What a day. So in the morning , sister, dad ,mom and I just talk about well discuss random things. Like Shirley ( my sister) having a boyfriend and then the topic just got really weird like getting pregnant during high school. I personally disagree with that and I think its wrong but that is just my own personal opinion so I have no say. The topic just got reallly weird -_-
Curse graphing but I finally got it now Feels awesome to finally get something you don't understand. And today I cleared out all my thoughts and got my life back together once again and a special thanks to Steven Chan. So after spending a afternoon with him at the library I finally understand more how to graph stupid sine and cosine. More confident now for the test on Tuesday! :)) He really has a lot of patience. I mean it takes me really long to actually remember how to do something and actually understanding it. LOL He also gave me a ride home too. So nice of him. Otherwise I had to walk home in the stupid wind -_- which I dislike more than rain. Dang! he drives good, way better than me. Kinda fast though. LOL Its COOL !!! Gonna finish math now and maybe get a start in biology. Hope Steven finishes his lab.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Saturday, October 2, 2010
My day was pretty good today. I cant say its bad but I'm just too depressed right now ):
At Chinese school today we talked about words and played games. My partner was Fung lol now that's a first.
Suppose to visit grandpa that passed away almost 20 years from now. Wonder how he is doing.. I Miss Him, wish he was still here.
I'm so sad at this moment. I don't get how you graph sine and cosine. I got it yesterday, now I don't get it. Why me?? Why do I have such a bad memory. Why am I so stupid, jheez. I hate myself. I rather learn it now then later but I just don't get it. Its just so hard on me. I can feel tears in my eyes right now. I wanna cry. I rather avoid then face it. Its such a bad habit of mine. But I just don't get it. Crying actually is making me feel worse than before. Makes me wanna cry even more. ): I'm so sad..
At Chinese school today we talked about words and played games. My partner was Fung lol now that's a first.
Suppose to visit grandpa that passed away almost 20 years from now. Wonder how he is doing.. I Miss Him, wish he was still here.
I'm so sad at this moment. I don't get how you graph sine and cosine. I got it yesterday, now I don't get it. Why me?? Why do I have such a bad memory. Why am I so stupid, jheez. I hate myself. I rather learn it now then later but I just don't get it. Its just so hard on me. I can feel tears in my eyes right now. I wanna cry. I rather avoid then face it. Its such a bad habit of mine. But I just don't get it. Crying actually is making me feel worse than before. Makes me wanna cry even more. ): I'm so sad..
Friday, October 1, 2010
Finally its Friday, what a long week. Next week is worst. Its just not gonna end, no offence ):
Forgot to get my notes back. FML~ Had a history test and totally forgot about it. I knew it! Why do I have to have such a bad memory. CARMEN WANG REMEMBER THINGS !!!! HONESTLY
OMG I wanna go shopping and buy this bag at garage! ): I totally forgot to buy it last week. OMG I hate my memory :S FMMML
So this morning in the library, I got ditched by my sister -_- so I went to the library to study and number 9 was there lol :) (he came in i mean) its kind of hard to forgot about him since him I liked him since grade 8. But we are like totally impossible. I know it.... So its better to forget and right now I have met someone more important. As for number 9, I don't know if we will ever have a future. "I"
Forgot to get my notes back. FML~ Had a history test and totally forgot about it. I knew it! Why do I have to have such a bad memory. CARMEN WANG REMEMBER THINGS !!!! HONESTLY
OMG I wanna go shopping and buy this bag at garage! ): I totally forgot to buy it last week. OMG I hate my memory :S FMMML
So this morning in the library, I got ditched by my sister -_- so I went to the library to study and number 9 was there lol :) (he came in i mean) its kind of hard to forgot about him since him I liked him since grade 8. But we are like totally impossible. I know it.... So its better to forget and right now I have met someone more important. As for number 9, I don't know if we will ever have a future. "I"
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
unsure
when you are unsure, unknown or doesnt know it can cause you a lot of pain. Im not just refering to school but towards people.
Like what if you like someone but your scared to let him know or your not sure if he already likes someone. What if he rejects you? You wanna tell him that you care for him. You think of him a lot but you're not sure if he ever thinks of you.
"But if you never try, you'll never know. Just what your worth"
should you tell him?
Like what if you like someone but your scared to let him know or your not sure if he already likes someone. What if he rejects you? You wanna tell him that you care for him. You think of him a lot but you're not sure if he ever thinks of you.
"But if you never try, you'll never know. Just what your worth"
should you tell him?
Yet another day.
today wasn't as bad as yesterday. We got our go cards today but my slot A teacher didn't have it and I had to go look for it. -_- got my precal test back today and it was kind of bad. LIKE OMG the questions I thought I got wrong were right and the ones I thought were right was wrong. FML Anyways just because I did bad on my first test doesn't mean I'll screw up the rest of the course. right? I'm not gonna give up because I know its gonna be worth it.
I got so off task yesterday but today I will manage. Fighting!!
p.s I miss him :P
today wasn't as bad as yesterday. We got our go cards today but my slot A teacher didn't have it and I had to go look for it. -_- got my precal test back today and it was kind of bad. LIKE OMG the questions I thought I got wrong were right and the ones I thought were right was wrong. FML Anyways just because I did bad on my first test doesn't mean I'll screw up the rest of the course. right? I'm not gonna give up because I know its gonna be worth it.
I got so off task yesterday but today I will manage. Fighting!!
p.s I miss him :P
Monday, September 27, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
what a windy day
hmm, weather today: super windy !! :S wash carpet today so me, sister brother and I went and ate lunch at A&W. Walk there and walked back LOL. After that we went out and headed for grandma's. Then we went to Portage Place to exchange the shoes. Went to Polo Park after. OMMMG my bag was on sale and I didn't see it :(( I'm so sad right now!!! But I did buy a cardigan for $22.40. I love shopping, it makes me happy. But I think I'm getting addicted to it but its so hard not to. I mean you only get to live once, right?
How do you know if you like someone? I mean, you aren't sure of your feelings. You cant stop thinking of him. You wonder how he feels/thinks about you. Every time you see him you cant seem to find the right words but when you don't see him you seem to have a lot to say to him. You wonder if he likes anyone, You wonder if he likes you! You stay up at night just to wait for him to reply back to your messages. You don't want to keep the conversation going because your scared to let him know the true you but you still end up replying back and pulling you closer to him. His supportive makes you want to improve yourself and become a better person for him. You want to change for the better. Because of him, you feel like there is hope. You wonder if this relationship is possible. If he is the guy your looking for.
hmm, weather today: super windy !! :S wash carpet today so me, sister brother and I went and ate lunch at A&W. Walk there and walked back LOL. After that we went out and headed for grandma's. Then we went to Portage Place to exchange the shoes. Went to Polo Park after. OMMMG my bag was on sale and I didn't see it :(( I'm so sad right now!!! But I did buy a cardigan for $22.40. I love shopping, it makes me happy. But I think I'm getting addicted to it but its so hard not to. I mean you only get to live once, right?
How do you know if you like someone? I mean, you aren't sure of your feelings. You cant stop thinking of him. You wonder how he feels/thinks about you. Every time you see him you cant seem to find the right words but when you don't see him you seem to have a lot to say to him. You wonder if he likes anyone, You wonder if he likes you! You stay up at night just to wait for him to reply back to your messages. You don't want to keep the conversation going because your scared to let him know the true you but you still end up replying back and pulling you closer to him. His supportive makes you want to improve yourself and become a better person for him. You want to change for the better. Because of him, you feel like there is hope. You wonder if this relationship is possible. If he is the guy your looking for.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
My sister is kind of pissing me off right now -_-
So me and my mom went shopping and shoes were on sale. It was buy one get one free. Soo we brought two pairs. One for me and one for my sister. My sister right now is like " I hate it" and stuff -_- Cant you just be happy, jheeez. Even if you don't like it, you can say it in a better way....
So me and my mom went shopping and shoes were on sale. It was buy one get one free. Soo we brought two pairs. One for me and one for my sister. My sister right now is like " I hate it" and stuff -_- Cant you just be happy, jheeez. Even if you don't like it, you can say it in a better way....
ugggh getting sick ):
have a stuffy nose right now -_-
At Chinese school today we had to make up sentences and write them on the board. Then we play a game where we have to brainstorm animals and then build them!! HAHA we were thinking of such hard ones, like a fly! Brought a SPC card today from Amy Ly!! so excited. Cant wait to use it xD OMG also brought new shoes today (y) Im so happpppy
Nothing really special at math today. Took me two hours to do one question -_- really gotta thank my friend man, always lending me his test and helping me out and always so supportive. He's really awesome, like really.
So tired right now. Thinking of a way to remember the classification order for biology.
have a stuffy nose right now -_-
At Chinese school today we had to make up sentences and write them on the board. Then we play a game where we have to brainstorm animals and then build them!! HAHA we were thinking of such hard ones, like a fly! Brought a SPC card today from Amy Ly!! so excited. Cant wait to use it xD OMG also brought new shoes today (y) Im so happpppy
Nothing really special at math today. Took me two hours to do one question -_- really gotta thank my friend man, always lending me his test and helping me out and always so supportive. He's really awesome, like really.
So tired right now. Thinking of a way to remember the classification order for biology.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Jason Chan 陳柏宇- 你瞞我瞞
another favorite :))) JASON CHAN IS THE BEST!
約會像是為 分享到飽肚滋味
有任何難題 卻不提起
這若是浪漫 我怎麼覺得就快分離
你哭過 但眼影閃得更艷美
我是誰情人 你始終也是你
微笑靜默互望 笑比哭更可悲
就算怎開心皺著眉
儘管緊緊抱得穩你
兩臂 卻分得開我共你
無言的親親親 侵襲我心
仍寧願親口講你累得很
如除我以外在你心
還多出一個人 你瞞住我
我亦 瞞住我 太合襯
這就是談情 客氣得嚇著我
除了近來繁忙 我所知有幾多
若要哭不哭訴為何
大家爭吵鬥嘴好過
勝過 笑不出聲抱著我
無言的親親親 侵襲我心
仍寧願親口講你累得很
如除我以外在你心
還多出一個人 你瞞住我
我亦 瞞住我 太合襯
這麼 寂寞的戀愛算甚麼
用你指尖纏我 用熱吻逃避我
無言的親親親 侵襲我心
仍寧願親口講你累得很
如除我以外在你心
還多出一個人 你瞞住我
我亦 瞞住我 太合襯
約會像是為 分享到飽肚滋味
有任何難題 卻不提起
這若是浪漫 我怎麼覺得就快分離
你哭過 但眼影閃得更艷美
我是誰情人 你始終也是你
微笑靜默互望 笑比哭更可悲
就算怎開心皺著眉
儘管緊緊抱得穩你
兩臂 卻分得開我共你
無言的親親親 侵襲我心
仍寧願親口講你累得很
如除我以外在你心
還多出一個人 你瞞住我
我亦 瞞住我 太合襯
這就是談情 客氣得嚇著我
除了近來繁忙 我所知有幾多
若要哭不哭訴為何
大家爭吵鬥嘴好過
勝過 笑不出聲抱著我
無言的親親親 侵襲我心
仍寧願親口講你累得很
如除我以外在你心
還多出一個人 你瞞住我
我亦 瞞住我 太合襯
這麼 寂寞的戀愛算甚麼
用你指尖纏我 用熱吻逃避我
無言的親親親 侵襲我心
仍寧願親口講你累得很
如除我以外在你心
還多出一個人 你瞞住我
我亦 瞞住我 太合襯
逸後 - 陳柏宇
I just love this song sung by Jason Chan! Its just so beautiful! I kept replaying it again and again!!!!! :) JASON I LOVE YOOOU AND YOUR SONGS!!!!! SUPPORT YOU
煙花已散落地 飛灰似錯落地
來提示著我不要希冀
應早知這世界 從來無完美
難逃避共你別離
即使教我妒忌 祝福我已預備
仍期望下個可給你福氣
自願犧牲 來容我捨棄
如前面路更闊 更勝與我一起
何妨道別成就你
今天起各有日後
如花火攜不走 無需要定擁有
讓我拭去眼淚背著你走 別回首
復原後不要再度跟你做朋友
我怕我念舊
將心痛與寂寞 交給我去負荷
能成就大愛不枉痛哭過
但願一天 仍然記得我
同遊異地雪國 見證最暖花火
如何耀目存在過
今天起各有日後
如花火攜不走 無需要定擁有
讓我拭去眼淚背著你走 別回首
復原後不要再度跟你做朋友
今天起各有日後
曾相擁曾牽手 在心裡仍足夠
願我所愛以後帶著笑口 便無憂
願明日他會替代這個舊朋友
永遠共你廝守 Hoo...
安好的各有日後
曾相擁曾牽手 在心裡仍足夠
為愛惜你我願放下你手 讓你走
復原後不要再度跟你做朋友
我怕我念舊
煙花已散落地 飛灰似錯落地
來提示著我不要希冀
應早知這世界 從來無完美
難逃避共你別離
即使教我妒忌 祝福我已預備
仍期望下個可給你福氣
自願犧牲 來容我捨棄
如前面路更闊 更勝與我一起
何妨道別成就你
今天起各有日後
如花火攜不走 無需要定擁有
讓我拭去眼淚背著你走 別回首
復原後不要再度跟你做朋友
我怕我念舊
將心痛與寂寞 交給我去負荷
能成就大愛不枉痛哭過
但願一天 仍然記得我
同遊異地雪國 見證最暖花火
如何耀目存在過
今天起各有日後
如花火攜不走 無需要定擁有
讓我拭去眼淚背著你走 別回首
復原後不要再度跟你做朋友
今天起各有日後
曾相擁曾牽手 在心裡仍足夠
願我所愛以後帶著笑口 便無憂
願明日他會替代這個舊朋友
永遠共你廝守 Hoo...
安好的各有日後
曾相擁曾牽手 在心裡仍足夠
為愛惜你我願放下你手 讓你走
復原後不要再度跟你做朋友
我怕我念舊
2 Min Cute Hairstyle for Curls
Trying this out. But I need to buy clay but I dont really like putting products on my hair :S
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