"Love asks no return. " Hot Shot

Oh biology, how I hate you. -_-" I'm working on my biology assignment right now and it is killing me! Its hard ): This morning brought hot chocolate! :)) Hmm, I'm wondering what I should get Jessica for secret Santa!

Is it just me? Or do I have like the worst timing ever??? Drama much, I saw him today at lunch well after lunch and I saw him kiss her. At that moment I knew everything is over. It really is and I give up. I was the one to give up first so I'm not going to fight for it anymore and plus both of them are my friends. I want them to be happy even if I'm not. But I will be. I'm moving up. My life doesn't revolve around him. So yeah, ....... I guess you can say I'm pretty stupid. " If you like him why didn't you tell him earlier, and now he has a girlfriend." Because at that time my other friend told me she likes him. Well to me now, it doesn't really matter anymore. There is no take two in life. No matter how deep I fall I will get back up. I will. I don't give up that easily. And I wont. I guess this is not the stop. I will continue to wait. Until I get to my stop of happiness. Until then I will continue living my life and living it to the fullest. Even if it doesn't include him.

"Love asks no return. " Hot Shot

OMG this is so cute! I got this off Tumblr :P

Whats up guys?


I haven't blog in a while. Gotta keep up my blogging.
Every year my Christmas wish and birthday wish is the same. And that wish is to find my prince charming. I rather be in love once even though it might be painful then to be in a relationship that isn't really love. I wonder when will I find him? Is he already in my world? I don't know why but I always like guys that I know its going to be impossible. I just don't know why. It actually hurts :/ I mean really it does. You see him in the hallways and yeah.... you know. You want him to be happy and feel happy for him but in reality you are not happy. I'm giving up. My life, I want it to be a good story. I want to go out of Winnipeg and see the real world. I want to be blessed. And if one day I do find you, is when I will stop because I have already arrival at my stop of happiness. And at that stop of happiness, is you.


When will I arrival there? Lets let time do the magic.

I've been thinking....

I've been thinking,
What if I said yes back then instead of no
What would we be now?

I've been wondering,
I'd always see you after school and you seem so happy
Is it because you have given up and moved on?

I've been saying to myself
I will not regret the choices that I made
Because it was once what I wanted

But Now
I've been hoping
that you will talk to me again
and message me like you used to when I'm online

I've been wishing
that you will give me another chance
one more chance to make that choice again

I've been praying
praying that I can go back in time
and remake my decisions

I just want to tell you
                     that I've
                            have been thinking about you.   
                                                                                   - carmenwang

Good day in the morning
Bad day in the afternoon and evening .. -_-" and right now, my stomach hurts :/

So in the morning:
OMG I did not get 61% I got 61/65 on my accounting test LOLOL Jhhez! I scared myself for nothing :P but my mark went down like one percent! Got my precal test back today and I didn't do that well on it. Got 83% but still, it made my day :D

In the afternoon:
My sister had a lock down at the bowling place she went for gym and missed her last two period class. Then we missed our mom's ride! she THOUGHT we left..... and we didn't ( clearly) And I totally failed that history quiz -_-"

Evening:
MY BROTHER TOOK MY STICKY NOTES from my room. LIKE WHAT THE HELL. Kay, its not the sticky notes. I just hate it when people take my stuff without asking. I kinda freak out on him, but still! ARRRRRR

Finally done my blog entry! My stomach kept hurting

I haven't blog for a while. Yesterday I got my biology test back and I got 85%. Warnick put excellent on it! That made my day! I never got an excellent on my biology test before :))))))))


So today I found out that I got 61% on my accounting test -_-"

I got to go sleep now! I don't wanna get in trouble -_-" blog more tomorrow! and I wish also post my Christmas wish list ;)

方力申、鄧麗欣 好好戀愛 LYRICS. This song describles how Im feeling right now

Alex:共你相識三千天　我沒名無姓
　　　慶幸也與你逛過　那一段旅程
　　　曾是日夜期待你　施捨一點同情
　　　我對你是固執　做夢或太熱情
Stephy:在世上　是你始終不肯退後遺忘我　感激你心意
　　　　但情人比　知己分開更易　怕我愛上你壞了事

Alex:完了吧　如無意外　從今開始該好好戀愛
　　　放下從前一段感情　才能追求將來　你就似沒存在
Stephy:完了吧　然而你不在　情況未像幻想般變改
　　　　告別從前總是不易　原來假如只得我在
　　　　我竟未能覓尋下一位摯愛

Alex:舊訊息應該刪走　再沒留憑證
　　　我共你去到最遠　也只是友情
　　　如現實是場玩笑　一早清楚內情
　　　過去是勇敢　或是未肯適應
Stephy:是我笨　大概必須先經錯誤才能會　分清我心意
　　　　共行成長　數不清的故事
　　　　我已愛上你壞了事　（Alex:我愛你你扮作不知)

Alex:完了吧　如無意外　（Stephy:早該散開　縱有感慨）
　　　從今開始該好好戀愛　（Stephy:為何我寂寞不來）
Alex:放下從前一段感情　才能追求將來
　　　你就似沒存在　（Stephy:當做我沒存在）

Stephy:完了吧　仍能撐起來　（Alex:應該放開　沒有感慨）
　　　　前進便讓自尊心放開　（Alex:期望你能尋覓愛）
Stephy:告別從前總是不易　然而假如不止你在　（Alex:只得我在）
Stephy:你可願仍逗留在這愛海　（Alex:再不願盲目留在這愛海）

Alex:我與你　大概始終不能相愛
Stephy:可否不離開　講出你的感慨
　　　　你用心戀愛　（Alex:我用心戀愛）
　合唱：下段道路定更精彩

Alex:完了吧　如無意外　曾失戀的都必須戀愛
Stephy:悔恨從前隱瞞感情　常常猜疑將來
　　　　我就似沒存在　（Alex:你就似沒存在）
　　
合唱：完了吧　仍能撐起來　前進便讓自尊心放開
Stephy:告別從前總是不易　然而假如不止你在
（Alex:告別從前總是不易　然而假如只得我在）

Stephy:你可願留下來盼一位摯愛　（Alex:會否願留下來盼一位摯愛）

“How is it possible that one rainfall can make the shadow and the memories be washed away? And why would you agree to go out with someone who has another person’s shadow inside?”- Yuan Yi / Devil Beside You

yet another day

I just read my friend's tumblr ( by accident) It seems like she is not all that confident in that relationship. It seems like she is having a good time with him and usually with her at school she is a very outgoing person. I don't know anymore. I mean, I don't how how I should react. I'm confused. Both of them are my friends and I want them both to be happy. I... don't want to think about it anymore. Putting it aside. I must focus. Precal and accounting test on Wednesday.

Went shopping today and brought a new TNA hoodie! :) I was going to pay for it but I realized that I only have $70.00 and it was $84.00 -_-" So yeah, w/e its my Christmas gift now! In the morning, I clean up my room again. I totally cleaned it this time.

I want a Hippopotamus for Christmas

I want a Hippopotamus for Christmas ...
LOL this song is like stuck in my mind LOOOL AWWH I love christmas! :)

At chinese school today we talked about our drama. Teacher made up a new one. Me, shirley and winnie have like the most lines! LIKE OMG LOl I miss last year when I only had like 4 lines LOLLOLOLOL

My biology assignment is like right in front of me. I should do it.

Excited for tommow! Going shopping.
I want a Hippopotamus for Christmas ...

niagara falls! ♥

July 7 2010 :D

LOL the water is dirty :P

                                          

niagara falls! ♥

I miss Toronto

Credits to Shirley Wang

                                                                                         

Look at my pro photography ;)

LOL it looks like the kool aid guy

Taken on Sunday, Novmber 22, my uncle's birthday

It was an awesome night :D

Had a pretty good math class. We talked about polygons :D uggh! there's so many terms! But we had a pretty interesting conversation out of it. Lunch with friends today :) In history we watch this video about America. OMG I cant believe Canadian Tire is AMERICAN! D: Why is it call Canadian Tire then?? -_-" In biology worked on photosynthesis with Jc. Well we mostly talked :P I copied some of his answers. OMG cant believe he has such a good mark in biology. Actually I can. I wish I had that mark.

Had to bus after school today and it was horrible. And I mean HORRIBLE! Like OMG man. I cant even describe how bad it was. I swear I am going to save up and buy myself a car ( it is going to be hard)

I was just on the garage website. OMG they have so many new hoodies and sweaters! And hats! OMG it looks so nice! I wanna buy it!!! But I'm like so poor right now. Got to wait for Christmas ):

只要你還記得 - 小煜

那些年裡還有沒有記得

你說我們會走散了歡樂
這些年我知道你還留著
回憶在身後哼唱著的歌

*我把你寄來的信夾著曾經
留在了胸口我卻賞識不盡
我懷著所有紀念不肯忘記
才讓溜掉的你 依然清晰

#只要你還記得 我們都懂了
太多的傷痛會讓人變深刻
恨若走幹淨了 愛會留下來的
而你爲何連做朋友都舍不得
只要你還記得 我們都懂了
愛什麼讓我哽噎唱不出了
原諒是傷人的 我能聽到你哭了
愛是一個抓不住的選擇 *#

Ferris Wheel

To me, a Ferris Wheel is a symbol of happiness. Being able to ride the Ferris wheel with the ones you love and being able to look down when you are all the way up gives me a sense of happiness. When you look down, you know that there are friends and family waiting for you. And when you are all the way up, you have your love one right beside you. The person that you can always depend on.

Today was a better day than yesterday :) I kind of get circles now -_-" uggh I hate it still! So many things that you got to remember! Too many terms, I rather do calculations... Like no offence, but when are we ever going to use properties of circles in our life? Like never!! HAHA but my friend said you can use it "to calculate how to cut your share of the pizza." HAHA I actually LOL at that :P So in history today we had a guess speaker. It was a 200 years old loyalist! ( it was actually Mr.Shedden :P) haha I like the way he teaches. Some teacher lacks it! But I sill hate it when he picks on me! ):

What a snowy day after school! It was beautiful at the same time. Like there was fog!!! awwh wish I had a phone, I could have taken a picture of it! :)

I am test free!! WOOT WOOT :D

"Life has got to be lived -- that's all there is to it."- Eleanor Roosevelt

So overall its been an average day. I am stuck in precal D: I do NOT, I repeat DO NOT get properties of circles ): It is so confusing!! I am going to ask my teacher for help. I will not get stuck in this unit! Had a biology test today and actually I think I did well on it!! :) So that's good :D

Honestly I hate seeing "him" in the hallways.... jheez well, I want to see him and I don't. But when I do see him in the hallways, he reminds me how stupid I am -_-" Honestly I cannot get over it ): That choice I made back then... Now its all over, there is no returning back in time...... But if we were meant to be, time will bring us back together. Its just a matter of time, I tell myself. This can be compared to monopoly. If my fate is to be with him then no matter what card I pick up I will always end up back in the square. ( got this from autumn's concerto)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRIEND MAYANNE MARANAN
HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY
NOW YOUR OLD
LIKE ME ;)

OMG I have so short on time. This history assignment is taking me forever. I don't think I'm going shopping anymore tomorrow. -_-" NO offence... but did Queen Victoria did anything that affected Canada? "UGGGH! Cant find anything on her, jheez.....

Chinese school today was bunk! Im the only one in my class that came today -_-" and we now only have one week to practice for our upcoming performance. I'm going to finish tomorrow. OMG so tired! still got to study for biology!!! I hate you history! SCREW YOU !

Dear Wind,
I hate you.

Jheez~ I hate my brother........

What a windy day, jheez.... What a long weekend for me. Got to study biology, finish my math homework and my super long history assignment. And also I have a Chinese quiz tomorrow and I didn't study at all. UGGH! Not looking forward to this weekend. FML!AHHHHH!!!

Guess choral fest got cancel in a positive way. "I" Don't feel like studying. Must concentrate......

                            Going to study now. Hope I do well

First Official snowfall

OMG |OMG OMGGG

IT IS SNOWING!!! okay, last time didn't count. Its really snowing now LOL white Christmas! I love snow!!! Snow is awesome xD I love watching the snow fall from the window. It makes you think of a lot of things. Memories, thoughts, etc. Life!

如果生命還有歌

What a long day...

In precal today, we learned about circle properties which was boring no offence! Then In accounting I finished my math homework. Biology was just torture, I don't even know what I'm doing and we have a test coming up!!! Got a sub in history. Home alone with sister right now. I honestly don't feel like doing work. ): Life is so hard.

I've always wondered,
                             How does it feel to marry a prince?
When will I find my Prince Charming? Someone who I can always rely on. Someone who is willing to listen to me. And if one day I lost everything in the world he would still be by my side. Someone who believes in me and supports me when no one else is willing to. Someone who can make me smile even though I want to cry very badly. Someone who can bring me happiness. Someone that is special. Where are you?