This hurts 

You don't even know. I really miss how things used to be between us. How we can just talk casually with nothing between us and now you don't even want to talk to me anymore. And it's hurts. I can't help but to think that this is my fault. why am I such a burden to everyone? :'( I feel so sad right now... Gaaaaaah I hate this feeling. Go away. Please. :( don't come back. 

If he doesn't want to talk I can't do anything about it. It just feels so sudden and it's hurts... :/ fml.