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Thursday, December 23, 2010
WOW dad as if
As if I just got in trouble. -_-" like ohmy gosh. When I'm in a great mood you always ruin in, like always. ): My sister called home to tell dad to pick her up and I got in trouble for no reason. She said to wait at silver city so I told my dad that. Its not my fault that shes not there is it??? Oh my god dad. Honestly. Like really. You always pissed me off and kill my mood. Jhhhhez. I have no words to say, like really. What can I say? You disappoint me as a dad. I dislike the way you do things. But I don't have to right to say anything because you are my dad. And I don't want to say anything. You make my life complicated enough.
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| my dad's birthday cake -_-" |
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
I've always wonder if anyone actually reads this blog. I know its boring and stuff LOL. But this blog is really personal to me. Its the only place I can be the true me. At school I don't know why but everyone thinks I'm smart and all that just because I got lucky on a few test. But in truth I did get lucky. To be honest I got no idea what I'm dong in precal right now -_-" and biology. Half the time I got no clue what hes talking about. I wish people would stop thinking that. Its not true. I wish it was but its not. It actually pressures me. Like if I do get a bad grade I don't how to face them. This blog is also a place where I can just type how I really feel. There is no one out there that I can trust fully. Except myself. I cant even give 100% trust to my sister and she is like my closet friend. I trust people easily but when it comes to my personal personal life, I just cant bring myself to tell anymore. Sometimes I cant even admit it to myself. I guess I'm those people who are scare to let someone know the true me. Who I really am. Its so hard living up to everyones expectations. Its just too hard. I really want to give up but at the same time I don't want to disappoint them. I just want a simple life. I wish all my problems would just disappear. But I avoid trying to solve it because I'm scared that I might get hurt. I'm always scared.
Must Watch Drama List
I haven't watch dramas in such a long time and since my winter break starts tomorrow, I want to cross off some of the dramas on my list. No specific order
- Mischievous Kiss ( must watch)
- Boys Before Flowers
- You're Beautiful
- Cinderella's Sister
- Prosecutor Princess
- Momo Love
- Easy Fortune, Happy Life
- Sunshine Angle
- Bull fighting
- Summer's Desire
- Gloomy Salad Days
- Calling Big Star
- Silence
- Mars
- Miss No Good
GOOD DAY =DD Happy birthday DAD
Life is meaningless only if we allow it to be. Each of us has the power to give life meaning, to make our time and our bodies and our words into instruments of love and hope."- Tom Head
What a good day today. Except maybe precal -_-" we actually did notes and work. And AS IF I got 30/35 on my math test yoo! I didn't even study for it. (unless you count rewriting your notes studying then I sort of did)I thought I failed D: And in accounting today, I got 93/94 on my test -_-" JHHEZ ! Cant you just give me that one mark. SOOO SADDD !!! ): LOOOOOOL! Pretty good class in biology today. I should have gotten a gift for my bio teacher. HAHA gotta love my bio buddies, Janelle, Nicole and Jc. They make biology class so much more interesting.=D In history today, we play games basically. It was fun though. HOLY CRAP Mr Shedden scared me when I walked into histo today and he said we got a QUIZ!~ Turns out it was just an christmas activity with answers on the back.=PP WOOWOW
Just got back from Buffet Square. Had a pretty interesting time. The sushi was pretty goood! :) I must say :P LOl when we got there my sister got a WHOLE plate of food! OH MYYYYY! :P
What a good day today. Except maybe precal -_-" we actually did notes and work. And AS IF I got 30/35 on my math test yoo! I didn't even study for it. (unless you count rewriting your notes studying then I sort of did)I thought I failed D: And in accounting today, I got 93/94 on my test -_-" JHHEZ ! Cant you just give me that one mark. SOOO SADDD !!! ): LOOOOOOL! Pretty good class in biology today. I should have gotten a gift for my bio teacher. HAHA gotta love my bio buddies, Janelle, Nicole and Jc. They make biology class so much more interesting.=D In history today, we play games basically. It was fun though. HOLY CRAP Mr Shedden scared me when I walked into histo today and he said we got a QUIZ!~ Turns out it was just an christmas activity with answers on the back.=PP WOOWOW
Just got back from Buffet Square. Had a pretty interesting time. The sushi was pretty goood! :) I must say :P LOl when we got there my sister got a WHOLE plate of food! OH MYYYYY! :P
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
"It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had."- Elisabeth Kubler-Ross
I actually kinda wish I studied harder for that accounting test. I mean I cant say it was hard, it was actually pretty easy. But I think I could have done better. So yeah :/ After the test, I left the classroom to take a break -_-" hahahah my friend left too :PP we walked around. In precal, we got a sub. Fell asleep :/ I was so tired. After tomorrow I can sleep in :))))))))))))))
Went to Tyndall to watch my brother's Christmas concert. When I went back today it looked so different. I miss Tyndall. It brings back a lot of memories. I cant believe I'm 16 already, in grade 11 and graduating next year from high school. Time is going back waaay to fast. I swear. Please slow down. I realized today that I'm actually scare to grow up.
Last day of school tomorrow. YEEES ! After tomorrow I can sleep in. It's so painful waking up in the morning when you really just want to sleep.
I actually kinda wish I studied harder for that accounting test. I mean I cant say it was hard, it was actually pretty easy. But I think I could have done better. So yeah :/ After the test, I left the classroom to take a break -_-" hahahah my friend left too :PP we walked around. In precal, we got a sub. Fell asleep :/ I was so tired. After tomorrow I can sleep in :))))))))))))))
Went to Tyndall to watch my brother's Christmas concert. When I went back today it looked so different. I miss Tyndall. It brings back a lot of memories. I cant believe I'm 16 already, in grade 11 and graduating next year from high school. Time is going back waaay to fast. I swear. Please slow down. I realized today that I'm actually scare to grow up.
Last day of school tomorrow. YEEES ! After tomorrow I can sleep in. It's so painful waking up in the morning when you really just want to sleep.
Monday, December 20, 2010
幸福不滅- 羅志祥 Show Luo ♥
沒原因 就是喜歡你
在初次相遇 有重逢 的心情
深呼吸 讓心動隱形
完美的愛情 是無聲 的旋律
聽 我聽你 不確定的語氣
等 我等你 放下你的猶豫
嘿 如果你 輕輕閉上眼睛
我會明白 你做的決定
CAUSE I BELIEVE
那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 會有誰給你的美麗
靜者恆靜
就讓我的心安靜地 守著你
祝福 不用回音
沒原因 就是喜歡你
就像海眷戀 天空般 的心情
你前進 看著你背影
就足夠世界 無條件 的放晴
你 如果已 愛上他的姓名
愛 如果已 沒有我的空隙
嘿 只要你 可以永遠開心
我會情願 漸漸被忘記
在初次相遇 有重逢 的心情
深呼吸 讓心動隱形
完美的愛情 是無聲 的旋律
聽 我聽你 不確定的語氣
等 我等你 放下你的猶豫
嘿 如果你 輕輕閉上眼睛
我會明白 你做的決定
CAUSE I BELIEVE
那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 會有誰給你的美麗
靜者恆靜
就讓我的心安靜地 守著你
祝福 不用回音
沒原因 就是喜歡你
就像海眷戀 天空般 的心情
你前進 看著你背影
就足夠世界 無條件 的放晴
你 如果已 愛上他的姓名
愛 如果已 沒有我的空隙
嘿 只要你 可以永遠開心
我會情願 漸漸被忘記
"A life lived in love will never be dull.- Leo Buscaglia "
JHHHHEZZZZ DAD how come you never care about my feelings?? Like UGGGH!! !!! ! ! ! ! ! ! !! ! ! !
I don't like swimmming and I DO NOT want to swim on Mondays at some weird time! KAAY Like what if I got a test the next day? Want me to fail to something?? I don't want too put time into something I don't like doing and yet you still make me do it. Why?? Like honestly. You think its good for me but I DON'T CARE! I DON'T WANT TO DO IT, THAT'S ALL I KNOW. Good thing I got spares second semester but still. FUCKKKKKKK SCREW YOOOUUU !!!! AHHHHH IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOWWW! ! ! ! ! ! !! ! ! ! FML
Next year is going to be torture ): DISLIKE.!! DAAAD why don't you go swim yourself. I don't want to. Well the only part I like is that I can use it for my gym hours... BUT still! I am pissed. I hate it when people try to control my life. So please don't. It annoys me.
JHHHHEZZZZ DAD how come you never care about my feelings?? Like UGGGH!! !!! ! ! ! ! ! ! !! ! ! !
I don't like swimmming and I DO NOT want to swim on Mondays at some weird time! KAAY Like what if I got a test the next day? Want me to fail to something?? I don't want too put time into something I don't like doing and yet you still make me do it. Why?? Like honestly. You think its good for me but I DON'T CARE! I DON'T WANT TO DO IT, THAT'S ALL I KNOW. Good thing I got spares second semester but still. FUCKKKKKKK SCREW YOOOUUU !!!! AHHHHH IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOWWW! ! ! ! ! ! !! ! ! ! FML
Next year is going to be torture ): DISLIKE.!! DAAAD why don't you go swim yourself. I don't want to. Well the only part I like is that I can use it for my gym hours... BUT still! I am pissed. I hate it when people try to control my life. So please don't. It annoys me.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Life is full of desires.
When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard," I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what?"- Sydney J. Harris
Life is full of desires. We want a LOT of things but in truth, do we really need it?? Take the time and actually think about it. I admit. I want to cell phone but in reality I don't need it. Like every day I go to and from school and I cant even use my cell in class. Then after school I'm usually home, I got the computer. So in truth, I don't need it but I WANT it. Wanting something can actually getting it is a totally different story. Can you afford it? Better question, can your PARENTS afford it? I know my parents cant. I don't want to put too much financial pressure on my parents. I want a cell phone but I don't want to work. I'm lazy! If I have to get a job ( which I don't really need to) I want a job that is less work but have a high salary. That's like impossible! LOLOL but anyhow, I have decided that I am going to get a job. I WANT A cell phone!
Brought my gift for secret Santa today!! I hope she likes it lol! I was going to get Jessica a teddy bear but my dad said that's too kiddish so I stuck to the idea of getting her the harry potter book. Hope I brought the right one D: I like chapters. I want to work there but I don't think they are hiring.
GAAAAH Precal test tomorrow. Going to study now. OMMG and TVB awards on tv later! TOO many distractions :/ GOOO RAYMOND LAM! FUNG FOREVER ! :D
Life is full of desires. We want a LOT of things but in truth, do we really need it?? Take the time and actually think about it. I admit. I want to cell phone but in reality I don't need it. Like every day I go to and from school and I cant even use my cell in class. Then after school I'm usually home, I got the computer. So in truth, I don't need it but I WANT it. Wanting something can actually getting it is a totally different story. Can you afford it? Better question, can your PARENTS afford it? I know my parents cant. I don't want to put too much financial pressure on my parents. I want a cell phone but I don't want to work. I'm lazy! If I have to get a job ( which I don't really need to) I want a job that is less work but have a high salary. That's like impossible! LOLOL but anyhow, I have decided that I am going to get a job. I WANT A cell phone!
Brought my gift for secret Santa today!! I hope she likes it lol! I was going to get Jessica a teddy bear but my dad said that's too kiddish so I stuck to the idea of getting her the harry potter book. Hope I brought the right one D: I like chapters. I want to work there but I don't think they are hiring.
GAAAAH Precal test tomorrow. Going to study now. OMMG and TVB awards on tv later! TOO many distractions :/ GOOO RAYMOND LAM! FUNG FOREVER ! :D
Saturday, December 18, 2010
OMG I am such a fail.
I'm scared. I'm always scare to do things. Even the most simplest things! LIKE OMGG This is such a bad habit of mine. Kay well but then again I have A LOT of bad habits. Life is tooo hard for me :/
Maybe that's why. I always think about doing things but I never take any action. Like literally never lol I should take action. If all I ever do is think about the things I want to do they will NEVER happen if I don't do anything. I want to go to University of Toronto so I should study even harder than I already am. I want an ipod and cellphone so maybe I should go get a job. I want to travel. I want to share with the world every moment of happiness that I encounter. I want to smile.
I think I will just do my precal tomorrow. I just cant do it now because the computer is on.
See what I mean?
I'm scared. I'm always scare to do things. Even the most simplest things! LIKE OMGG This is such a bad habit of mine. Kay well but then again I have A LOT of bad habits. Life is tooo hard for me :/
Maybe that's why. I always think about doing things but I never take any action. Like literally never lol I should take action. If all I ever do is think about the things I want to do they will NEVER happen if I don't do anything. I want to go to University of Toronto so I should study even harder than I already am. I want an ipod and cellphone so maybe I should go get a job. I want to travel. I want to share with the world every moment of happiness that I encounter. I want to smile.
I think I will just do my precal tomorrow. I just cant do it now because the computer is on.
See what I mean?
"What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?"- Vincent van Gogh
Chinese Test today was horrible LOL It was hard and why fill in the blanks? ): The sub teacher was really nice though. I like him (: LOL He gave me one answer. Then we went and join the grade 12 class to play games. HAHAHA I gave up in the middle. I couldn't remember! hahah miss having class with the grade 12's. AWWH and next year I am going to miss having class with the grade 10's :P They make my Saturday's interesting! Went and visit grandparents lol They have us cash :P
Just finish watching Beyond The Realm of Conscience episode 13 lol because I missed it last night. I watched the beginning of episode 14. It was SOOO intense. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Time to do some precal homework.
My lips are getting better now. But its still so itchy. ALWAYS read carefully and I mean ALWAYS before you APPLY anything onto your face..! :/
Chinese Test today was horrible LOL It was hard and why fill in the blanks? ): The sub teacher was really nice though. I like him (: LOL He gave me one answer. Then we went and join the grade 12 class to play games. HAHAHA I gave up in the middle. I couldn't remember! hahah miss having class with the grade 12's. AWWH and next year I am going to miss having class with the grade 10's :P They make my Saturday's interesting! Went and visit grandparents lol They have us cash :P
Just finish watching Beyond The Realm of Conscience episode 13 lol because I missed it last night. I watched the beginning of episode 14. It was SOOO intense. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Time to do some precal homework.
My lips are getting better now. But its still so itchy. ALWAYS read carefully and I mean ALWAYS before you APPLY anything onto your face..! :/
一千年以后 - 林俊杰
一千年以后 - 林俊杰
心 跳乱了节奏 梦也不自由
爱 是个绝对承诺 不说 撑到一千年以后
放任无奈 淹没尘埃
我在废墟之中守着你走来 喔
我的泪光 承载不了 喔
所有一切你要的爱(所有一切你需要的爱)
因为在 一千年以后 世界早已没有我
无法深情挽着你的手 浅吻着你的额头
别等到 一千年以后 所有人都遗忘了我
那时红色黄昏的沙漠 能有谁
解开缠绕千年的寂寞 缠绕千年的寂寞
心 跳乱了节奏 梦也不自由
爱 是个绝对承诺 不说 撑到一千年以后
放任无奈 淹没尘埃
我在废墟之中守着你走来 喔
我的泪光 承载不了 喔
所有一切你要的爱(所有一切你需要的爱)
因为在 一千年以后 世界早已没有我
无法深情挽着你的手 浅吻着你的额头
别等到 一千年以后 所有人都遗忘了我
那时红色黄昏的沙漠 能有谁
解开缠绕千年的寂寞 缠绕千年的寂寞
一千年以后 One thousand years later.
I actually wonder. How will this world be like, one thousand years later? Its not going to be the same as right now. That I know.
Where will I be? ......
Friday, December 17, 2010
Experience is how life catches up with us and teaches us to love and forgive each other.- Judy Collins
Bad day and good day. The bad thing about today is that I got this really bad rash on my face! D: It looks soooo bad like OMFG. I wanted to skip soooo bad today but nah, I wanted to go to precal and get some updates and reviews for our test on Monday. History test was just B.S just saying lol! My face still hurts. FMMML! What if I look like this for the rest of my life??? OMMMG I rather die! D:
Just got back like half an hour ago from polo with friends. We were going to go bowling too but apparently some loser rented the ENTIRE place. PSSH! Brought rice and bubble tea. I love bubble tea. But not a really good mixture with rice lol. Overall pretty awesome day. That is after school. OHHH AND I got 55/60 on my evolution take home test. ( well its take home lol) But yeah I'm so happy I got a good mark, Bio was never really my thing.
He can make me smile. I think I'm starting to like him. But I need some time to get my feelings sorted out completely. I don't want to make a mistake again and waste our time. But I think I AM actually starting to like him. I don't know what part of him that makes me feel attracted to him. Maybe it is his personality and the way he talks. He is always so sweet and willing to listen. I can tell him ALMOST everything. I just know he is someone to me. I'm scared to like him because I know he doesn't like me back the way I do. Sometimes it hurts to know that all the time I spend thinking about him, he doesn't even think of me. I'm starting to get lost. I hope I find my way out soon, before it gets too deep.
Chinese test tomorrow. OHyeaah I an going to fail LOOOL ! "I" Life is waay to hard for me.
Bad day and good day. The bad thing about today is that I got this really bad rash on my face! D: It looks soooo bad like OMFG. I wanted to skip soooo bad today but nah, I wanted to go to precal and get some updates and reviews for our test on Monday. History test was just B.S just saying lol! My face still hurts. FMMML! What if I look like this for the rest of my life??? OMMMG I rather die! D:
Just got back like half an hour ago from polo with friends. We were going to go bowling too but apparently some loser rented the ENTIRE place. PSSH! Brought rice and bubble tea. I love bubble tea. But not a really good mixture with rice lol. Overall pretty awesome day. That is after school. OHHH AND I got 55/60 on my evolution take home test. ( well its take home lol) But yeah I'm so happy I got a good mark, Bio was never really my thing.
He can make me smile. I think I'm starting to like him. But I need some time to get my feelings sorted out completely. I don't want to make a mistake again and waste our time. But I think I AM actually starting to like him. I don't know what part of him that makes me feel attracted to him. Maybe it is his personality and the way he talks. He is always so sweet and willing to listen. I can tell him ALMOST everything. I just know he is someone to me. I'm scared to like him because I know he doesn't like me back the way I do. Sometimes it hurts to know that all the time I spend thinking about him, he doesn't even think of me. I'm starting to get lost. I hope I find my way out soon, before it gets too deep.
Chinese test tomorrow. OHyeaah I an going to fail LOOOL ! "I" Life is waay to hard for me.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
I hate you
I hate you. I hate you so much. I WANT TO STAB YOU! KILL YOU AND MURDER YOU !!!!! I WANT TO RIP UP YOUR HOMEWORK AND BURN DOWN YOUR LOCKER !!!!!! I WANT TO DELETE YOU OFF MY FACEBOOK. I WANT TO DELETE YOU FROM MY LIFE!!! YOU HEAR ME?? YOU CREEEEP! UGHGHGHGHGHGGH
honestly stop sending me the wrong signals if your not going to talk to me. kay? jheez. your getting my hopes up and yet at the same time breaking it just like that? What are you thinking ? Like honestly! If you have no time for me then don't even talk to me in the first place kay. I always make time for you. Its so stupid. I give up. I hate that I have to make things up just to talk to you. Your just wasting my time. jheezz.
So apparently tomorrow is my grandma's birthday. These Chinese birthdays are so hard to keep track of. Why is my life like this?? Everything seems to be coming all at once. I cant keep up. AHHHHHH ! I made plans tomorrow to go bowling with my friends and OMG I don't even know anymore. I wish time can stop right at this moment. Like god man I need a break so bad. Otherwise I am going to die! :/ LIKE FUCK!. ...
honestly stop sending me the wrong signals if your not going to talk to me. kay? jheez. your getting my hopes up and yet at the same time breaking it just like that? What are you thinking ? Like honestly! If you have no time for me then don't even talk to me in the first place kay. I always make time for you. Its so stupid. I give up. I hate that I have to make things up just to talk to you. Your just wasting my time. jheezz.
So apparently tomorrow is my grandma's birthday. These Chinese birthdays are so hard to keep track of. Why is my life like this?? Everything seems to be coming all at once. I cant keep up. AHHHHHH ! I made plans tomorrow to go bowling with my friends and OMG I don't even know anymore. I wish time can stop right at this moment. Like god man I need a break so bad. Otherwise I am going to die! :/ LIKE FUCK!. ...
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