Happy New Years Eve Everyone

"Without some goal and some effort to reach it, no one can live."- Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Wow another year passed by like that. I cant believe 2010 is over already! There were ups and downs. I met new friends and teachers. There are moments that I will never forget. Next year is a brand new year which means a brand new start. No matter what I will face next year I will always try to look at it from a positive way. Even though it may be hard.
Actually, you don't have to wait for a brand new year to start over again. If you really want a fresh new start you can start anytime. As long as you are willing to try and this time I am willing to try. I will give it my best shot and live everyday to the fullest. I am going to let go and forget. I am going to start a new.

2010 gave me a lot of memories. I'm glad to experience it and it will always remain in my heart. Even though I made mistakes and regrets its already the past and there is nothing more I can do about it. The only thing I can do is to look forward and live happily. What does it mean to live? It means to live a happy life right? This year, I want to try things differently. I want to give myself a chance and everyone else around me. Sometimes to live a good life is to live with an open mind. I cant change my past but I can change the way I acknowledge problems in the future. If you are willing, anything can happen. Including miracles. You can change. 


Just smile and there is nothing you cant over come =D

Mischievous Kiss

gingerbread man

My sister gave this to me LOL. R.I.P Mr. gingerbread man. My mom ate it yesterday! LOL

Our 2010 Chirstmas Tree.

Goodbye 2010, until next year. I cant believe the year is over already. Time sure goes by fast. I wonder how next year will be like. I know there will be ups and downs but I will try my best to acknowledge it. Just smile and there is nothing you cant over come.

飛輪海-很安靜

MOMO LOVE
I wanna watch it :)

"I am on the side of the unregenerate who affirm the worth of life as an end in itself, as against the saints who deny it. "- Oliver Wendell Holmes

What a boring day. I managed to get to absolute values section today in precal. -_-" OMMG I swear, its way too long. :/

Added new songs to ipod today. I added one song called IZI GEU SOK EH SUH by IZI from Delightful Girl Choon Hyang. I was surfing on youtube. I miss this drama lots. It was good. Funny and cute. Love the plot. I remember getting pissed off at the evil guy and the evil girl. She was such a bitch! I don't remember if she turn good near the end or not. :P I love Korean dramas! And I must say Delightful Girl Choon Hyang was one of my favorites!! :)) I wanna watch momo love. I miss Jiro. ToGetHer is showing on tv!! I love that drama :)

Kim Hyun Joong.

Kim Hyun Joong from SS501. Also known as Baek Seung Jo from playful kiss. ♥ I love his smile so much. It melts my heart. (:



I wish he was my boyfriend lol



The true me

There are so many things I want to say to you. But I just cant bring myself to talk to you. Even if its just a simple hi. I know I'm boring, I'm not smart, I'm slow, I'm not talented, I over think, I'm not a committed person, I give up easily, I got no determination, I'm lazy, I spend A LOT , I take long showers, I swear, I yell a lot, I can be really rude sometimes and disrespectful.

And I cant promise you anything.

I want to be someone that can one day, go out and see the real world. I may always seem so carefree and I want to be but in reality I got a lot to think about. I often think about how my life will be after I graduate from high school. I think about when I will meet my prince charming and how will I meet him and what we will go through. I think about a lot of things. I just don't want you to know. I trust you and tell you things. But in the end you became one of my secrets. I'm still in search of answers. Answers that can help me define the meanings to life. A life worth living and fighting for.

I give my first love to you,Trailer

I give my first love to you

I hate movies with sad endings :/

"Live every act fully, as if it were your last."- Buddha

Almost done my precal homework. Painfully, I got to the second page -__-" I was going to start my history today but so much for that. I ended up watching a movie lol. I just finish watching it. Its called I give my first love to you. Its pretty good. Its so sad. OMMG I just hate it when someone dies in the movie or breaks up with the one he loves because he knows he is not going to live long. It hurts seeing the one that you love leave you when you still got so many things you want to do with them. It hurts so much. I never experienced that before but I once thought about it and I actually cried. I know I'm weak. I never said I was strong. In the movie the main guy said " there is a time limit to our love" I like that quote because its true for everyone. Death is not something that can be prevented. If it happens, then it happens. Sometimes we just got to let go. Its hard but I'm sure that the our loved ones would want to see us smiling and living on instead of crying and being in pain. Even though it hurts so much. I wonder how I will be when that time comes and I actually have to face it.

Watching this movie actually made me wonder something. What does it mean to live? The meaning of living a good life is different for everyone because everyone got different needs and desires. But what does it mean to live for me? All I ever wanted was a happy simple life but I can't seem to define the meaning behind it.

I love happy endings

"Without some goal and some effort to reach it, no one can live."- Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Went to portage place today. Shopping 3 days in a row. So dope! I'm so cashless now :/ Finally brought a case for my ipod. =DD Its hello kitty. I'll take a picture of it later and post. xDD Also brought a scarf today lol

Just finish watching mischievous kiss. I love this drama. Its so good. And the ending was so wonderful and cute. I love happy endings. I don't know what to watch next. D: 

It feels like I'm waiting for something. But I don't know what I'm waiting for. After watching this drama, I realized that I soon have to face the problems that Baek Seung Jo faced. And that problem is deciding where I want to head for in the future. I really don't know. There are just so many possibilities out there. Its so hard just to choose one. I want to head for something that is meaningful. But to be honest, I really got no clue. I don't know what to do man. I'm graduating in two years and I'm still so carefree and dreamless. I really wish time would slow down.

Playful Kiss Episode 13 Part 5

OMMG I love this part. My favorite part of this episode!!! Finally Baek Seung Jo

Mischievous Kiss

Mischievous Kiss

Mischievous Kiss

Isnt Baek Seung Jo cute =DD

Found this on facebook lol

Day at St.Vital with cousins

"I am on the side of the unregenerate who affirm the worth of life as an end in itself, as against the saints who deny it."- Oliver Wendell Holmes

What an interesting day today. LOL well today we went to St.Vital Mall with cousins and it was quite an amazing trip :)) I brought a cardigan from bluenotes and a hoodie from urban behaviour and lotion from bath and body works. Then we ate at A&W for lunch at the food court. Then some man came and asked me if I was Japanese. LOOOL And he told us about his trip to Japan which was pretty interesting. I wanna go to Japan someday too :) hahah He was nice and it was nice meeting him even though it was just for one day. I don't think I'll see him again in my life. We also saw our friend Jesse. We haven't seen her for quite some time now. It was such an interesting day I must say.

I am poorer than yesterday now. But OMG I love shopping. I cant help it. I keep on buying more and more things. Its fun :)) Going to watch my drama later. I'm getting to the good parts. SOOO EXCITED =DDD Going to watch tv first.

Might go shopping again tomorrow ;) YAYAYAY I need to buy a case for my ipod touch xD

Playful Kiss - Hugs & Kisses

Although I haven't gotten to some of the episodes yet, after watching this I really want to finish it. :) OMMG so excited!

Boxing Day

"One must work and dare if one really wants to live. "- Vincent van Gogh

Happy Boxing Day Everyone :))

Pretty good day today. I didn't want to wake up and go shopping today but I'm so glad I did. Even though waking up in the morning is so painful. LOL Our first stop was best buy and then old navy. Didnt buy anything there LOL Then we went to walmart. =O All the chocolates were gone D: Then we went to polo park. Brought a hoodie at hollister and a cardigan at America Eagle. Saw my friends there LOOOL :) And the best part about today was buying my ipod touch =DDDD Its like right in front of me right now. I need a case!!! I need money actually ): My dad also brought an ipad =PP

Mischievous Kiss episode 12 right now. Baek Seung Jo is SOOOO HOT! OMMG I love him. He's so cute. He's like my dream guy. OMG I love watching him with Oh Ha ni. They look so cute together !! Cant wait until I get to the ending. I'm almost done actually. I really love this drama :)))

Merry Christmas

"Your life feels different on you, once you greet death and understand your heart's position. You wear your life like a garment from the mission bundle sale ever after -- lightly because you realize you never paid nothing for it, cherishing because you know you won't ever come by such a bargain again."- Louise Erdrich

Merry Christmas everyone =DD

My day
So in the morning I worked on my precal homework. yeaah, awesome way to spend Christmas hey ;D  Yeah that's basically my entire morning. Only my mom and brother got presents to open D: I wish I got presents to open ): LOOOL Then cousins came over. We played online games like the entire evening. HAHAHA what a great way to spend Christmas evening =P We played family feud ;) Boxing day tomorrow. Hmm, I'm still thinking of buying that ipod touch but I need the cash man! D:

Currently on playful kiss episode 9. OMMMG I love this drama. I kinda wish there was more romance. Love the tennis part ;) hmm, what drama should I watch next??

Well, yeah my day has been boring. But anyhow, Merry Christmas To All !=D and have a safe holiday.

Merry Christmas :)

 Merry Christmas  :)

I stayed up until now just to type this :)))



GOODNIGHT EVERYONE AND MERRY CHRISTMAS.
I hope Santa comes =DDDDD