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ALL I want to do right now is focus on my physics test and my physics studying! But I don't know why but I find studying for this subject is really hard. It's sort of like math. Kay what am I saying? Physics is math in general but with more terminology. What am I doing here? I should go study, achieve my careers, live life and move on. Time always goes forward and not backwards and so is life. I will not look back. I will only remember the happy memories and not the sad ones. I will not be held back by my past or some "curse". It was stupid of me to think that. I believe that everything happens for a reason. Maybe perhaps we are not meant to be. I can feel that but I just won't admit it. I hate losing to fate because fate is not directly in your control. Can we really control our fate and destiny? Or is everything all planned out already and we just live it? Can we really wish someone that we like happiness when in turn you want that happiness to be with you? Can you really love someone without asking for anything return? I don't think I can do it.