still at the field museum

Mummies exhibit

Randomness at the Field Museum 

Field Museum - BEARS

Field Museum- Animals

Chicago VPA trip Day 2 - FIELD MUSEUM

VPA Chicago Trip Day 1

Below are the photos from Day 1 of this trip. When we got there the first thing we did was shopping at the Magnificent Mile. We then went to the Water tower and there was a Lego store there. Jeff literally ran there. Too cute. We went met up at the chicago arts institute museum. It was interesting I mean all the pretty portraits and stuff. After such a long day we finally got to eat Supper @ Gino's Pizza. My memory there being that my friends poured spirit as their drink and found white stuff floating in their drinks... After that we watched million dollar quartet perform. The piano dude is so talented! We arrived at the hotel at around 11. I shared rooms with Mayanne, Jessica and Trisha. HAHA I think it was this night, we stayed up until two in the morning watching Suite life of Zack and Cody and we just chat. It was relaxing and vacation like. I remember Mayanne wanting to pull the curtains all the way but it still left a tiny opening and I said "What if you look out the window and some guy was just hanging there in front of you?" HEHE I kinda scared them. It was a good night.

Tickets to million dollar quartet @ Chicago 

Gino's Pizza for supper

My pizza

Baby's Pizza

The Windy City

chicago arts institute museum

Shopping at Forever 21!
Brought a sweater and shoes there
and clothes for famjam 

Shopping at magnificent mile
Chicago Day one 

Finally at Chicago after sitting on the bus for 17 hours!

Chicago Trip 2012

On the way there we stopped at McDonalds and Starbucks 

Goodnight. Another horrible night has finally come to an end.

"Talk to you later" *5 hours later, still doesn't happen 

But it's okay I get that a lot from you too.

But what really killed my mood today was when I sent you a message and you told me that you only skimmed it. Why do I ever bother? When you only skim it. Why? Why? it's like my words mean nothing to you at all. But of course every time we argue you're the only one that feels like shit. I'm never considered in the picture. Never.

But it's okay I get that a lot from you also.

And when you wake up you're probably not going to reply to my messages because you'll be finishing your homework that you did not finish neither will you reply in the morning. And if I'm lucky maybe I'll get a goodnight message after you're done your other stuff. I feel so pathetic. I facetime you, I spam you and I know you're sleeping. I won't any more. No matter how tempted I am I will not. Neither will I constantly stalk your twitter and Facebook. I will not. Time will simply just go by just like my heart, one day it will simply just die.

But Why? When I need you the most you're not here?

I really want to go somewhere. I don't know where but I hope it takes me far.
Really far. Just take me far. 


Nothing would be me more happier than getting my university acceptance letter. Nothing. 

What I really want right now is to go outside and take a walk and to feel the light breeze against my face.

I hope he's feeling better. I hope he's okay. I'm so worried about him :/

The fact of losing him scares me so much... I pray with my whole heart that he is okay