I've been thinking....

I've been thinking,
What if I said yes back then instead of no
What would we be now?

I've been wondering,
I'd always see you after school and you seem so happy
Is it because you have given up and moved on?

I've been saying to myself
I will not regret the choices that I made
Because it was once what I wanted

But Now
I've been hoping
that you will talk to me again
and message me like you used to when I'm online

I've been wishing
that you will give me another chance
one more chance to make that choice again

I've been praying
praying that I can go back in time
and remake my decisions

I just want to tell you
                     that I've
                            have been thinking about you.   
                                                                                   - carmenwang