MY JOURNAL 大家好!! 謝謝你參觀我的日誌. 請留下留言. ♥ 我的戀愛日記♥ =D 笑! ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪

Friday, October 15, 2010

想 ....

I swear

Biology is ruining my life! FML FML FML FML Its so complicated. I thought I get it but just doing my biology assignment for 30 minutes just now is killing me!!! FUCK ! I don't wanna guess the answers though (like always). I actually wanna get it. I want to succeed in biology 40s!!

我想

我想要幸福
我想要簡單的幸福
我何時遇見他??

《陳柏宇》再見不再見

Jason's new mv! wait for his album to come out :)

Pretty good day today. Not much going on but yeah.

So in precal today we learn about absolute values. YEah, pretty interesting? LOL Got 36/36 on my accounting quiz LOL even though it was take home xD Hang out with my friends at lunch today. It was awesome. I love them LOL and our silly conversations. So apparently I did my bibliography wrong FML and so I had to retype it during history class but good thing I still made it in time xD thanks Jessica Tran for telling me lol And I so failed that history quiz we did today! FML In biology class Warnick gave us all 2 bonus marks!! For just being there lol xD because a lot of people left for the football game lol SO happy :) first time getting bonus marks in biology class. :P changing my blog background today!

Goals for this weekend

  • finish up biology assignment
  • start study reviews for precal cumulative
  • find out accounting homework

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I AM FINALLY DONE MY HISTORY ESSAY :)) SO HAPPY. I'M PRETTY SATISFIED WITH IT!

It turned out better than I expected it to be ! so proud :)

Well time to finish up accounting and study for history quiz tomorrow ):
Everything seem to be stacking up ): all my work and confusion about the work..



But yeah today wasn't a bad day, it was just really long. Just finished my math homework :) So proud. Finished every single question XD for once lol Sucks next week for me. My math cumulative is on the same day as my choir workshop and I really want to go to the workshop but I really want to do well on my math cumulative. This cumulative decides my future you know!!! Accounting was bad today. I'm starting to get clueless on what we are doing. I should start paying attention now. Biology class was actually pretty interesting today. We each had to write a lagging strand paragraph. We all picked Cory's paragraph :P because we had to get into groups and we actually didn't get bad of a mark. Actually it was funny! History was pretty slack today ( like always :P) We had a sub.



Well I should finish typing my 17 paragraph history essay now :D might take awhile -_-

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Bruno Mars- Just the way you are

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are

The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah

Monday, October 11, 2010

I feel so free right now! Havent felt like this in awhile :) it feels great XD so after finally sorting out all my thoughts about life I'm starting to do better in all my courses. Mostly math, biology is still hardcore. Too much to remember and memorize! Life is all simple but we make it complicated.But its all good now. I feel better than ever ( doesn't really make sense) Gonna work hard in school and get into U of T! Toronto life is a life that I really want. It mean theres Asian malls filled with Asian things !!! :D Theres like bubble tea everywhere and I'm loving the Chinatown. You can sing karaoke and work at CN tower and shop at Eaton Center!! I look towards the future.

Happy 10/10/10 day. Well it was yesterday but SO WHAT ! next time it's 10/10/10 day it will be in 1000 years. That's so long LOL

:D


raymond lam XD


Happy ThanksGiving Everyone XD

Happy Thanks Giving everyone. I'm up so early, well because my parents aren't home XD

I didn't feel so well last night, my stomach was hurting ): so sad but I feel better now, time to hit the books again. "I"

I should make plans today LOL But I really gotta start my history essay....

Sunday, October 10, 2010

what a driving day LOL

In the morning went "drink tea" with grandma and cousins XD it was fun LOL Miss the good old times

Then after went to Portage Place to watch Toopy and Binoo. Well my brother wants to watch it. Stayed there for about half an hour. Then I LOL drive to Kildonan Place. Its so scary driving across the bridge. FML Brought 2 t-shirts today :)) So happy. Also learn abit about sewing today XD can become handy in life LOL
WAiting for Jade and the Pearl to load. SO slow ): but excited to watch XD

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Today was a pretty original day. In the morning went to polo park! SO SAD ): the cardigan I saw on the garage site was not on sale in stores!!! WTF ): So disappointed. Eat at burger king (again -_-). Brought a poutine! It was good but still I like KFC better :P Went to dollarama. I brought pens, sticky notes and white out!!! OMG I LOVE THE PENS. SO many different colours. LOL

As I was doing my history homework I wanted to watch a movie. Tomorrow I'm gonna watch Jade and The Pearl! RAYMOND LAM IS IN IT !!! OMMMG I miss him XD and on Monday I'm gonna watch curse of the golden flower. But of course, gonna finish my homework first -_-

Friday, October 8, 2010

Yearning Of The Heart (Boys Over Flowers OST

Kay, I really got to watch this drama LOL

new blackberry torch 9800 smartphone


My future phone!

I want the new blackberry torch 9800 smartphone!!!! :D
Finally this week ended. LONG WEEKEND ! :D SO HAPPY But I got a lot of work to do
  • my 17 paragraph history essay -_-
  • my long biology assignment
  • precal

So much work. My work habit is kinda bad but then again I have 3 whole days to do it! Today was a pretty good day. In the morning I got page to the office to get another go card LOL that's weird ! :P I have two now xD Got %94 on my history test. That's kinda bad no offence LOL But oh well at least I passed!

OMG I like really wanna go shopping. Like so bad ): I wanna spend. I wanna buy clothes ( even though I have a lot already) I'm such a shame but its so hard not to buy! But shopping makes up a good part of my life and I plan to work next year!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

OMG finally the cardigan I saw at garage is on sale! LIKE OMMMG !!! AHHHH so happpy!! :)) I'm so getting it. I might get two ;) AHH so happy right now

Math test today. It wasn't too bad but I'M pretty sure I lost marks for two questions. -_-

Early dismissal today :)) trying to do biology right now and yeah, kinda failing.... facebook is such a distraction. I want to go shopping. so bad! LIKE OMG ): so sad...

Sunday, October 3, 2010

What a day. So in the morning , sister, dad ,mom and I just talk about well discuss random things. Like Shirley ( my sister) having a boyfriend and then the topic just got really weird like getting pregnant during high school. I personally disagree with that and I think its wrong but that is just my own personal opinion so I have no say. The topic just got reallly weird -_-

Curse graphing but I finally got it now Feels awesome to finally get something you don't understand. And today I cleared out all my thoughts and got my life back together once again and a special thanks to Steven Chan. So after spending a afternoon with him at the library I finally understand more how to graph stupid sine and cosine. More confident now for the test on Tuesday! :)) He really has a lot of patience. I mean it takes me really long to actually remember how to do something and actually understanding it. LOL He also gave me a ride home too. So nice of him. Otherwise I had to walk home in the stupid wind -_- which I dislike more than rain. Dang! he drives good, way better than me. Kinda fast though. LOL Its COOL !!! Gonna finish math now and maybe get a start in biology. Hope Steven finishes his lab.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

My day was pretty good today. I cant say its bad but I'm just too depressed right now ):

At Chinese school today we talked about words and played games. My partner was Fung lol now that's a first.

Suppose to visit grandpa that passed away almost 20 years from now. Wonder how he is doing.. I Miss Him, wish he was still here.

I'm so sad at this moment. I don't get how you graph sine and cosine. I got it yesterday, now I don't get it. Why me?? Why do I have such a bad memory. Why am I so stupid, jheez. I hate myself. I rather learn it now then later but I just don't get it. Its just so hard on me. I can feel tears in my eyes right now. I wanna cry. I rather avoid then face it. Its such a bad habit of mine. But I just don't get it. Crying actually is making me feel worse than before. Makes me wanna cry even more. ): I'm so sad..

Friday, October 1, 2010

Finally its Friday, what a long week. Next week is worst. Its just not gonna end, no offence ):

Forgot to get my notes back. FML~ Had a history test and totally forgot about it. I knew it! Why do I have to have such a bad memory. CARMEN WANG REMEMBER THINGS !!!! HONESTLY

OMG I wanna go shopping and buy this bag at garage! ): I totally forgot to buy it last week. OMG I hate my memory :S FMMML

So this morning in the library, I got ditched by my sister -_- so I went to the library to study and number 9 was there lol :) (he came in i mean) its kind of hard to forgot about him since him I liked him since grade 8. But we are like totally impossible. I know it.... So its better to forget and right now I have met someone more important. As for number 9, I don't know if we will ever have a future. "I"

Thursday, September 30, 2010

30 stars = Thinking of you...
99 stars = Forever thinking of you...
100 stars = Full blessing from the heart...
520 stars = I love you...
1314 stars = Forever...