"Never give up. And never, under any circumstances, face the facts".Ruth Gordon

I almost pass my bronze medallion course today. Fail by one. I did better than I thought I would do. But still I'm a little bit disappointed. I'm glad there is a redo for this exam otherwise I would have to repeat the whole thing! I actually did well for the spinal injury part. Pass the first time! I thought I was gonna do bad on that but instead I fail because of CPR. I was confident about that!! Went shopping today! Brought a new t-shirt and shorts at bluenotes. Also brought these things that makes your teeth whiter (: Also brought Iced Capp!! I also saw this bag at Aldo. It was $30.00. I want it!!! I think I'm gonna complete all these life saving courses. Then I can become a life guard and earn some extra cash. Really in need of money right now. Too many beautiful clothes, bags and shoes waiting for me. Cousins over right now. I memorize my speech for English! YAY! I just hope I don't blank out tomorrow :S I'm also kind of excited to get my cumulative back tomorrow. I think I did well. 70+.But no matter what happens tomorrow I'm just gonna try my best for the speech and hope for the best. Sometimes if you try it shows.

Aaron Yan - Dang! hes cute (:

Saturdays arent my days

“A bad day is just a day where you have been thinking more negative thoughts than positive ones.” -- Unknown Author

I always seem to be in a bad mood on Saturdays. I don't want to but I just am. Geeeez. Chinese school today, only 6 people came. Teach little kids names of animals. Its harder than it looks. I don't want to become a teacher and if I was a teacher I want to teach grade 5 because well, if you teach high school and junior high you have to correct exams. Its hard to get the little kids to listen to you and plus I get annoyed really easy. But I don't want to become a teacher. My grandma wants me too. But I don't want to so I'm not going to. End of story. My mom was pissing me off again. Asking me all these random shit questions. I got annoy at my grandma because she is making all these stupid comments but I didn't say anything because well, shes my grandma and she wasnt even talking to me. When my dad came to pick us up from grandma's, my brother forgot his DSI! AGAIN ! What the hell! Like seriously. He always seem to forget something. And grandma said that WE should get it FOR him. What the hell? No way man, I'm not his mom! Don't bring it next time that's what I advise. And I have to memorize a speech from A midsummer night's dream and stupid swimming exam tomorrow and I also have a biology lab due soon. So stress and pissed! OMG swimming exam tomorrow. I hope I pass. But no matter what happens tomorrow Im just gonna try my best and hope I get lucky.

I love my friends

"Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end, and somewhere in the middle we became the best of friends". ~Author Unknown

Cumulative today was pretty good actually. I think I did good on it. I hope my mark goes up. Brought a cookie for lunch. Brain dissection today in biology. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was but it smelled bad. It was pretty interesting though. Somewhat. lol I didn't do much though and I dontt mind. Did our presentations today in English. I didn't say anything. After school went to my friend Jessica Trans house. Peggy, Helen, Patricia and Mayanne was there as well. We prank call Emman and Andrew Tang. LOL we made a really good speech from our precal teacher. We were gonna to tell Andrew that he failed his cumulative by one percent ! Then we walked to Andrew's house and rang the doorbell. He knew we were coming so he left the house and went for a walk. So we decide to go to the park. We played banana split. It was fun. LOL I love my Friends. Peggy was so scared of cankerworms that she brought an umbrella with her. We also ate spring rolls. It was good. And on facebook we looked though pictures of Andrew. HAHAH Its so funny. Pretty good day I must say. We were also on You Tube. We were looking at korean group Beast and Justin Bieber.

"The problem with doing nothing is not knowing when you're finished".- Benjamin Franklin

Spare today. LOL Library with friends. Talk about future and Harvard. Winifred said he can see Andrew at Harvard and I saw " as a janitor" LOL good times with them. Sure gonna miss them next year. Hope we can have gym together again. Math cumulative part 1. Mental math and multiple choice. I think I got 70%+. I compare some of my answers with my sister for multiple choice and I think I already got 5 wrong. Long answers tomorrow. I think I will do well. No, I WILL DO WELL. I dont have a choice now but to do well. I was reviewing my last cumulative and I was so mad at myself for getting those easy questions wrong and not reading questions carefully. So pissed. But I cant change the past but tomorrow is yet unknown. Aja AJa fighting! Looking for new hairstyles on YouTube. Haha wanting a change. So does my friend Mark Ortega, he wants a new haircut over summer. Summer... come already!

S.H.E - 怎么办

S.H.E - Zen Me Ban 怎么办 MV . Hana Kimi 花樣少年少女主 Theme Song.Good drama.Watching this reminds me of good old hana kimi times!

a picture I saw on facebook

“The course of true love never did run smooth - a Midsummer's nights dream” - William Shakespeare

In Precal today we reviewed domain and range. I understand it now. Sort of. Spare tomorrow for gym. YES! I can study and review for cumulative tomorrow. Part one tomorrow. Its mental math and multiple choice. I have confidence for multiple choice. its mental math and long answers that I'm worried about. But no matter when happens tomorrow I'm just gonna try my best and hope for the best. English the entire afternoon. We get to listen to Beatrice Culleton the author of April Raintree, share her thoughts and talk about her life. Just from listening I know that she has been through a hard life. She was taken away from her parents when she was young and discriminated because of her culture. Everyone has been through ups and downs some part pf their life. Some experience more and some less. Her life back then might not have been a great one but now she has a family and her a lot of people has read her books. She was also able to see her parents again. The future is really unexpected. You really never know. After school went to the orthodontist. He was pissed because I broke my retainers again. Have to get them fixed next week. Went to portage after. Saw Sisler students there! WOW what a coincidence. LOL. Ate fried rice, drank Iced Capp and tacobell (:

Bang Bang Tang. I love WANG ZI ♥

Hacken Lee 李克勤 "萬年孤寂" MV

萬年孤寂 by Hacken . Really good song. Lyrics are meaningful. I was listening to this song on my way to school today and it was stuck in my head for the entire day, so I figure I'll search up the music video which i found and it's pretty interesting. The girl is pretty.

Excited this week

A lot of things are happening this week and I'm pretty excited about. I think its gonna be a pretty well experienced week. I hope everything goes well.

• Doing a brain dissection in Biology class ( not excited but curious)
• Meeting Beatrice Culleton - Author of April Raintree
• English presentation for A midsummer night's dream
• Teaching little kids at Chinese school - workshop
• Math cumulative on Thursday and Friday
• Orthodontist tomorrow - not excited but looking forward for an Iced Capp
• Bronze Medallion exam on Sunday- not excited either no offence :P
• Going to my friend Jessica's house on Friday

"Don't wait for some magic gift. Share what you are, dare to be vulnerable, and you will find people who count you among their deepest friends". -Let God Love You

Got 71% on the math test. I almost got the bonus right! Forgot the minus sign!! I'm pretty satisfied with my test mark. Did well on test, now for cumulative. I can do it, if you think you can, you can! Gym today we played ultimate Frisbee. I cant really aim right. In English we finish watching A midsummer night's dream. HAha Bottom is funny! I like the part when they perform the play. Its has humour. Andrew found out that I lied to him yesterday that bio is due today. He told Aaron it was due and Aaron was trying to finish today at lunch in the library and Aira, Aaron's sister told him it wasn't due. So that's how they figure it out. I feel kind of bad now. LOL oh well. I cant beleive its June already. Exams are near. Then summer. And summer means Toronto!!

Miracle- Super Juniors

"Life couldn't get better " LOL I love the chorus of this song.

F.T Island ♥

"All things are difficult before they are easy". -Thomas Fuller

Precal test today was, well, I cant say it was hard but I cant say it was easy either. Average I guess. I think I got 70+ though. I hope I guess right. Spare today again for gym. Andrew was sitting alone so I went and sit with him. I'm so nice! JK :D I was asking him a biology question. Talk about our careers. I seriously cannot decide what I want to be when I grow up. I just don't know. I want to become a heart doctor so I could understand more about the heart. My grandma has heart problems and it can be inherited. I just want to understand it more. That's why I was a bit interested when we studied the circulatory system in bio class. But then I also want to become an architect. I want to design my own house. I am actually interested in this field. Design and stuff. But I didn't really do that well in drafting. I also thought about studying law. I can use it against people that annoy me and I also want this world to become more fair. GEEEZ! I really don't know! Cannot decide. I just want to enjoy the last two years of high school. I don't think I can though in terms of homework. Got 74.5/75 on my English journals!! (:

CHOI MIN HWAN again! :D:D

CHOI MIN HWAN :D

"You have to expect things of yourself before you can do them." -Michael Jordan

Pretty long day today, Especially swimming. So tired. Practice lots today. I can get to the bottom of the pool now. Kind of. Exam next week for this course. FML!!! I wonder how my destiny is gonna be like next week. I'm already prepare to repeat Bronze medallion. I don't really want to continue swimming but I feel like I spend too much time in this area to stop at this point. My parents spend a lot of money that's for sure. But I don't know. We'll see. I don't want to do things that I will regret in my life. I'm gonna treat everyday like its my last day and live life to the fullest. Take all the chances and go for all the opportunities. Maybe today can be your last day. You never know. If you have something to say to someone just say it, otherwise you might not have another chance to say it. Take chances. I found out what that guy name is, at Chinese school that "used to say hi to me". His name is Roy Hu. I don't stalk him, I just happen to see his profile on a group that I join on facebook. Its a group for Chinese school. I don't want to add him because well I don't know if he remembers me and besides he doesn't even say hi to me anymore. But I still want to be friends with him. I like meeting new people. It takes a lot of fate to actually meet a friend or even just a random stranger if you think about it. Don't hesitate! Just do what you want to do. Don't do things that you will regret. I'm planning to say Hi to him before this school year ends for Chinese school. Control fate. Don't let it control you. I don't want to lose this friendship. And he goes to university of Manitoba so he can help me with homework :D. Anyhow, I'm done my biology assignment now to start studying for math test and cumulative and exam... Im wondering if I should make a formspring? I kind of want to. You only get to live once you know. But if you live it well, once is enough.

五月二十九日 星期五 雨天

"You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough. -Joe Lewis"

Pretty good day today. Even though it was raining hard. Like the entire day. Its like raining cats and dogs. I was going to make it my facebook status but someone else already took it!!! In Chinese school today we play a game. We have to get into groups so by our self and look for clues around the school to find pieces of a missing puzzle. My partner was Steph Liang. We lost a piece lol. We also exchanged some answers with our other classmates. ;) It was pretty fun but it was hard. I found an envelope under the pay phone and then one of our classmate came and we pretend to "examine" the phone. LOLOLOL In terms of grades I didn't do really well this year but I got something more. I met a lot of new Friends. I learn that it takes a lot of team work to put together a drama and perform it well. I laugh so much this year. all the games we play. I even learn about China's geography! My teacher is pretty cool. She is easy to get along. So are the people in the grade 11 class, that's why we were able to put together a play. I'm so going to miss this class. I wish our class can be combined again next year. Its great to be with them again. They make me laugh and smile. Forget about pressure at school. I never thought I say this but I'm actually going to miss Chinese school mostly because of them.