chairs. I feel bad because grandma and some guy moved it down from her apartment and now she has to move it all the way back up by herself. She's my grandma! I should have help but if I did I might not even be typing this entry right now. My dad has very bad temper. I still remember one time, my grandma gave us a rocking chair to take home and my mom agreed to it. My dad didn't. He got so mad that as mom was putting the chair in the back of the car, my dad started to drive away when the chair was half in and the door was not even closed. That's how bad it was. The worst was other people was like looking at us. It was so embarrassing! Sometimes I feel that my dad only cares about his own feelings and negative others. I feel so bad watching my grandma moving the chairs all the way back up.
" The small act of paying attention can take you a long way"- KEANU REEVES
Going to eat lunch with grandma later at kum koon resturant. Parents arent home right now, so thats why right now I am typing this entry. :P. They can be home any minute. ! So my sister says that her relationship with Tim is fake. APRIL FOOLS> wow they really had us fooled. I thought it was so real. xD LMAO. It was the facebook topic. I hope today is gonna be a great day. Nothing much to say right now. Just woke up. Listening to starlit piano songs and Nicholas Teo - 張棟樑- 說你也一樣愛著我 . Man, I love that song by Nicholas. So sweet.
Going to eat lunch with grandma later at kum koon resturant. Parents arent home right now, so thats why right now I am typing this entry. :P. They can be home any minute. ! So my sister says that her relationship with Tim is fake. APRIL FOOLS> wow they really had us fooled. I thought it was so real. xD LMAO. It was the facebook topic. I hope today is gonna be a great day. Nothing much to say right now. Just woke up. Listening to starlit piano songs and Nicholas Teo - 張棟樑- 說你也一樣愛著我 . Man, I love that song by Nicholas. So sweet.
Friday, April 2, 2010
webcamming with sister :D
Just finish webcamming with my sister. LOL I love her. The good old times. We sort of ended up with a picture that looks like death note. I wonder if we could still be like this, when we go our separate ways in the future. I don't want to think about the future right now, right now I just want to enjoy the present. I love this song by Nicholas Teo 張棟樑 called -說你也一樣愛著我. Its awesome. ! :D
張棟樑- 說你也一樣愛著我
Nicholas Teo 張棟樑- 說你也一樣愛著我 I really like this song and music video. The lyrics for this song is simple. I can feel happiness while watching this music video. He looks happy filming this mv (:
張棟樑 - 說你也一樣愛著我
為什么你 總是悶悶不樂
你知不知道 你是最好的
這首歌 我唱這首歌 就是要給你快樂
*世界上只有你獨一無二
我為你添上幸福的顏色
這首歌 我唱這首歌 你要專心的聽著
說你也一樣愛著我
有一個溫暖角落 那是我心窩
把你的愛收起來 放進我的口袋
不讓你輕易離開
我會永遠愛著你
到老還是同一句 因為我珍惜
輕輕地搖著籃椅 戴著老花眼鏡
還記得我們這首歌 repeat *
這首歌
說你一樣愛著我
說你也一樣愛著我
有一個溫暖角落 那是我心窩
把你的愛收起來 放進我的口袋
不讓你輕易離開
我會永遠愛著你
到老還是同一句 因為我珍惜
輕輕地搖著籃椅 戴著老花眼鏡
還記得我們 這首歌
你知不知道 你是最好的
這首歌 我唱這首歌 就是要給你快樂
*世界上只有你獨一無二
我為你添上幸福的顏色
這首歌 我唱這首歌 你要專心的聽著
說你也一樣愛著我
有一個溫暖角落 那是我心窩
把你的愛收起來 放進我的口袋
不讓你輕易離開
我會永遠愛著你
到老還是同一句 因為我珍惜
輕輕地搖著籃椅 戴著老花眼鏡
還記得我們這首歌 repeat *
這首歌
說你一樣愛著我
說你也一樣愛著我
有一個溫暖角落 那是我心窩
把你的愛收起來 放進我的口袋
不讓你輕易離開
我會永遠愛著你
到老還是同一句 因為我珍惜
輕輕地搖著籃椅 戴著老花眼鏡
還記得我們 這首歌
" A dream doesn't become a reality though magic; it takes sweat, determination and hard work." - COLIN POWELL
I told my family that I want to become a heart doctor when I grow up. I don't know if I could actually do it. I mean, I suck at school and have a bad memory. I don't want to kill someone. Its just a lot of pressure. Last night we got a phone call from our family in China that my dad's sister husband passed away. That's my uncle I believe? I hate getting phone calls in the middle of the night. Especially when you have a friend or family member in the hospital. I hope that they got the wrong number or something. I only meet him once in my life and I just finish grade 5. Right now I am in grade 10. I never knew that the first time I met him would be the last time I met him as well. Life is hard to predict. One day I would like to become a lawyer or a doctor of some kind. Seeing someone you know or loved in the hospital and they are about to leave you can be painful. The more painful thing is that you cant do anything to help and just watch them leave. I mean even if you were really a doctor doesn't mean that you can actually do anything. Sometimes we just got to face reality.
I told my family that I want to become a heart doctor when I grow up. I don't know if I could actually do it. I mean, I suck at school and have a bad memory. I don't want to kill someone. Its just a lot of pressure. Last night we got a phone call from our family in China that my dad's sister husband passed away. That's my uncle I believe? I hate getting phone calls in the middle of the night. Especially when you have a friend or family member in the hospital. I hope that they got the wrong number or something. I only meet him once in my life and I just finish grade 5. Right now I am in grade 10. I never knew that the first time I met him would be the last time I met him as well. Life is hard to predict. One day I would like to become a lawyer or a doctor of some kind. Seeing someone you know or loved in the hospital and they are about to leave you can be painful. The more painful thing is that you cant do anything to help and just watch them leave. I mean even if you were really a doctor doesn't mean that you can actually do anything. Sometimes we just got to face reality.
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