S.H.E-愛上你MV

One of the songs in taiwanese drama Down With Love. I love this song! So cute. And Awesome lyrics as well.

In biology class, we marked the lymphatic system assignment. I got Brice but I traded and mark Paolo Medina's instead. Well, my friend wanted to trade so yeah. Early dismissal today at 3:10. Me and my sister went outside and decided to go back to the school and call mom. On the way Paolo asked me to buy chocolate. Why does everyone ask me to buy chocolate. LOL So I did just because he asked me to. I suck at rejecting people. I just cant do it. The chocolate was good though so it was worth buying. :) He also thanked me for the marks. Why does everyone thank me for their marks, I mean well I do mark easy but still. He's smart. I remember back then in junior high he and someone else always had the highest marks in our class. He really deserved the marks. I really do mean it. He's a really cool person. That's why I liked him back then in junior high. I don't know if he knows but sometimes I feel like that he knows. He's a really cool person and I'm sure that whoever is his girlfriend in the future, is lucky.

Last class of in class essay today. I actually think I did well. I had more ideas but I forgot to add it in in my conclusion. So yeah, that was a regret. But overall I think I did well. Long weekend I'm going to start studying for math cumulative and hope that that miracle can happen. Have to study bio too. Getting my new glasses tomorrow :D

"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle." -Albert Einstein

Not a really good morning for me. Got a 63% on my math test. There goes another percent. ): Can miracles really happen? I'm like 4 percent away. I mean there is still the final exam and cumulative. But you never know. My future right now is either I fail or succeed and get that 70%. I work so hard in that class but I guess sometimes working hard doesn't always pay off. Who doesn't want to succeed in life? Everyone does. But I know it takes a lot of effort. Miracles doesn't just happen. Sometimes you have to create it. God bless. A lot of good players on my soccer team today. Like Justin, Manjot, Gwen, Bret?, Jesse and Patrick. All of them are like pros. I feel bad because I'm not good at soccer and I might screw them up. Sometimes its better if I stay away from the ball.

"There is the risk you cannot afford to take and there is the risk you cannot afford not to take. "-Peter Drucker

Precal test today was hard ): I hope I got 70%. My mark cant afford to go down anymore. In class essay today. The questions are okay. My sister pisses me off sometimes. She thinks that the world revolves around her. My mom thought she forgot the ipod at grandmas and wants to get it tomorrow but she was like " NO!" Selfish much? Like OMG no offence you can live without the ipod for one day and night. And plus I have work to get done. But I kept that comment to myself. Don't want to start an argument. And plus she always go on it I mean like ALWAYS. She thinks that its all hers. Always going on msn and stuff and she knows that other people wants to use it and are waiting foe it. She is smart but sometimes she thinks too high of herself.

yum =)

"A bird does not sing because it has an answer; it sings because it has a song." -Chinese proverb

Gym today was torture. Its so hot outside. It really ruins soccer! No offence. My classmate Justin lost his phone. but I'm glad we found it at the end. Well, Andrew found it anyways. Function notation in math. I'm actually getting it. No matter how much help I get, at the end I'm still on my own. They cant write exams and tests for me. I have to do it myself. I'm on my own when it comes to exam and cumulative. Bus home after school today. The weather is SO hot. I dislike. But its okay in the evening. Precal test tomorrow. Need to work hard on these last few test and bring my mark up so if I do screw up on the cumulative I can still fix my mark with the final exam. If you think you can, you can! In class essay tomorrow. I'm getting ready for that. Looking for quotes. I hope I can do well tomorrow. Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery and today is the present. That's why its a gift.

Woke up this morning and the pain is back. The same pain from last time. Its my back that's giving me the pain. ): My chest kind of hurts too. :S I hope its nothing serious. I haven't even done anything on my life goal list. Its feels like I wasted 16 years of my life. I don't want to waste anymore time. Time doesn't come back. It only leaves. I want to live a good life. Who doesn't?

I don't think I have the courage to confess to the guy I like. Maybe one day I will when I find that courage. Maybe one day the guy I like will confess to me instead. Maybe.... Who knows when. but you find someone you like, hold on to them. Bring them happiness and not tears. When they are sad lend them your shoulders. When they are happy, share the laughter. If you truly love someone you would want them to be happy and sometimes that means having to let go.

"Quit hanging on to the handrails . . . Let go. Surrender. Go for the ride of your life. Do it every day. "-Melody Beattie, "Finding Your Way Home"

Mental math really ruins my morning! I cant see the stupid overhead! Lock down today. Our class went to the girls change room. I remember last year in gym we had a lock down as well. ( but it was real) and we went to the guys change room. We played soccer. We got a stupid gym sub teacher! Hes so stupid. He should go home. Go to Mexico! Stupid! And he wont let us pick our own teams. Its no fun. I like playing with my friends more. Its just more fun. Some people in my gym class are just so rude. They wont even pass you the ball.

Mark circulatory system in bio today. OMG I got Nam Truong's assignment AGAIN! I got his like 3 times. I admit even if some of his answers are not exactly correct I still give him marks. but I think he worked hard on it. Well, that's what I think. But I don't want him to think that I give him good marks because I like him. I don't exactly like him, well not really. I don't even know how I feel towards him. So I traded with Cassandra and I marked Paolo Medina's instead. I don't want him to know how I feel towards him but he probably already knows since people say I like him in front of him and saying its obvious. I don't want him to know because if one day we can actually become friends and talk and he knows how I feel towards him, things might be awkward. But I don't know. I guess I'll just let time do its magic and let everything go naturally.

"Going home means getting comfortable being who you are and who your soul really wants to be. There is no strain with that. The strain and tension come when we're not being who our soul wants to be and we're someplace where our soul doesn't feel at home. " -Melody Beattie, "Finding Your Way Home"

Gym today was torture. We had to get into groups of 3 and run across the field for like 20 minutes. It was kind of hard running on grass and plus it was kind of hot out. After that we had to stretch! The grass was wet and it felt gross! :S Lunch, hanging out with my friends Mayanne Maranan and Jessica Tran. Me and Jessica heard two Chinese girls speak Cantonese and then we were like hey, lets speak in Chinese haha =) I love my friends! In English we watch Harper's apology to the aboriginal people. An apology can means lots. Especially when you apologize to someone and they start crying or the reverse. On the radio today I heard the song " Apologize" play. It reminded me of grade 9 when we were in choir. We choreograph a dance to apologize and my classmate played the piano. After that we presented to the grade9 dance class. I miss those memories.

Cute much! I think I need a pair =)

"Some people drift through their entire life. They do it one day at a time, one week at a time, one month at a time. It happens so gradually they are unaware of how their lives are slipping away until it's too late." - Mary Kay Ash

Swimming today was depressing. I cant do a lot of the stuff. Its frustrating! I'm gonna fail and I really want to pass because I don't want to waste my parents money. Its not my fault I cant do it, I mean I just cant. FML. After swimming went and took passport photos. Dang! I messed up the photos again! ): now I have to wait another 5 years. When I'm 21. Eat at KFC. I love the wraps at KFC. Its so good. Its like being in heaven! I feel fat though, afterwards. My dad didn't eat KFC because he is sick. I feel bad because only we are eating and hes not. I feel selfish. I feel bad. But then my dad brought a ice cream so that made me felt better. Sometimes having no confidence is a good thing because if you don't have confidence you wont get your hopes up.

Back Then.....

Today when my dad was driving I looked at him for one second and it brought me back some memories almost 10 years ago. My dad looked old in that one second. He looked tired. These recent years his health isn't that good. He gets sick more often and tired easily. Back then it was the reverse. I was always the one getting sick. And at night time they would come to my bedroom and feel my forehead to see if my fever is gone. I remember back then when I would always ride on his back and he would always sing. I remember back then when I still fit on the superstore carts. But now thinking back to it, more than 10 years have past. I'm 16 now and hes almost 40. Things are so different now. I have a 5 year old brother, and a flat screen t.v. I know one day I have to take care of my daddy and mommy. I really love them. They are getting old and I haven't really done anything for them. The least I could do is accomplish their dream and that is for me to graduate from university. Maybe I don't want to leave Winnipeg after I grad. Even though the sad memories bring me a lot of pain but my parents are more important than pain. Because without them theres really no point of working hard in school because I have no one to share my accomplishments with.

周杰伦-给我一首歌的时间

周杰伦-给我一首歌的时间 (Gei Wo Yi Shou Ge De Shi Jian ) Jay Chou- Give my song some time. Amazing music video. Go Jay, almost supporting you

" If it doesn't matter who wins or loses why do they keep score? " -VINCE LOMBARDI

Got 73% on math test. but why is my mark still the same? ARRRR Went to 7eleven for gym. Brought a Slurpee! Andrew was like taking forever to choose one and my gym teacher was like " Is he trying out all the flavors?" LOL I thought it was kind of funny! :) hahhaha. but I don't think he knows. Lunch today was fun. finally get to hang out with my friends ! Most of us. I miss gr9, lots. When we spend like most lunch hours together. No choir, band etc. But I like choir though so its all worth it. :) Learning about the heart in bio. I'm a bit more concentrate for this unit because I'm thinking of becoming a heart doctor when I grow up. Who knows. No one knows what lies ahead in the future. Aja Aja fighting! After school went to starbucks! Half price man and its been on for almost over a week and I don't know about it!

Get Back Up

A video I saw on one of my friends facebook. I almost cry while watching this. No offence but if I'd were him, I rather die. Life is so hopeless. No offence. But his determination made be feel ashamed. I'm always complaining about fate and when I don't do well on a test. He made me think. I should look at life in a different angle. Failing is a part of success. Its a challenge. His fate is unfortunate but he still lives a good life. Hope for miracles. I think we can all learn something from him. "What do you do when you fall down? You stand back up" If he can, I can too. And don't give up and maybe miracles can happen.

" Cheers to New Year and another chance to get it right." -OPRAH WINFREY

Spare in the morning. Study bio. Digestive system test today. My friend ditch me at lunch today. Again! I mean I don't mind her not hanging out with me but at least give me a heads up so I don't stand there waiting for no one to come, walking around in circles and looking like a loser. I mean it kind of hurts. Don't promise someone something if you cant keep that promise. A promise is something to keep not break. Well, I think I did okay on the biology test. I pass I think. I don't think I got an excellent though. But I wont give up! :D