Sunday, May 2, 2010
Jerry Yan in Starlit playing piano.
Jerry Yan in Starlit playing piano. I like the scenes when he plays piano for Xiao Lu ( Terri Kwan) Its so sweet and touching.
" He who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life." -MUHAMMAD ALI
My dad is not in a good mood today. He sure is morose :S I hate it when he is mad and take it out on us. Its not fair. I don't think anyone deserves to be yell at. And no one has the right to yell at other people. Even my mom cant take it. This morning after swimming we used half an hour to bath, dry up and dry our hair. And he was fucking yelling. Like WTF! Dude, we don't have super speed. We need time you know! HE has like no patience. NO offence but his attitude is going to bring pain to his life and others around him. Like us. What is his point of yelling anyways? Its not going to solve anything. I wish my dad could change. I don't want to suffer this. I don't want my brother or mother to suffer this shit. No one deserves to. He is just going to ruin everyones day and mood and yet not solve anything. He need to learn to calm down other wise one day, everyone is just going to leave him. Like me. I'm going to work really hard in school and earn a some what scholarship. I know I wont get a full one, my sister might. Shes smart. And I get into a university like Harvard. HAHA or University of London =P. And meet the guy of my life and move to Victoria or a peaceful city or Burnaby and open a cafe. Wishful thinking much. Like its actually going to happen. But then again, its life.
My dad is not in a good mood today. He sure is morose :S I hate it when he is mad and take it out on us. Its not fair. I don't think anyone deserves to be yell at. And no one has the right to yell at other people. Even my mom cant take it. This morning after swimming we used half an hour to bath, dry up and dry our hair. And he was fucking yelling. Like WTF! Dude, we don't have super speed. We need time you know! HE has like no patience. NO offence but his attitude is going to bring pain to his life and others around him. Like us. What is his point of yelling anyways? Its not going to solve anything. I wish my dad could change. I don't want to suffer this. I don't want my brother or mother to suffer this shit. No one deserves to. He is just going to ruin everyones day and mood and yet not solve anything. He need to learn to calm down other wise one day, everyone is just going to leave him. Like me. I'm going to work really hard in school and earn a some what scholarship. I know I wont get a full one, my sister might. Shes smart. And I get into a university like Harvard. HAHA or University of London =P. And meet the guy of my life and move to Victoria or a peaceful city or Burnaby and open a cafe. Wishful thinking much. Like its actually going to happen. But then again, its life.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Starlit 心星的淚光
Starlit. Very good drama. I recommend everyone to watch. This scene also reminds me of Corner with love with Show Luo and Barbie Xu.
In this picture: Jerry Yan & Terri Kwan.
In this picture: Jerry Yan & Terri Kwan.
羅志祥 Show Luo ~ 愛不單行 Ai Bu Dan Xing
羅志祥 Show Luo ~ 愛不單行 Ai Bu Dan Xing. I love this song. Amazing, talented, amazing and more talented! This song is also in Hi, my sweetheart. (:
The thing about moms
The thing about my mom is sometimes she gets a bit off handed. Especially when she plays mah jong on facebook. She gets too distracted. She plays, cooks dinner and then plays again. Same thing with the ipod. She doesn't share -_- Sometimes my sister gets pissed off because of the conflict for the laptop. Now today, after picking me up from math class she started pissing me off. She wanted to put her bag in my backpack but my backpack was already so heavy! It has math notebooks, binder ( which weights a hundred pounds) and my reading book. Plus other things I have in my bag like a comb, pencil case, pencil crayons and others. And then when we were getting in the elevator my mom stood right in the middle and I didn't even get in yet. So I said "GEEEZ". I started walking to my grandmas and she said " wait for me." I said " Why? you know how to get there." And she said " I need to protect you from bad guys." No offence now, dude I'm 16! I admit I'm not independent but gosh! I don't mean to yell at her, but sometimes she just pisses me off so much! I love her, no questions asked. But sometimes, ..... Sometimes I feel like what Ive said was too much. At times I feel that shes hurt. I don't mean it. I really don't. But when I'm in a not good day or mood my temper and anger just gets over me.
The thing about grandma's
I really love my family. No lies. They mean lots to mean. They help me, support me and gave me what I have right now and I can never pay them back for what they have done for me. Its priceless. But sometimes there are conflicts. Like today for example. My cousin's (Winnie) aunt came to visit Canada so we decide to go to Kum Koon restaurant and have lunch together. My uncle was a bit late and my grandma kept saying I have to go to class like so many times. Its like the whole world doesn't know about it. She keeps saying it every five minutes. GEEEZ no offence.
The things about grandmas and other "old people" is that sometimes they nag too much. Like my grandma on my dad's side. She is always trying to get me and my sister to get a job. Its not that I don't want to. Its just that I don't feel like it yet. YES, I do need CLOTHES but I can still afford it with all the money I have saved over the years. Today she commented on our jeans. Our skinny jeans. She said my sister look fat in them and touched her ass. -_- My sister got all freaked out. LOL. As for my other grandma, she worries too much. Last time when we went to help grandpa get retirement money, my mother went to the washroom and she got all freaked out. Sometimes I think they nag too much, but I know they love us. That's why I don't talk back or comment. Even if I do, I say it in English. And also I respect them and love them because we are family.
The things about grandmas and other "old people" is that sometimes they nag too much. Like my grandma on my dad's side. She is always trying to get me and my sister to get a job. Its not that I don't want to. Its just that I don't feel like it yet. YES, I do need CLOTHES but I can still afford it with all the money I have saved over the years. Today she commented on our jeans. Our skinny jeans. She said my sister look fat in them and touched her ass. -_- My sister got all freaked out. LOL. As for my other grandma, she worries too much. Last time when we went to help grandpa get retirement money, my mother went to the washroom and she got all freaked out. Sometimes I think they nag too much, but I know they love us. That's why I don't talk back or comment. Even if I do, I say it in English. And also I respect them and love them because we are family.
" Don't bother people for help without first trying to solve the problem yourself." - COLIN POWELL
Many thoughts today. Lets start off with Chinese school. Did our oral presentation today on our favorite drama/ movie. I did my on starlit. I really liked that drama. Jerry Yan! Some people did it on Cloudy with a chance of meatballs, Blood diamond, 27 dresses and others. I think I'm gonna to watch all of them. They all seem pretty interesting to watch. Dang, I suck at this oral presentations. I practice what I want to say but end my screwing up because I get too nervous. I don't think I could become a lawyer when I grow up. Too much presenting. I don't think I could do it. I don't think I could do anything. But I don't give up though, at times. Never give up, keep your determination. Finish the race. Determine.
Many thoughts today. Lets start off with Chinese school. Did our oral presentation today on our favorite drama/ movie. I did my on starlit. I really liked that drama. Jerry Yan! Some people did it on Cloudy with a chance of meatballs, Blood diamond, 27 dresses and others. I think I'm gonna to watch all of them. They all seem pretty interesting to watch. Dang, I suck at this oral presentations. I practice what I want to say but end my screwing up because I get too nervous. I don't think I could become a lawyer when I grow up. Too much presenting. I don't think I could do it. I don't think I could do anything. But I don't give up though, at times. Never give up, keep your determination. Finish the race. Determine.
Friday, April 30, 2010
Hi My Sweetheart - 生理時鐘
Hi My Sweetheart 海派甜心. One of the songs in the drama,生理時鐘, sung by Show. I really loved this drama. I will watch it again someday. (: DA LUNG DA LUNG DA LUNG...!
sweat + wind + rain + freezing = sick ):
" The most rewarding things you do in life are often the ones that look they cannot be done." - ARNOLD PALMER
Felt kind of sick last night. Stomach was hurting ): Also had a headache. Feeling better now but my stomach is still a bit in pain. Went bowling today. We actually got there! YAY on time too and got back with 5 minutes to spare. Biology and English was so slack today. There was a sub for bio and so some people skipped. I didn't feel so well so I slept. In English they were all busy with the raffle ticket and money stuff. I sold one of the winning tickets to my cousin Winnie. She won second. Which was the SMW clothes.
I dislike the weather. Its raining and its cold and I don't feel well. ):
Felt kind of sick last night. Stomach was hurting ): Also had a headache. Feeling better now but my stomach is still a bit in pain. Went bowling today. We actually got there! YAY on time too and got back with 5 minutes to spare. Biology and English was so slack today. There was a sub for bio and so some people skipped. I didn't feel so well so I slept. In English they were all busy with the raffle ticket and money stuff. I sold one of the winning tickets to my cousin Winnie. She won second. Which was the SMW clothes.
I dislike the weather. Its raining and its cold and I don't feel well. ):
Thursday, April 29, 2010
" All great change begins at the dinner table." - RONALD REAGAN
What the heck! My biology assignment was due today! I didn't finish. Well I only have four questions left but still. No offence he didn't even say it was due today. He said it might be due. And he said " it will be due" for the other class. Some people in our class had their assignment on the computer and didn't print it. We didn't know. He could have said " it is going to be due tomorrow." What kind of teacher says " it might." I really need new glasses. Mental math is giving me such a hard time and the questions are so easy.I cant do the question if I cant see it ! FML. Fitness testing today in gym class. During the middle of our fitness we had bus ridership. So many surprises today -_- Especially biology. Raining. I think I'm getting sick. I'm freezing right now :S I need a week off from school. So Tired. And I really need to go shopping!
What the heck! My biology assignment was due today! I didn't finish. Well I only have four questions left but still. No offence he didn't even say it was due today. He said it might be due. And he said " it will be due" for the other class. Some people in our class had their assignment on the computer and didn't print it. We didn't know. He could have said " it is going to be due tomorrow." What kind of teacher says " it might." I really need new glasses. Mental math is giving me such a hard time and the questions are so easy.I cant do the question if I cant see it ! FML. Fitness testing today in gym class. During the middle of our fitness we had bus ridership. So many surprises today -_- Especially biology. Raining. I think I'm getting sick. I'm freezing right now :S I need a week off from school. So Tired. And I really need to go shopping!
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
The world is small
Life sometimes is such a coincidence. So after seeing the eye doctor we decided to go to Lucky supermarket and shop. POCKY was on SALE!! (: As we were leaving my dad was going to Lucky. We were like OMG. We left right at that time. Not earlier or later. Right at that moment. And dad came right at that moment. When we were about to park the car into the garage my dad came a few seconds after we arrived. And the weird thing is, he was listening to the same song on the radio we were just listening to. He was singing it after he got off the car. Life is weird. Sometimes it can be so magical and yet it can be so painful. Sometimes I wonder if anyone else is doing the same things that I'm doing at the same time.
" Anytime you do something from the heart, people just know it." - BRAD PAISLEY
Got my eyes check today. And yup, my eyes got worst :S No wonder I cant see that well in biology and mental math. After, went to Tim Horton's and brought Iced capp. (y) So many things that I want to do and so many things I want to buy, like clothes. Really in need of money. Is there a job that you don't have to do much and yet you can have a high salary? I don't think so. "sigh" We finished the movie smoke signals today. The ending was a bit different from the book. but still it was pretty good. Really need to do more homework and study harder. Geeez man, my future is in my hands. Destiny is. But after school I'm just so tried from working and listening the whole day. I need a break. I get tired. I am human! But then if I do break, there is not enough time to finish all the work I need and should finish. OMG...... Fitness testing tomorrow in gym. -_-
Got my eyes check today. And yup, my eyes got worst :S No wonder I cant see that well in biology and mental math. After, went to Tim Horton's and brought Iced capp. (y) So many things that I want to do and so many things I want to buy, like clothes. Really in need of money. Is there a job that you don't have to do much and yet you can have a high salary? I don't think so. "sigh" We finished the movie smoke signals today. The ending was a bit different from the book. but still it was pretty good. Really need to do more homework and study harder. Geeez man, my future is in my hands. Destiny is. But after school I'm just so tried from working and listening the whole day. I need a break. I get tired. I am human! But then if I do break, there is not enough time to finish all the work I need and should finish. OMG...... Fitness testing tomorrow in gym. -_-
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
" A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality." - JOHN LENNON
Got 81% on my math test :D But my average stayed the same -_- Well, I guess I need to work harder now. Last night, went over to cousins for dinner. Their aunt came. We were in my cousin winnie's room, on the computer. We saw some sisler students dancing in her neighbors backyard. LOL then one person left and this guy had to dance by himself. My sister saw and she said it so loud that they all looked up the window to my cousins room. LMAO We got cash for aunt :D SO many clothes in the world I want. And I think I need a new haircut. Nerd day today at school. I don't think I'm doing spirit week. Guess I'm just not into the spirit. Like every year. So, my friend ditched me at lunch today. Didn't even give me a heads up -_- Yeah, thanks a lot ! I only sold 4 raffle tickets. 6 more to go. Selling tickets sure is hard. Reading Smoke Signals by Sherman Alexie. Watching the movie in class too. Its pretty good (y)
Got 81% on my math test :D But my average stayed the same -_- Well, I guess I need to work harder now. Last night, went over to cousins for dinner. Their aunt came. We were in my cousin winnie's room, on the computer. We saw some sisler students dancing in her neighbors backyard. LOL then one person left and this guy had to dance by himself. My sister saw and she said it so loud that they all looked up the window to my cousins room. LMAO We got cash for aunt :D SO many clothes in the world I want. And I think I need a new haircut. Nerd day today at school. I don't think I'm doing spirit week. Guess I'm just not into the spirit. Like every year. So, my friend ditched me at lunch today. Didn't even give me a heads up -_- Yeah, thanks a lot ! I only sold 4 raffle tickets. 6 more to go. Selling tickets sure is hard. Reading Smoke Signals by Sherman Alexie. Watching the movie in class too. Its pretty good (y)
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