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Monday, May 24, 2010

♥ DORAEMON

Awww This is so cute! I want to buy these. I just love Doraemon ♥♥ So Adorable. I even have a doraemon cup =)

斷了的弦- 周杰倫 Jay Chou- Broken Strings

斷了的弦- 周杰倫 Jay Chou- Broken Strings MV. Amazing song.Pretty cute music video. I really like this song. Nice tune.

Happy Victoria Day

"No one lives on the top of the mountain. It’s fine to go there occasionally —for inspiration, for new perspectives. But you have to come down. Life is lived in the valleys. That’s where the farms and gardens and orchards are, and where the plowing and the work is done. That’s where you apply the visions you may have glimpsed from the peaks." -Arthur Gordon

Pretty good day today I must say. Went to Portage Place. Dad got us food and mom brought me Iced Capp. Went to the Forks. Its Asian Heritage fair or something. Too bad it was raining today otherwise it would have been more fun. My dad wanted to being his professional camera and my mom got pissed off. LOL My brother got a balloon. I remember last time he got a balloon and it " died" and my sister recorded it. Too bad my dad deleted it. IT was amazing. I don't mean it in a mean way but my sister really capture the moment. Simple day today but pretty fun. My parents thought they left my brother's hat at the forks but then they found it on the kitchen table. Too bad my sister wasn't with us today. It would have been more fun. So yeah, pretty good day =) I wish everyday can be like this. Now to get some homework, studying and reviewing done.
So yesterday I started thinking of what I want to be when I grow up. My careers. Its so hard to choose. I mean there are so many wonderful careers I could go for. I cant decide right at this moment but I really need to soon. I'm like graduating in two years! Two years man, that's not a lot of time. And if I set my mind to that career I got to stick to it or else I wont get anywhere. Here's the list of career that I'm interested in. No specific order

  • Lawyer
  • Doctor ( heart )
  • Interior Designer
  • Architecture
  • Nutritionist
  • Therapist
  • psychologist
  • Medicine/ Chemist
  • Flying Services
  • Accountant

I cannot decide. Its going to affect the rest of my life you know.My parents want me to go into the medicine/ doctor field. I'm interested that's why I'm taking biology. Law is pretty good too. I could use law against violence and injustice. All of these are so interesting. My friend told me to put all of these into a hat and pull one out. That's a pretty good idea but its my future. I don't want to decide it that way. But I will if I have to. This is making me frustrated. I cant wait until summer. Summer please come.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

羅志祥 - 愛不單行 Piano Version

Really talented. I wish I could play like this.羅志祥 - 愛不單行(海派甜心插曲)[純鋼琴版]. Show Luo (y)
"You miss 100% of the shots you don't take." -Wayne Gretzky

I am seriously going to fail bronze medallion. Its so hard to pass. To me it seems impossible. I cant get to the bottom of the pool and save the person. I'm not going to save anyone in my life to be honest. but I want to pass. I don't want to be a lifeguard. And I don't want to swim anymore. I want to stop. I want to give up. But I spend so much time and money getting here. I don't want to give up this easily. I fail level 9 like five times but I didn't give up and I got here. But I don't have enough time to do the things that I want to do. So many times I want to do and not enough time. The only way that I'm going to pass is if a miracle happens. Right now I just want to do well in Precal and biology and not really think about anything else. Like 3 more weeks until exam. I need to focus! Like seriously.

Went to home depot to buy stuff. Me and my sister was trying to take picture of this cashier guy, LOL Fail man. =) Good old times with my sister. I want a job. Too many clothes waiting for me to buy.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

He's Cute

Rainie yang- tick tock- FULL MV

Rainie yang- Youth Bucket [tick tock] FULL MV. Another song from Hi My sweetheart. I miss that drama. Pretty cool song. Go Rainie. ! I kind of feel bad for the guy in this MV LOL
"There are many wonderful things that will never be done if you do not do them." -Charles D. Gill

Pretty good day today! Brought Candy at superstore.♥ I love Candy. I cant live without candy! and chocolate.♥ Got my new glasses today. Omg the world is so clear. I hope I can see mental math and the white board in bio now. This morning my brother drop his wallet in the toilet. LOL no offence :D I think its kind of funny. HAHA (: Went to garage today and I'm like in love with their hoodies! ♥♥♥♥♥ Like OMG I have to buy them! Even if I spend all my money $$. I really need a job. My money is going out and not coming in. Walk to giant tiger with sister and mom. This summer im going to get a lot of new clothes, shoes bags. Omg I saw these 2 bags at garage and they are like so nice! ♥ I'm also going to get a new haircut. I cant seem to be able to let go of my past. My regretted past. I want to forget my past and start again. I want a second chance. God please be with me through the rest of my story. I need your courage. Please give me a second chance. God bless.

Precal is giving me such a hard time again. I sort of want to give up. I dint want to run this race anymore. I'm tired. I just want to succeed in this one course. Why is it so hard?

Friday, May 21, 2010

S.H.E-愛上你MV

One of the songs in taiwanese drama Down With Love. I love this song! So cute. And Awesome lyrics as well.

In biology class, we marked the lymphatic system assignment. I got Brice but I traded and mark Paolo Medina's instead. Well, my friend wanted to trade so yeah. Early dismissal today at 3:10. Me and my sister went outside and decided to go back to the school and call mom. On the way Paolo asked me to buy chocolate. Why does everyone ask me to buy chocolate. LOL So I did just because he asked me to. I suck at rejecting people. I just cant do it. The chocolate was good though so it was worth buying. :) He also thanked me for the marks. Why does everyone thank me for their marks, I mean well I do mark easy but still. He's smart. I remember back then in junior high he and someone else always had the highest marks in our class. He really deserved the marks. I really do mean it. He's a really cool person. That's why I liked him back then in junior high. I don't know if he knows but sometimes I feel like that he knows. He's a really cool person and I'm sure that whoever is his girlfriend in the future, is lucky.

Last class of in class essay today. I actually think I did well. I had more ideas but I forgot to add it in in my conclusion. So yeah, that was a regret. But overall I think I did well. Long weekend I'm going to start studying for math cumulative and hope that that miracle can happen. Have to study bio too. Getting my new glasses tomorrow :D
"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle." -Albert Einstein

Not a really good morning for me. Got a 63% on my math test. There goes another percent. ): Can miracles really happen? I'm like 4 percent away. I mean there is still the final exam and cumulative. But you never know. My future right now is either I fail or succeed and get that 70%. I work so hard in that class but I guess sometimes working hard doesn't always pay off. Who doesn't want to succeed in life? Everyone does. But I know it takes a lot of effort. Miracles doesn't just happen. Sometimes you have to create it. God bless. A lot of good players on my soccer team today. Like Justin, Manjot, Gwen, Bret?, Jesse and Patrick. All of them are like pros. I feel bad because I'm not good at soccer and I might screw them up. Sometimes its better if I stay away from the ball.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

"There is the risk you cannot afford to take and there is the risk you cannot afford not to take. "-Peter Drucker

Precal test today was hard ): I hope I got 70%. My mark cant afford to go down anymore. In class essay today. The questions are okay. My sister pisses me off sometimes. She thinks that the world revolves around her. My mom thought she forgot the ipod at grandmas and wants to get it tomorrow but she was like " NO!" Selfish much? Like OMG no offence you can live without the ipod for one day and night. And plus I have work to get done. But I kept that comment to myself. Don't want to start an argument. And plus she always go on it I mean like ALWAYS. She thinks that its all hers. Always going on msn and stuff and she knows that other people wants to use it and are waiting foe it. She is smart but sometimes she thinks too high of herself.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

yum =)


"A bird does not sing because it has an answer; it sings because it has a song." -Chinese proverb

Gym today was torture. Its so hot outside. It really ruins soccer! No offence. My classmate Justin lost his phone. but I'm glad we found it at the end. Well, Andrew found it anyways. Function notation in math. I'm actually getting it. No matter how much help I get, at the end I'm still on my own. They cant write exams and tests for me. I have to do it myself. I'm on my own when it comes to exam and cumulative. Bus home after school today. The weather is SO hot. I dislike. But its okay in the evening. Precal test tomorrow. Need to work hard on these last few test and bring my mark up so if I do screw up on the cumulative I can still fix my mark with the final exam. If you think you can, you can! In class essay tomorrow. I'm getting ready for that. Looking for quotes. I hope I can do well tomorrow. Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery and today is the present. That's why its a gift.

Woke up this morning and the pain is back. The same pain from last time. Its my back that's giving me the pain. ): My chest kind of hurts too. :S I hope its nothing serious. I haven't even done anything on my life goal list. Its feels like I wasted 16 years of my life. I don't want to waste anymore time. Time doesn't come back. It only leaves. I want to live a good life. Who doesn't?

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I don't think I have the courage to confess to the guy I like. Maybe one day I will when I find that courage. Maybe one day the guy I like will confess to me instead. Maybe.... Who knows when. but you find someone you like, hold on to them. Bring them happiness and not tears. When they are sad lend them your shoulders. When they are happy, share the laughter. If you truly love someone you would want them to be happy and sometimes that means having to let go.
"Quit hanging on to the handrails . . . Let go. Surrender. Go for the ride of your life. Do it every day. "-Melody Beattie, "Finding Your Way Home"

Mental math really ruins my morning! I cant see the stupid overhead! Lock down today. Our class went to the girls change room. I remember last year in gym we had a lock down as well. ( but it was real) and we went to the guys change room. We played soccer. We got a stupid gym sub teacher! Hes so stupid. He should go home. Go to Mexico! Stupid! And he wont let us pick our own teams. Its no fun. I like playing with my friends more. Its just more fun. Some people in my gym class are just so rude. They wont even pass you the ball.

Mark circulatory system in bio today. OMG I got Nam Truong's assignment AGAIN! I got his like 3 times. I admit even if some of his answers are not exactly correct I still give him marks. but I think he worked hard on it. Well, that's what I think. But I don't want him to think that I give him good marks because I like him. I don't exactly like him, well not really. I don't even know how I feel towards him. So I traded with Cassandra and I marked Paolo Medina's instead. I don't want him to know how I feel towards him but he probably already knows since people say I like him in front of him and saying its obvious. I don't want him to know because if one day we can actually become friends and talk and he knows how I feel towards him, things might be awkward. But I don't know. I guess I'll just let time do its magic and let everything go naturally.

Monday, May 17, 2010

"Going home means getting comfortable being who you are and who your soul really wants to be. There is no strain with that. The strain and tension come when we're not being who our soul wants to be and we're someplace where our soul doesn't feel at home. " -Melody Beattie, "Finding Your Way Home"

Gym today was torture. We had to get into groups of 3 and run across the field for like 20 minutes. It was kind of hard running on grass and plus it was kind of hot out. After that we had to stretch! The grass was wet and it felt gross! :S Lunch, hanging out with my friends Mayanne Maranan and Jessica Tran. Me and Jessica heard two Chinese girls speak Cantonese and then we were like hey, lets speak in Chinese haha =) I love my friends! In English we watch Harper's apology to the aboriginal people. An apology can means lots. Especially when you apologize to someone and they start crying or the reverse. On the radio today I heard the song " Apologize" play. It reminded me of grade 9 when we were in choir. We choreograph a dance to apologize and my classmate played the piano. After that we presented to the grade9 dance class. I miss those memories.