" There is danger in changing too much in search of perfection" - AGNETHA FALTSKOG

Did lots today. Finish biology 9.2 and some math homework. Mom brought KFC. She ask that we all pay for it but I didn't. Its not that I don't want to. But I need to gave some money for my grad stuff when I grad. Man, I feel so old. I feel old right now and I'm only 16. But life is life. Your only young for so short. Got to go out more with friends and spend more time with family. Got to get more involved. The more things you do, the more you will get out of life. Listening to starlit songs right now. The piano versions. I loved that drama. So effective. Jerry Yan is such a great actor and the plot is different from other dramas that I have watched. I still need to find another good drama to watch. Sometimes I wish that life and be more easy and happier.

Sweetness in the salt 碧血鹽梟

Sweetness in the salt (碧血鹽梟). A tvb drama I'm watching right now on t.v. I hope Tavia Yeung ends up with Ting hin. LOL they have good chemistry. I think they look good together. No offence to Steven.

"One important key to success is self-confidence. An important key to self-confidence is preparation." - ARTHUR ASHE

couldn't sleep last night. what a pain. I hate those nights. good thing I had no school the next day. Spring break. ! need to catch up on some school work. I can do it. If you think you can, you can.
Went to polo today with friends. Went with Jhemily, Mayanne, Shirley, Winnie, Kurt, Daniel, Mark and JD. We watch Alice in Wonderland. It was okay, wasn't as good as I thought it was though. Me and my sister brought drinks at Starbucks. :D

"When wealth is lost, nothing is lost; when health is lost, something is lost; when character is lost, all is lost."- BILLY GRAHAM

Nothing really special today. Woke up this morning and did some biology homework and some reading. Some lady came over this morning, which forced me to wake up. So tired. I was on msn until 11 last night. Went to Canadian tire, superstore and dollarama.My parents dont want to take us to superstore anymore. She says that we are buying too much food. LOL =P At dollarama we saw my sister's science teacher. And we were both going in at the same time. LMAO, my sister was like avoiding him. xD Sometimes life is just like that. Expect the unexpected. Never know what will happen tomorrow or the next minute. Miracles can happen.

Love the hat and the scarf. =)

It was Earth Hour yesterday from 8:30 pm to 9:30 pm. I remember wanting to do it last year, but my dad won't turn off the t.v ^_^. I sort of did it this year. Did it for 10minutes. :P

Some memories never fade. They will always be kept in our heart. Forever.

roller skating day

went roller skating today at wheelies. so boring. wasn't as well as expected. It was funner back then. I just cant find the same enjoyment for it anymore. I guess things really do change. The things you like back then you may not like it anymore. Or things you didn't like back then, you might like it now. Life at times can be really difficult.

When I was at my grandmas today I thought back of the times when me and my sister were little and how we would always walk to Safeway and buy candy and food. We would always stop and sit in a spot (same spot every time) for a while, rest and then walk back home. We would eat some of the food on the way back. When my grandma moved out we never did it again. I wish we could do it again. I can't even remember the last time we walked to Safeway. Its kind of hard now because my grandma has trouble walking long distances. I wish we could go back in time. When we were still young and no stress in life. No exams and cumulative to worry about. Laughing, playing tag and hide and seek. It doesn't feel like its that long ago but almost been 10 years. How many ten years do we have in our life?

"If you don't know where you are going, you might wind up someplace else." - YOGI BERRA

I hate it when people make comments about me. Especially when its in front of me or when I'm with other people. Its so annoying! No offence, maybe they care but I don't want comments made about me. If I don't know about it, then I'm fine. unless its a good comment of course. Like nice hair or shirt. Its good to know that people care but I wish they could just keep it to themselves and not question me about to. I don't want to answer and I am not willing to answer.

Hate. What is hate? Annoy? discomfort?
No one can actually live a perfect life. Sometimes the people around us do things that we don't like or disagree. We cant understand someone 100%. I once hated this guy in my drafting class, because he gets offended easily and didn't believe me. I don't know why but I get really mad when someone doesn't believe me or blames me for something I didn't do. I'm not perfect, I do hold grudges. But I will forgive or forget and move on with life. Today my sister got really annoy with my cousin because she was being kind of rude. Well, I cant disagree but today is today and tomorrow is tomorrow. Got to learn to live with an open mind. Hating is a lot of work. Got to learn to forgive. Time is a good medicine. I need time.

♥ Hi, My Sweetheart ♥

I've been talking about this drama and I haven't really explain it. Heres the outline.

Xue Hai (Alan/Show Luo) was a certifiable dork when he first arrived in Shanghai. After his schoolmate Bao Zhu (Rainie Yang) saved him from bullying, she became his first love. Then, a misunderstanding caused them to lose contact when she moved back to Taiwan. He thought she dumped him. So he transformed himself from a dork to a hunk in order to seek revenge. (I didnt write this paragraph)


you could watch it on YouTube.
http://www.youtube.com/user/ost1nao or http://www.mysoju.com/hi-my-sweetheart/

Pretty tough day today. Had a rational quiz today in math. I did bad on because I forgot if we were suppose to add or multiply the fractions. ): In gym we had to do fitness testing. So tired. Then we played dodge ball. I tried to hit my classmate Andrew Tang with a ball but I didn't get the chance because my other classmate Patrick threw a ball and hit me. ^_^ At lunch had to study for biology test. Too much going on right now. Life is so confusing. Need to catch up. These aren't the grades I hoped for. I need to concentrate more. Put more effort.

Theres this guy in my biology class and well I, I don't really know. LOL He's cute and well pretty good looking and talented in sports. But his personality is well kind of yeah. I cant find the right words right now. I wish we could talk more. Every time I talk to him I always end up looking like an idiot. I remember once I said hi to him in the hallway and after that I blanked out. Didn't know what to say.... I wish I knew more about him, you know, like as a friend. I want to see him smile. (:

"The chief danger in life is that you may take too many precautions"-
ALFRED ADLER

Spring Break goal list ^_^

1. Finish Biology assignment
2. Read tale of two cities
3. Finish independent book and start on new book
4. Do precal homework and study
5. tale of two cities quiz review
6. Finish Chinese composition

Its a good time to get caught up and get back on track. 3 more months until summer.

"Pain is temporary. Quitting lasts forever." - LANCE ARMSTRONG

"If you do what you've always done, you ll get what you've always gotten" - TONY ROBBINS

thank you Patricia Ordonez for helping me with math this morning. It helps, lots.

My teacher forgot to make the math quiz. I studied for it. ! Too much studying to do today. Biology test tomorrow, math quiz ( I hope she forgets again), fitness testing tomorrow in gym. So much work. We are students, we have a life too. I just cant stand all the work and studying and pressure. I do try and put effort but its just too much. The only course that I really really want to do well in is math. Got to work harder. Stay focus. My classmate Nam thanked me for giving him the marks on his biology assignment. It was really nothing, I'm just an easy marker. LOL (: He has a nice smile. His smile is worth a million words. One more day until spring break. I can make it.

Rational Exponents ):

Ahh I'm having trouble with rational exponents. I went to math help at lunch today and I get it a bit, but I am still having trouble. And theres a quiz tomorrow !My mark went down so much in math. I had such a high mark before I wrote the cumulative and it went down so much. I'm going to ask my math teacher tomorrow. My math teacher told us that she once had a student who got a 17% in precal on his first report card. But at the end he still made the prerequisites which is 70%. I know that is kind of hard to believe but it is possible. I need to work harder like that student. This morning, woke up and it snowed. Wow snows one week before spring week. I guess I have another chance now to build a snowman.

斷了的弦- 周杰倫 Broken Strings- Jay Chou

斷了的弦- 周杰倫 Broken Strings- Jay Chou
I wish I could play it on the piano. LOL I have no music skills. I stop playing piano at level 3 :P

Got our math part two cumulative back. I did so bad on the mental math part. I did well on the multiple choice part though. Got 80%. When the entire cumulative is added together, my mark is still kind of bad. I need to work harder now. The work is getting more difficult. I need to concentrate. I was kind of depressed over the past few days. Too stress out, but I think I got my life back together now and getting back on track. To live a good life is to live with an open mind. If you always hate and think really negatively, life will be harder. Don't hold grudges. If you are nice to yourself, you will most likely be nice to others as well. I wish I was like that before the cumulative. Oh well, the past is the past. I look towards the future. Don't let yesterdays failure give up today's hope.

I slept at 1:00 am last night. I couldn't sleep last night. I hate those nights when you have school the next morning and you cant fall asleep no matter how hard you try. And plus I had to go pee the entire night because I drank something before bedtime. Got to remember not to do that again.

Part 2 of math cumulative today. Multiple choice was pretty okay but mental math was a killer. ! I think I failed mental math. ): I guess I got to work harder from now on and bring my average back up. I hope. Gym was torture today. ! Watch some girl from this fitness video. Her moves were so hard to follow. It really hurts the legs and the back. Not to mention waking up and my hand was sore.