wow what the frick man..

I'm trying to have a nice conversation here and you.... I don't even know... like really. I already apologized  yesterday. I don't even know what I'm saying sorry for. Now I'm just fricken I don't even know what I'm feeling. Are things even that complicated? Feels like you're just making it complicated. Why can't we just have a nice conversation without it always turning out in a bad way?  Like really. I find it hard now to even talk to you. I don't even know why I'm trying. In case you don't know I am trying. But it feels like you're just pushing me away right now and it hurts. If that's what you want me to feel.. congratulations you're succeeding.