Dang.. I miss blogging ): I will catch up on all my entries over this winter break! too many wonderful moments to forget. For example: Last winter concert of high school ): It was wonderful but I shall dwell on that a few days from now. :)

Time to start timing myself for reading the English provincial exams stuff thingys

I feel like I have no sense of direction right now. Don't know what to do, don't know what I want... I dislike this feeling.

Part two math cumulative today :S Wish me luck guys

i am so sleepy. can't do anything right -_-

revised wish list - for my sister

Ø circle scarf
Ø socks *
Ø Domo
Ø necklaces (ones from Garage. heart charm or love charm necklace) *
Ø Animal Toque or mitts.*
Ø Yoshi
Ø Gift card to Garage
Ø Gift Card to Forever 21
Ø Gift Card to Chapters
Ø Those long cylinder pillow thingys
Ø Asian Things or anything thats cute
Ø Pillow pet *
Ø Spartan Hoodie or Sweats
Ø Belt
Ø Nice sweaters or cardigan from Garage or anything nice X)

* might buy for myself
hope it helps

Off to school now ~

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Grad is so expensive

Right now I have to save up for

• remaining payment of the grad ring
• dinner and dance ticket
• grad photos
• grad dress shoppng

I already paid my grad fee which was $125! Didn't know that grad was this expensive :S but time again money comes and money goes. You only get to graduate once from high school. Its a one in a life time thing and I really want to make this one a memorable one. To be honest high school gave me more than I can ever imagine having. I met some of the greatest friends forever. I will remember them for life. <3

Hello December (:

I'm so behind in everything!! I miss blogging! I miss sleeping in more. zZZZZz When I have time I will get this up to date! A lot has happened since the last time I updated hehe :D

Anyway 25 more days until Christmas :D I'm so excited. I'm excited for my sushi date with him, excited for secret Santa exchanges, excited for our Christmas concert. December just makes me feel so excited :))

I can't believe that 2011 is almost coming to an end. So much has happened this year. It was good and bad. Wonderful ups and terrible downs. I wonder what 2012 has to offer me. It will definitely be a new opening to my life because of university.

I will start from home and end back at home. Its all in the long run. Patience is a virtue.

Shopping with no money is so sad...

I went shopping today! :) Although I didn't buy anything for myself. HAHA YEAH I hate how everything I like is so expensive DDD:

But... I still miss you. <3

Happy Belated Birthday Mayanne :D

LOL I was actually looking forward to having pizza today but changed of plans and we ended up at buffet square instead which was also fun. Although I wish I never tried that spicy sushi :S HMM Maybe I should celebrate my birthday at Boston Pizza or Magic Sushi lol but my dad wants me to go to Red Lobster. hmm I still have 4 months to decide :D

* I scared myself sometimes lol

We went to this school's park and they played games but him & I we just sat there. I was too lazy to play. He probably wanted to play lol but it made me happy that he choose to sit with me instead :) hehe We went to garden city and just walked around LOL I can be so awkward sometimes. O_O

revised updated wishlist number 1

• I still want a hippo LOL hmm  thinking of getting myself a hippo pillow pet. Kill two birds with one stone :D
• Garage Gift Card 
• Forever 21 Gift Card
• Animal Mitts / Toque 
• DOMO
  
• YOSHI I like all these ASIAN things


• ASIAN THINGS ^_^ 

TO BUY 

• For my mother- a scarf
• Father - Those mugs from Tim Hortons lol my sister & I said we will get that for him every year we always end up not D:
• Flowers for grandparents 
• Mitts for Sister
• I don't know what I'm getting my bro -_-
• Hippo for myself or that bag from garage lol
• Secret Santa gifts :D
• And something for him hmmm I don't know what to get him. I don't want to just get him a book. Guys are so hard to shop for. Wish he had more interests LOL 

SO FRUSTRATED DD!! FRICK I HONESTLY DONT MEAN IT .. JHEEEEZZZZZ )))))): SO PISSED AT MYSELF

Travelling the World with him 8)

Wish List revise number 1

No specific order

• Hippo
• Pillow Pet
• Yoshi
• Domo
• GRG gift cards / bag
• Hippo
• Asian things O_O  
• Canada Mitts 
• Hippo
• Socks
• Music Box 
• Hippo

• Hippopotamus

Wish List

No specific order

• Hippo
• Hippo
• Hippo
• Hippo
• Hippo 

Happy Birthday Aaron Gabriel!

AS IF CARLETON actually called my house... Should I go? Should I apply? I don't even know ... But it's like right there... I mean... I don't want to regret but I also don't want to regret going. And to be honest I still want to go to U of T. Where is life going to take me?

After school I went to the library with him! LOL the times and moments I spend with him :P HMM Today I have come to my conclusions that I have trouble focusing. D: everything is so distracting -_- After that we went to safeway to greet Aaron.

And I missed the phone call from Carleton because I was out haha.. Its okay though. I mean going there is just a thought but actually going there is totally something I need to take time and consider about. I always seem so carefree and what not but really it matters to me and I go care where I want to go.

                       
I like her hair and her outfit. Seriously got to go to Korea and shop and maybe get a new haircut.

Lets go back to 11/11/11

2011 年 11 月 11 日 星期五

Lest we Forget. 

11/11/11… A day that I will never forget. It was a day filled with surprises. It was a day filled with tender moments. It was a day so short yet so long yet so memorable to forget. It was a day that will be forever engraved in my head, engraved into my heart, engraved into my memories.

It’s kind of like a scene from a Korean drama. It almost seems to unrealistic yet I can almost remember every detail about it yet some part seems to be just allusions. Perhaps it was. It started off like this:

He was late. I came out and I told him that he was late only to find him presenting a rose in front of me. I was so very surprised. I felt so cheesed. It was the first time that someone ever brought flowers for me. I couldn’t stop smiling. He even opened the door to his car for me. It was so cute. We then went to Asia City to eat dinner. He paid for my food too. He also went and got us plates and other utensils. He was such a gentleman. Before we got back into his car I gave him a hug. We just stood there for like 5 minutes or so. It was just us two under the dark gentle sky. Although it was cold I didn’t really feel the cool freeze. It felt warm on the inside and I was so cheesed by him. We went to watch Stupid Crazy Love after. It was quite an interesting movie. He put his arm around me. It was like he has done that like a thousand times. It felt so natural and so right at that moment to have his arm around me. Throughout the movie I felt his thumb brushing up against my hand. It felt so… familiar. After the movie ended we just sat there for like 5 minutes in the dark. We also gave each other hugs. He drove me back home. Throughout the ride back I kept replaying everything that has happened that night. It was somewhat bittersweet but it was more to the sweet side yet a sense of bitter for I fear what time has yet to offer me.He stopped in front of my house. I gave him one last hug before I left. Surprisingly he asked to kiss me before I left. Without realizing I said yes and it happened. It was so tender. It felt almost unreal or perhaps too real to be true.

So that was my night. It was way more memorable than I thought it would turn out to be. It is going to be something that I would carry on for the rest of my life. Whatever happens happens and I’m glad to have this memory with me.     

Finished all my homework early for absolutely no reason at all. Just no reason at all. Reasonless. Pointless. Meaningless.

I mean.. I finished early because I wanted to talk to him later.. But I guess shit just happens. Yenno.. I mean... life isn't always the way you want it to be. You can't always live it accordingly. Even though I try.  Maybe I try too hard. Sometimes we don't have a choice at what life throws at us. We just have to try and dodge it.

So basically I spent my entire day doing homework kinda. Didn't go out with the fam... just homework.. but now I have the rest of the night doing nothing... Sleep early I guess. Why did I even bother finishing my IR yesterday? I have nothing to do now... I guess I'll read my chemistry textbook... don't wanna waste time. Time that I'll never get back.