starlit

I was just watching t.v and I saw the preview of starlit :) OMG I loved that drama. One of the best ever!! Gotta love Jerry

cupid stupid

this drama looks pretty good. cant wait until it airs on t.v. dramas for the win :)

Just came back from a day with cousin and sister.

We went to Kildonan place and we watched a movie. We watched The Switch which was pretty good. Then we went shopping ! Me and my sister brought a t-shirt at bluenotes. It was the one I wanted from before and now I finally have it. Visit my boots at boathouse. "sigh"

Took the bus home. Took me and my sister an hour to get home. My cousin got off a stop early LOL thanks to Shirley. I was starting to get bus sick because we were on it for so long and we were sitting sideways ): After taking the bus we had to walk 15 minutes and I had to pee really bad :S When we were near home ( like 4 more blocks) we saw our dad's car go by and he didn't stop!!!! ARRRRR

So yeah just got back from polo park and my buy list got longer!! AHHH So I was drawing in the basement and my drawing skills got worst :S I still hope to become an architect someday. As I was drawing I feel like that I should try and "fix" me and my parents relationship. If I don't fix it now, later on it might become unfixable.

So I drove to polo. As I was driving there, there was a police car behind me!!

Looking at clothes and shoes online right now. Love buying things, especially clothes and shoes. But wearing it, is a different story. But its still fun. Cant wait until Christmas. That's when I get pay LOL

Dad can be home any minute! F***

when I first saw you

awh, this is pretty cute

So fucking pissed from last night! I got unsuspended from the computer last night then got in trouble again. Like what the fuck and my fucking brother is like saying "yeah" in the background as our stupid parents yell at me and my sister. Kay, Fuck man. God, why did you bring me to this fucking world? I cant take this shit anymore. I had enough of it. Really. I CANNOT take this anymore. I'm going to fucking die if this continues on.

They will regret yelling and talking to me like this. They will. I wont forgive them. I don't owe them anything. They brought me to this world just so they can yell at me and take it out on me when they are in a bad mood. Fuck, I have feelings too you know. No offence, I have one of the worst parents in the world. Not only are they not supportive, they call you useless and dumb and stupid and tells you to go die. Fuck. Mom doesn't do anything except make things worst, spread rumors and talk behind people's back. Dad, worst. Loves yelling and always talk bullshit and trash. Fuck, cant wait until I grad. So leaving this place. They ruin 16 years of my life. I suffer long enough. Yelling at us like almost every single day. I'm leaving and starting life a fresh and forgetting this painful part of my life. But the only thing that I wont forget are my two grandmas and grandpa. They are the only ones that care and make this family worth staying. If I do move the only thing I cant let go and will miss are them

容祖兒 - 可歌可泣 (PIANO VERSION)

wow, talk about talent. This guy is really good. I wish I can play like that. Quite amazing I must say. I get inspired buy these.

Very impressive. absolutely talented

可歌可泣 - 容祖兒

容祖兒係一個好的歌手. 感覺好舒服的MV~超好聽

容祖兒 - 可歌可泣

可歌可泣 - 容祖兒
(A song that I really like sung by hong kong singer Joey Yung.)

作曲：C.Y.KONG
填詞：林夕
編曲：C.Y.KONG
監製：Alvin Leong

淚　無謂被當寶　紙巾更缺乏　應該摺好
被　遺下別申訴　把矮化的你　推得太高
好友也別被我感染到　不想掃興便　不講更好
知道世上太多種劫數　因失意哭訴　哭得太早
還在世　喜歡＿＿＿　不需給安慰
情很細　誰能大過我世界　別細過世界　被放下便放低

* 可泣的不叫了　可歌的不見了　被強迫開了竅
可歌可泣愛了　可惡的只有笑　能確保心跳才重要
大場地　到還到無謂高調　但求三餐不缺少
都幾歲了　不需要照料(一哭慣了　怎知你渺小)

淚　無效便要忍　假使發洩後　得到快感
為　無道義的你　怎可惹得我　知己痛心
經過當做未抹的腳印　將心癮當做　肌膚敏感
一吻兌換兩巴掌教訓　不可以爭氣　只好勇敢
還在世　喜歡＿＿＿　不需給安慰
情很細　誰能大過我世界　就算愛過你　問你又是哪位

repeat(*)
給關懷便送過我　會更易記起當初
沒甚麼一笑便過　也至少　把某些　遺憾作為玩笑好過
辜苦都可以笑　辜苦都只有笑　誰也不想打擾
多感激怎會笑　記掛你可謂無聊　棄票走　會如玩票

可泣的不叫了　可歌的不見了　被強迫開了竅
可歌可泣愛了　可惡的只有笑　能確保心跳才重要
即使跌低　也都無謂高調　但求三餐不缺少
都幾歲了　不需要照料
可唱歌為何哭　不需要謹記　獨個去滿足
若然未曾受傷夠　竟想到報復　只恐折福

My dad got bitten by a bee!! That's why you don't yell at people... So yeah went to superstore today. Brought notebooks again! how I love them. And sticky notes. LOOL

hey look its fahrenheit :)

So yesterday was a fucking stupid day.

I was driving and I sort of made a mistake. ( looked at the wrong side when cutting lanes) and my dad yelled at me. Like FUCK!! So yeah I had enough so I yelled back at him. JHEEEZ and then I stoped driving all together. Taking drivers ed was a regret of my life. Not only did my science marks went down ( because it was after school) Now I'm getting yelled at because of it.

Yesterday we also went to kildonan place. I wanna buy clothes ): AND OMG I saw a pair of black boots there at Boathouse and they are so pretty. But they cost $100.00!! Im gonna buy it. Its almost winter you know. The only good part about yesterday was when we went shopping with grandma. She brought us back memories from a past summer.We went to Winnipeg square ( even though it was close) Then we went to Portage Place. ( STUPID DAD) WE brought back to school notebook!! YAY In still wanna buy some from supserstore. She also treated us to Iced Capp.

SO yeah yesterday was fucked up that I couldn't even go on the computer. So me, my sister and mom went to shoppers and Sobeys. ( they are out right now thats why Im on ) Might go swimming later. Hope today is a better day than yesterday.

ITs seems like my parents hate everything me and my sister do. Like my dad always call us useless and my mother wont let us do anything!!! Like nothing. All she wants us to do is to do what she wants us to do. Gosh!! they never care about our feelings. Like when our dad calls us useless and stupid, does he ever thinks how hurt it is for us to hear that. And they think that we know everything just because of our age and we are in high school. they expect us to do everything for their own benefit whether we like it or not. Its not like we don't want to do it for the, its just the way they treat us. I mean I know they love us. My dad buys us almost anything and mom wont like let us buy anything unless its cheap. I rather they treat us better in terms of feelings and try to step into our shoes and walked around in them.

wish to see you again

"Live every act fully, as if it were your last."- Buddha

Life is hard
I cant believe that school is almost starting soon. I want to do well in school but I'm scared that I will lose concentration and focus. That's the problem with me. I have trouble focusing in class, studying and doing homework. I don't know what to do.
Today is just one of those days where you don't feel like dong anything.

I'm on google right now and I'm trying to learn how to time manage and concentrated more in class. Sometimes class just gets too boring. My parents dont seem to understand...

Leo Ku - Strings Fever

古巨基 發燒系第二章 "STRINGS FEVER"


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