Last minute plans today with friends and it turned out well! HAHA "swag crew"
So today I failed because I didn't finish my chemistry homework. Well tomorrow is Friday so I can do it then? Well its not like I have a choice.. I mean, school starts next week!
Went to Aaron Gabriel's house today. Wow he lives close to me but I got tooo lazy to walk there and plus it was raining. ( apparently) We played cards and his mom ordered pizza for us! AWW so nice ((: Aaron is so talented in music! Not even going to lie lol We had a sharing circle lol. Good times! His dog is soo cute! Too bad I got scared, I never been so close to a dog before! I want a pet :D
I hope he goes online soon. I get too tired staying up too long. Sleeping pattern is starting to get really messed up.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal ep17 right now!
I feel like a bitch right now. Fuck. I honestly have trust issues. I really have to start changing my attitude towards people. Especially people that I'm close with. This is so shitty and I'm not even going to lie. I'm going to start learning how to let go and decide on what really matters.
My day was basically spent with Macbeth. I'm proud though because I finished everything. All I have to do now is chemistry and reading. :D Tomorrow I will finish that. Hopefully. And maybe go ahead in physics. NEVER! I say, NEVER am I going to let myself fall behind again.
I hate how every time I log onto msn, the first person I scroll down to look for is you. I honestly don't want to think about you anymore. No offense but you were sort of a jerk last night. Even though you were in a mad mood but it hurts just leaving someone like that. I'm starting to think, is this still worth it? Sometimes I feel like an idiot. I admit that I expect a lot but of course, at the end you end up doing nothing. Not even a simple hi, bye, smile or wave. Is this really what I want? I admit that when I'm with you I'm really happy. Even if it's just one class or even just five minutes after school. It always makes me day. But right now, I don't even know anymore.
My day was basically spent with Macbeth. I'm proud though because I finished everything. All I have to do now is chemistry and reading. :D Tomorrow I will finish that. Hopefully. And maybe go ahead in physics. NEVER! I say, NEVER am I going to let myself fall behind again.
I hate how every time I log onto msn, the first person I scroll down to look for is you. I honestly don't want to think about you anymore. No offense but you were sort of a jerk last night. Even though you were in a mad mood but it hurts just leaving someone like that. I'm starting to think, is this still worth it? Sometimes I feel like an idiot. I admit that I expect a lot but of course, at the end you end up doing nothing. Not even a simple hi, bye, smile or wave. Is this really what I want? I admit that when I'm with you I'm really happy. Even if it's just one class or even just five minutes after school. It always makes me day. But right now, I don't even know anymore.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
I just got back from a movie with friends! :D The movie was somewhat awkward… LOL Brought bubble tea from Asia City. IT’s so nice there. They went to sellers after the movie. I really wanted to go with them but my stomach was hurting so bad. FML! I blame myself. I know that I cannot drink cold stuff and yet I brought bubble tea…. (But it was so good) But then again I did not eat a lunch. Plus, popcorn and bubble tea aren’t really a good mixture. My dad threaten to take me to the emergency! I'm alright. We watched black swan and the movie had some disturbing scenes... But it was fun though :D
I had a lot to tell you about today. Why did you just leave me on msn like that? I don’t want you saying sorry to me and then leaving. I just wanted to talk to you. Can’t you just give me like 10 minutes of your life and let me talk to you. Gosh! Why am I even crying right now? My tears just started flowing down when you just left like that. I understand that you are in a bad mood that’s why I’m not mad or anything. I just wanted to talk to you before your surgery. I care about you. I honestly hate how I’m crying right now. I hate how I’m so weak. I want to tell you a lot of things. But it seems like I annoy you that’s why I’m always scared to talk to you or tell you anything because I’m scared that you might not like it. I’m scared that you won’t talk to me anymore. I just wanted to tell you that you make me happy. You make me smile and you mean so much to me. I wish I can tell you all of this, but all you do is make me guess. I don’t know what to do anymore. It hurts me when you just leave me like that. It hurts a lot. I don’t want to like anyone anymore. I need to be alone for a few days. I'm glad it is spring break. If there was school tomorrow I don't even know......
I had a lot to tell you about today. Why did you just leave me on msn like that? I don’t want you saying sorry to me and then leaving. I just wanted to talk to you. Can’t you just give me like 10 minutes of your life and let me talk to you. Gosh! Why am I even crying right now? My tears just started flowing down when you just left like that. I understand that you are in a bad mood that’s why I’m not mad or anything. I just wanted to talk to you before your surgery. I care about you. I honestly hate how I’m crying right now. I hate how I’m so weak. I want to tell you a lot of things. But it seems like I annoy you that’s why I’m always scared to talk to you or tell you anything because I’m scared that you might not like it. I’m scared that you won’t talk to me anymore. I just wanted to tell you that you make me happy. You make me smile and you mean so much to me. I wish I can tell you all of this, but all you do is make me guess. I don’t know what to do anymore. It hurts me when you just leave me like that. It hurts a lot. I don’t want to like anyone anymore. I need to be alone for a few days. I'm glad it is spring break. If there was school tomorrow I don't even know......
Sungkyunkwan Scandal ep16
Last night was just one of those nights where you feel like shit. I was feeling so down last night that I actually cried a bit. But I'm feeling better now. I really hate those nights where I cry myself to sleep.
I'm disappointed :/ I know you don't reply back to your facebook inbox but don't you at least check ? Sometimes I hate how you choose your games over me :/ I don't mind but sometimes when I need you the most your just not here. Sometimes it seems like I'm not important to you at all. But then again, maybe I'm not. Maybe I mean nothing to you at all. But you mean something to me. I don't want to go further anymore. I'm scared that if I go further into this, I can't get myself back together again. I like you a lot. I really really really miss you right now. I slept so bad last night because I kept thinking of what I should do. You are the last person that I think of before I go to bed and you are the first person I think of when I wake up. I think I'm letting myself go too far. I think it's time that I start going back a little bit. If I don't now I may end up too far and never find my way back again.
His surgery is tomorrow. I hope everything goes well. Get well soon and please take care.
I'm home alone and watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal ep16 :DD Going to asia city later with friends :D and watching black swan maybe lol
I'm disappointed :/ I know you don't reply back to your facebook inbox but don't you at least check ? Sometimes I hate how you choose your games over me :/ I don't mind but sometimes when I need you the most your just not here. Sometimes it seems like I'm not important to you at all. But then again, maybe I'm not. Maybe I mean nothing to you at all. But you mean something to me. I don't want to go further anymore. I'm scared that if I go further into this, I can't get myself back together again. I like you a lot. I really really really miss you right now. I slept so bad last night because I kept thinking of what I should do. You are the last person that I think of before I go to bed and you are the first person I think of when I wake up. I think I'm letting myself go too far. I think it's time that I start going back a little bit. If I don't now I may end up too far and never find my way back again.
His surgery is tomorrow. I hope everything goes well. Get well soon and please take care.
I'm home alone and watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal ep16 :DD Going to asia city later with friends :D and watching black swan maybe lol
Monday, March 28, 2011
Wow I can't fall asleep even if I wanted too. Sad eh? I wonder what he is doing right now. Is he sleeping? Eating? Or on skype? I wonder if he misses me? Because I really miss him :/ I'm starting to like him a lot more that I thought I would. But how can you not though? When you're cold in physics he holds your hands to warm you up. Who sends you sweet messages on msn before he goes to sleep. When he's away he would ask you if you missed him. When given class time in class to do work he'd rather talk to you and do it at home. Who puts his arms around you after class. Who sings you a song and asks you for opinion. Who tells you to call him in the morning when you wake up even though he may still be sleeping. Who is willing to give you a prize and that you can have anything and you have the rest of your life to decide. How can you not fall for someone like him? Who's given you so many smiles. I just hope that you are ok.
I really want you to sing for me again. It's really sweet. I want you to give me the hug that you still owe me. But most importantly, I really want you to be happy. (: if you are happy, then I'll be happy too! I hope that everyone around me can find their own happiness that truly belongs to them. Wow it's almost tomorrow. Time to try sleeping again
I really want you to sing for me again. It's really sweet. I want you to give me the hug that you still owe me. But most importantly, I really want you to be happy. (: if you are happy, then I'll be happy too! I hope that everyone around me can find their own happiness that truly belongs to them. Wow it's almost tomorrow. Time to try sleeping again
Feeling sleepy
I'm feeling so tired right now. I really want to sleep but I really want to talk to him :/ Should I just sign off? ): At least my headache is gone. HMMM what to do. I think I'm going to sleep. My sleeping pattern is starting to get messed up.... FRICK
Spring Break !
My day was pretty decent today but I have a headache right now. -__- I attempted to do some chemistry homework this morning but failed. I ended up on the laptop watching horror movie trailers. I’m so proud because I made it through all of the trailers. Well 99% of it. :D And then we went out and drove my Aunt to the airport. She was visiting us for a week and now she is heading back to Toronto. I wonder how it feels not to see your mom for more than 10 years. She hasn’t seen my grandma for over 10 years. Since grandma, my other aunt and my dad migrated to Canada all they had to keep in contact was through phone calls. Well, she left today and it was really nice seeing her again (: At the airport, Shirley and I were playing at the arcade thing. Someday, I would like to work at the airport!
My sleeping pattern is getting messed up. I’m sleeping too late and waking up too early. And in the afternoon I get so sleepy! I have a terrible headache right now too ): sad face. I stayed up at night just to talk to him. Even though I’m really tired but it is really worth it staying up and talking to him. He makes me so happy. I feel so happy when I’m with him. He makes my day. Well I hope I get better tomorrow. I’m going to Asia city with friends and then watching a movie. I still want to watch Black Swan. :P
My sleeping pattern is getting messed up. I’m sleeping too late and waking up too early. And in the afternoon I get so sleepy! I have a terrible headache right now too ): sad face. I stayed up at night just to talk to him. Even though I’m really tired but it is really worth it staying up and talking to him. He makes me so happy. I feel so happy when I’m with him. He makes my day. Well I hope I get better tomorrow. I’m going to Asia city with friends and then watching a movie. I still want to watch Black Swan. :P
Sunday, March 27, 2011
good bad day
It would have been a good day. But no! I had to fail my bronze cross redo!!! WHAT THE EFFFFFFFF I’m so sad because of it. But then again I didn’t really take it to heart. I’m so bother because of it…
But anyhow here are some good things about today. ((: Went to forever 21 with friends. We brought Starbucks and the game of life. Gosh I suck lol and I was married to [insert name here] lol naah too weird. And then we went to Trisha’s house! OMMMMG her house is soooo nice. Not even going to lie! We played Just dance? I think. It was fun but I suck lol! HAHAHAH good times. I love my friends! So yea by day was basically like this. Trisha’s mom ordered pizza for us. Their house is so clean lol
I haven’t talk to you today ): I wish you well.
But anyhow here are some good things about today. ((: Went to forever 21 with friends. We brought Starbucks and the game of life. Gosh I suck lol and I was married to [insert name here] lol naah too weird. And then we went to Trisha’s house! OMMMMG her house is soooo nice. Not even going to lie! We played Just dance? I think. It was fun but I suck lol! HAHAHAH good times. I love my friends! So yea by day was basically like this. Trisha’s mom ordered pizza for us. Their house is so clean lol
I haven’t talk to you today ): I wish you well.
Saturday, March 26, 2011
I’m miss you
I wonder what you are doing right now. I was out all day and the first thing I did when I came home was log onto msn and see if you were on. But you’re not. You get tired so easily now but I’m glad that you are not sick anymore.
My day was alright. But gosh I was pissed. -__- Anyways, went for my redo exam today. It was just whatever. I was on OMGPOP with friends lol! It was fun. Well I got to sleep now. Peace. Went to buffet square for lunch. LOLOL I shall post the photos tomorrow. sweet dreams
I wonder what you are doing right now. I was out all day and the first thing I did when I came home was log onto msn and see if you were on. But you’re not. You get tired so easily now but I’m glad that you are not sick anymore.
My day was alright. But gosh I was pissed. -__- Anyways, went for my redo exam today. It was just whatever. I was on OMGPOP with friends lol! It was fun. Well I got to sleep now. Peace. Went to buffet square for lunch. LOLOL I shall post the photos tomorrow. sweet dreams
Friday, March 25, 2011
What a good day
Thanks to you ♥ (:
Every moment that I have been with you up until now are great moments. You are the one that makes me want to go to physics class every day. You are the one that makes me want to wake up and go to school. You make me happy. Sometimes I can’t stop looking at you because you just seem so unreal to me. You always make my day feel special. You make me feel special.
So apparently I passed my physics test! :O like OMG! I’m so surprised. I’m not even joking. I got 81% on it. That is way pass on what I was expecting. I also got my chemistry lab back today and got a good mark. She even gave me a happy face. (:
The only down side today was not seeing you after school. I hope your surgery goes well. I’m so excited for spring break! On Sunday me and my friends are going to go to forever 21 and then on Tuesday we are going to watch a movie and then Asia city! ((:
I’m Watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal episode 14 right now. I miss my drama times D: But if anything, I’d rather be with you.
Every moment that I have been with you up until now are great moments. You are the one that makes me want to go to physics class every day. You are the one that makes me want to wake up and go to school. You make me happy. Sometimes I can’t stop looking at you because you just seem so unreal to me. You always make my day feel special. You make me feel special.
So apparently I passed my physics test! :O like OMG! I’m so surprised. I’m not even joking. I got 81% on it. That is way pass on what I was expecting. I also got my chemistry lab back today and got a good mark. She even gave me a happy face. (:
The only down side today was not seeing you after school. I hope your surgery goes well. I’m so excited for spring break! On Sunday me and my friends are going to go to forever 21 and then on Tuesday we are going to watch a movie and then Asia city! ((:
I’m Watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal episode 14 right now. I miss my drama times D: But if anything, I’d rather be with you.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
every moment I'm with you
are one of the happiness moments of my life.
So yeah physics test was just terrible ! I failed ): but it was still a great class thanks to you ♥ Did nothing during spare lol Went to visit Jeff at the store and brought candy XD
Last night, me and my friend Andrew Tang has a serious conversation. Like for once in my life, I'm starting to see a different side of him. Although I admit he is mean to me but I take back all the mean things I said about him from before. He apologized to me. I was in shock! Like he was asking us how we think about him. I told him the truth but I'm really starting to see a different side of him and it is a good side.
I was just playing dinglepop and drawing game with my friends! HAHA good times on OMGPOP (:
So yeah physics test was just terrible ! I failed ): but it was still a great class thanks to you ♥ Did nothing during spare lol Went to visit Jeff at the store and brought candy XD
Last night, me and my friend Andrew Tang has a serious conversation. Like for once in my life, I'm starting to see a different side of him. Although I admit he is mean to me but I take back all the mean things I said about him from before. He apologized to me. I was in shock! Like he was asking us how we think about him. I told him the truth but I'm really starting to see a different side of him and it is a good side.
I was just playing dinglepop and drawing game with my friends! HAHA good times on OMGPOP (:
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