Fries from yesterday

This is not what we wanted to order

It tasted weird too.

FAIL 

“This is the first time I want to cherish a person. For the first time, I want to make myself better for her because I believe that this world is not really that bad. I can accompany her and strive for the best.” – Guang Xi [Autumn's Concerto] * best drama ever


I just finished watching My Princess. It was such a cute drama although I must say the ending was awkward in a way. It was a good drama though and was worth watching. I'm gonna watch City Hunter next :) I heard that it's real good =) #excited.

My day started off bad because my parents were pissing me off. OMG like honestly.. -_-" I don't sleep and they yell at me. I sleep and they also yell at me. LIKE WHAT THE F***! Jheeez. Other than that my day was awesome and well spent with grandparents. <3 Help grandma do the laundry. We then had a nice decent conversation. First one since quite some time. After went over to other grandparents and we made dumplings together :) Sister, grandpa and I walked to Youngs. It was fun :)

I think I

I think I worry too much, care too much, think too much and stress too much.  Ohkay from this point and on I think not think about it. Yes. I shall do that. I worry too much about what's going to happen that sometimes I drop the conclusions. I think too much which causes stress for me. It's like I'm digging myself a hole again. Well maybe not because it feels different this time. Well hopefully it is. Like yea.. HAHA I don't even know what I'm trying to say I just feel like blogging. I blog for no reason. This entry is completely pointless. To whoever may be reading this I suggest you to stop right now before it bores you. (y)

If you are still reading this... err I don't know what it means because I don't even know what I'm saying right now. LOL! So yea. If you're still reading this stop right now. FORREALS. I think I'm scared to do things. Anything. Why can't I be more certain about my answers. Why can't I feel more certain in terms of everything. I guess this is something I lack.

F
SAME SONG. Only this one is louder HAHA IN LOVE WITH THIS SONGGG!! <333

劉威煌--不離不棄(情越雙白線主題曲)

When Lanes Merge [情越雙白線]

I'm also watching this show on tv. It airs at 7:00. I really like the theme song. It's so fricken catchy! :)

Just Finished Watching Mysteries of Love

So YEA I just finished watch mysteries of love on tv. It was such an intense episode LIKE OMMMGGG Last episode is airing on Monday and I'm definitely not going to miss that episode! It's a must watch LIKE OMMGG I gotta see what happenes! I'm pretty sure the main guy (Raymond Lam <3) known as Kings in the drama won't die but OMG the preview made me want to watch it online right now! But I got to play tetris now. LOL I was winning last night but then I started losing. Oh well I guess it gives me something to do today (y) or to do right now rather. 


So I applied for a job online. I don't think that was a good idea since I might volunteer last week of August. Dang.... I'm dumb. PSSSH not like they're going to hire me anyway!! OMGOMG I keep thinking of that last episode!! I can't wait two days ): GRRRR MUST WAIT. MUST. K BYES  

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM :)

I don't know any more. I really don't. #confused. 


I'm having a pretty good today so far. This morning I totally slept in HAHA I forgot to wake up for the jog with Jessica and Aaron. I woke up when Aaron called. LOL! That was fail. I think I started running too hard in the beginning. I felt a little uneasy when we got to the lake near Stanley Knowles. I told them to not wait for me and I will catch up to them later but they stayed. Wow good friends I have. I feel so fortunate. I crashed into a fence while riding Jessica's bike. #weird After that they stayed at my house for a bit. I went out with mom, bro and sister after. We took mom to Salisbury house. LOL That was a fail too. We thought we ordered what we wanted but it turned out to be something else. It tasted weird too... Went to Polo. I know it sounds weird but I brought a jacket today LOL in the middle of summer :D I miss shopping!! OMMGG!! D: So many failed and weird moments today.


Watching My Princess episode 14 at the moment. OMG I just love romance dramas especially ones with a touch of mystery added into it. It makes it so intense! I just love the cute scenes in the drama! Although sometimes watching these dramas makes me feel lonely D: I just can't imagine anyone liking me LOL! I mean I have to admit I'm such a loser and boring person to talk to. I sometimes wonder what people see in me LOL LIKE OMMG HAHA yea I just can't. I not saying I'm bad or anything LOL because that's just too hard on myself. But I don't know I just can't imagine anyone liking me. HAHA even if someone does, it's probably just temporary and that's what scares me the most. Not knowing if that person actually likes you or if it's just temporary. I don't know. 

going with the flow

I don't know but I'm just going to go with the flow. If it seems right than it's probably right! right? I will not think of anything else. Just going to live ever day accordingly. I feel so hyper right now!! OMMMGG LOL must be the k-pop! It's sooo fricken catchy!! <33333  I went down a rank in tetris. SO SAD ): oh well. Been playing for over 2 hours. I am addicted. :/ 


I got to wake up early tomorrow morning. I'm going to bike with Jessica and Aaron is going to jog. After that I'm going to have breakfast with my mom. OH YEA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER!!! YOU'RE OLD !  LOVE YOOOUU

BYEESSS

2NE1 - HATE YOU

2NE1 - UGLY

I really like this song :)

Just jamming to some k-pop right now. I just finished watching My Princess episode 10 and 11. Pretty boring day actually. I didn't really do anything except slept until like 1:30. I then went to Starbucks with Sis. 


You know that feeling, knowing something when you shouldn't know. I mean I just can't forget it. I know. I'm just going to pretend that I don't. Maybe it's not even me. But now knowing that, I am determined to go and find out the answer. The truth. Whatever that may be. Actually I don't really know if I want to know the answer. What if it is? THIS is so confusing. I wish I know exactly what I want in life. It would make my life so much easier. I just never know.  I'm not even going to think about it any more. Bye. 


It's my mom's birthday tomorrow! HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY MOTHER :) Sister and I are going to treat her to breakfast tomorrow even if that means having to wake up early :P

My interview today didn't go too bad haha except for that one question she asked me. The question was "what qualities do you have to offer" and I was like OMGOMGOMG so I said "I'm not sure" -_-" yea.. other than that everything else went ohkay :) LOL so awkward when she gave me a glass of water. Well the water itself is not awkward but drinking it yea. So yea. That's my day basically. I thought my mom left the museum so I left too but apparently she went to the wash room. #fail. I went to watch my bro swim today. 


I went to the library with sister. LOL I'm still on my first book.... I'm not even half way.. Must read lots tomorrow. I'm watching my princess episode 10 right now!~ (y) I feel bad for the princess right now :/ I'm too into dramas sometimes. Ugh my stomach is not feeling too well throughout the entire day :/ Other than that and that question at the interview today was a good day (y) 

Maybe it's not even directing it to me. I'm over thinking.  

It was an interesting day today. UGGH!! kay whatever time I sleep at I still wake up at the same time. That's so messed up! I have my volunteer interview tomorrow and I seriously don't know how I'm going to wake up!! I'm setting my alarm but the thing is, I do wake up to the alarm only to find myself turning it off and then going back to sleep. I have no will power ): #reality

So I met up with Jessica and Mandy at polo park and then Trisha came. We saw Aaron and his friend at the apple store LOL. We walked around. Actually we sat more than we walked. #lazy. I want to go shopping so bad BUT OMG I am so fricken poor at the moment!!!!!! Trisha's dad drove us back to her place and we watched tv, played life, ate pizza and played Just Dance 2. I suck at dancing HAHa I seem to suck at everything. LOL..

Hope I wake up tomorrow!!! Lets get this over with.

*I wish I never knew. Dang. This sucks.

pictures and I

I hate it when I have pictures with people but I end up looking ugly in them but they post it on facebook or tumblr anyway! ... and then I tell them to remove it but they say no and it stays there forever because it seems like even if they change it somehow they always change back to that one photo. And I hate that photo -_-" RAWR! I give up trying to get them to remove it #hopeless. I don't like sending pictures to people any more that contains me in it. -_-" haunted forever. I always seem to look bad in group photos. FML!!!


I'm watching my princess episode 8 at the moment and on msn making plans for tomorrow. Mandy wanted to go to St.Vital Lols so far! Lets just keep it simple for now. I'm actually poor from taking the bus. HAHAH! Spent a good two hours watching Chinese tv I miss watching tv. It was awesome. The last episode of ghost writer was today!! Interesting ending... and a very different drama. It's different from others !! HAHA


I don't want to play tetris anymore.. My parents came into my room talking to me yesterday and I was trying to game and I kept losing. YEA.. I even went down a rank!! #sadface

I'm just sitting outside right now enjoying life 

I didn't really do anything today but my day started off pretty interesting. So last night well earlier on today rather sister dad and I went on an late night adventure. It was fun. We went to the airport. You know that awkward moment when you're just standing there and you see your family members coming and you don't know what to do but just pretend to look around and smile and wave. Yea. We're probably gonna have a family dinner soon. Yay food :) 

I'm really enjoying life right now. Talking to Jeff and Mandy kinda. The breeze feels nice. I didn't do much today. I woke up and went for a little walk. I came back home and read. And then I exercised and showered. Yea :) 

This is only temporary...... My unsure thoughts. :/ 

p.s Going to the airport later at 1 to pick up uncle and auntie from China. 


China is an amazing place to visit and Hong Kong is a great place to shop but I LOVE CANADA. No lies here. I really do. I cant live in China.. Just saying. The beds there are hard as rocks. They barely even have doors and like the showers man.. The weather is way to humid and if you live there you most likely should go get a motorcycle license because there are like no cars there... The food ain't too bad but I'm used to Canadian food. My way of transportation is a car or bus. I need a/c and my bed is not hard. I remember going there and staying at my uncle ( he's coming in like less than an hour) and my sister and I just stayed up all night talking. All of the above is not too bad for me but what I can't stand in China are the toilets. LIKE SERIOUSLY... The place where my uncle lives they don't even have a wash room in the house. They have to walk out and use a public wash room. Ohkay.. But the worst part is the toilets there aren't  flushable.. LIKE ew... NO OFFENCE! When I came back to Canada I really missed the wash rooms. YOU HAVE TO bring your own toilet paper there .. Kinda wish we stayed at a hotel haha.. BUT I would love to go back and visit my fam there. It was such a great experience. I miss them ! I wonder how my uncle and aunt will think of Canada.

I wonder.

I sometimes wonder where my fate will take me and how far. I sometimes wonder if we control our own fate or is everything already decided for us? I have so many wonders. I wonder where I will head after graduation. I wonder what will happen one hour from now. I wonder what will happen on Tuesday. I wonder how I will die. I wonder if I will get marry. I wonder if I will ever get a cell phone in my life. I wonder.


Today was a good day for me. I felt happy and blissful. I don't know why but I just do and I'm happy about it. I slept until like 1 am and then I went for a drive with dad. I think I'm getting better now. I think drivers were pissed off at me because I was going 50 when it's suppose to be 60... Well yea... haha... -_- And then I drove my dad to Sobeys. He wanted to buy bacon. What a fatty. I later sneak my sister out of the house so she can meet up with her bf. I went with friends. We stayed at Tyndall. We were watching people play basketball on the court. I feel so young but yet I'm old. Looking at those people play makes me not want to grow up. Like forreals. I like things the way they are now but everything changes and sometimes we need to accept it. No wonder what I will encounter in the future I will try my best to face it. Good or bad. There is no take two in life. 

I was supposed to wake up early this morning to go practice driving with my dad but I totally slept through him calling me. I heard it but I just didn't want to wake up.... I'm like in love with my bed! Dang I wonder how I'm going to wake up for school when it starts DD: But I did go driving today (y) and it didn't go too bad!! I remember I was driving across a bridge once and for some reason I was real scared so I started screaming and my dad started screaming at me for screaming. It was a lot of screaming. Bad memories LOL! For some reason I felt a lot more confident in driving today. (y)


I went to the library with sister today and then we went to Portage Place. It's like we go there every single week! Oh well!! There's nothing better else to do :P AND OMG my uncle from China is coming tomorrow and I'm going to go pick them up at the airport. I'm real excited for that <3 Actually I'm real excited for anything as long as it gets me out of the house :P and doesn't require me to wake up early.


Just finished watching My Princess episode 6!! Time to go play tetris again :)

This was from like 3 days ago. 

Was playing with my sis. WE ROCK :)

LOL so yea just got back like two hours ago from watching Harry Potter. I watched the first one and the last one. Like a boss. JKK! K now to watch the rest LOL! Time to get busy but if anything I'd rather not spend my summer on the computer. I still want to fly a kite and go ice skating. I still want to learn Kiss the Rain. I really do. HAHA! I still want to have a picnic and go to the zoo. I want to go fishing and just walk around at night. I want to have nice decent friendly phone calls. I want to just lay down and watch the clouds go by. I want to have a bonfire! I even want to DRAW! K maybe not that. I want to skype & or webcam and actually talk. I want to go shopping and actually buy things. I want to watch city hunter and heartstrings. I want to sing. I want to have a hangout where we just watch movies all day. I want to play tennis. I want to go practice driving but I'm way to lazy to get up in the morning and practice. I'm not even going to lie. I love my bed. <3 I also want to read. HAHA I went to the library and borrowed two books. I like romantic novels and mystery. HEHEHH! 

P.S I'm SO SORRY JEFF that I forgot to return your movie ticket!!!!! I'll take good care of it. For reals.  


And people that assume they just know everything just pisses me off so much. I'm not even gonna lie... SO FRICKEN ANNOYING!!! :@