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INFO 自我介紹

Name: Carmen Wang

Birthday: February2. 1994

Relationship Status: Single.

Interests & hobbies: Sing in the school choir, After school Cookers, Asian dramas, Blog, Travel, Shopping, Swimming, Playing music, Movies, Eating, Walking, Puzzles 

Music: Instrumentals. 

Volunteer: Museum & Children's Wish Foundation

Favourite Season: Autumn

Favourite Food: Anything that tastes good. I LOVE RICE AND ICE-CREAM  

Favourite Drink(s)- BUBBLE TEA (Taro and Green Apple), juice, cold water, hot chocolate, && ICED CAPP 

Favourite Movie: Japanese movie- Koizora 

Website: www.carmen-wang.tumblr.com 

Games: OMGPOP- carmenwang 

Favourite Stores: Garage, Aritzia, Hollister 

I'm Chinese 

LOOK AT THAT STRAWBERRY & BANANA! 

FORKS!

Today was a pretty good day (:

Almost pull an all-nighter with Jeff last night LOLOLOL!! I fail.... keep falling asleep :S heheheh! Finally got the chance to go to the forks with grandma today! Too bad it was like so hot... well to me LOL yup that's it!

Because I miss you [ Heartstrings] Jung Yong Hwa

I LOVE THIS SONG!! Because I miss you - Jung Yong Hwa

“You look down your nose at pennies and dimes, when you can’t even make change for this? Before you take offense, start by apologizing. If you can’t even bother to consider what the boy’s buying this for, why sell the product? It seems to me the quality of your service doesn’t amount to a dime’s worth. There’s no such thing as a dime-value person in this world. Discriminating among people is cowardly and pathetic”

—	Lee Yoong Sung (City Hunter)

I gotta learn how to say no and not feel bad about it. Like when people ask me to do something or lend them something or play a game I always seem to say yes even if I don't want to. I find it really hard to say no to like almost everything... Because I feel bad saying no. I really do.. *sigh..


My day was ohkay. I'm still really happy at the clothes I brought yesterday (: I think I should spend less. I should stop thinking of what I want and start appreciating at what I have. (: And so much for jogging today o_O ugh we planned to go jogging this morning at 8:30. I woke up at 8 and decided to sleep for another half hour but nooo I slept until 9:30. What a fail.. D: Sister went to the library with Daniel. Mom, bro and I went to Sobeys & Shoppers and then mommy treated us to Tim Hortons (:YUUP lolol :D It was nice.


I also started watching heartstrings today! It's so cute!!! Watched three episodes!!! =D I'm gonna live in the present and not the dreams.

What an interesting day!

I just finished watching city hunter!!! OMMMGGGG I can't believe that the prosecutor died!!! ): IT MADE ME SOOO SAD AND MAD!!! * drama moment here (:  UGGH!!! It should have been a good ending for him too!!! It was such a good drama. Made me laugh. made me smile, made me sad. It was intense. *sigh drama worth watching! :) I think I'm going to start heartstrings tomorrow :)

I also went shopping today!! spent like 75 dollars ): sad yet I'm happy ... Brought a shirt & hair tie at garage, cardigan at sirens and a hoodie at hollister..!! OMMG I still wanna buy but I'm down to only 7 bucks.. and I still gotta buy my friend a birthday gift soon.... :S MUST.STOP.SPENDING. I'm also going to folkrama this Saturday.. FFF POOR TO THE EXTREME and going to the forks next Saturday... :S OMGOMG!! today I saw my friend all the way back from grade 3 and she still remembers me. She asked me if I remember her and I was like "who the heck is that" IT WAS embarrassing LOLOL!! but as if she still remembers me LOLOL

My day is complete. Thank you City Hunter. I LOVE YOU LEE MIN HO!!! <333333

LOLOL got kicked off the computer last night o_O anyway my day yesterday was pretty boring. I stayed at home in the morning and waited for kitchen guy to come. I had to keep an eye on him -_-" Stove guys came and I had to sign the paper thingy to show that I received the stove LOL ... that was my day literally. I finished reading a walk to remember. The ending is soo sad ): *sigh When I was 17 my life was changed too but in many positive ways. When I was 17 I had many ups and downs. But I consider them life lessons and will never make them again.

I might go shopping today!! LOLOLOL HORRAY for shopping :) I still hope we go traveling but I don't think that's going to happen any more. But I'm not going to give up yet.

Watching City Hunter episode 17 right now LOL

Rainbow from yesterday ! my ipod camera sucks LOL

BUBBLE TEA! <3

Our taco looking crepe LOL

Boring yet good day (:

I woke up early because the dude finally came to fix our kitchen!!!! Me and my sister named him "kitchen guy" LOOOOOL He stayed for awhile. GRRR stuck alone with him tomorrow. Shirley has to go interview and bro has swimming lessons D: Mom brought us KFC for lunch and didn't buy kitchen guy some LOOL! poor dude. She made us eat outside too! We ate inside the garage beside our car o_O Sister and I walked to the library. YAY finally got new books LOL (: Saw ciekay at the library and on the way back saw Daniel. Last minute plans with siblings today. We took the bus and went to Kawaii Crepe. *sigh. (: last time I'm going this summer LOOOL I'm too poor ):

LOL hope they finish fixing our kitchen soon. SOO annoying having to take the dishes outside to wash.. D:

It's Raining and I like it

I have to admit I miss you like a lot LOL. Life is just so funny sometimes. I have to admit I really miss talking to you. Those conversations made me laugh. I really want to send you a message but there must be a reason that you didn't want to reply. I understand. I guess you need some time and so do I. I hope nothing affects our friendship. I really treasure it. No matter what happens between you and I, I still hope that we stay connected. Even if one day we do go to different places in the world. But that's just life right? I hope you're doing ohkay and I hope that you're happy.

So basically I spent my entire day watching City Hunter. I'm on episode 12 now. This is probably my second last drama for the summer. This summer by far is the greatest. Last year was cool too I mean we got to go to Toronto but after those two weeks it was just ehh... Nothing to do and no one inviting me to plans. This summer is just so awesome. I went to Kawaii crepe, St. Vital, friend's house, late night movie adventure and a whole bunch. It was really something especially getting to know him more. But I guess this is really it? haha

Good morning world. It's so nice out

I'm surprise that I fell asleep again. Maybe it was because my thoughts are sorted out. I guess blogging really does take away stress for me haha even though I just blog about random things and my boring life :P I think I just wanna be away from everyone for a couple of days just to sort things out. I do feel better except a little hurt but I will get over it. I won't reply to anyone. I hope no one messages me. I'm like those people that just can't ignore someone's message especially my friend Aaron. He's been so down lately. And especially Jeff. I almost always reply. I can't remember a time that I didn't. Not just for them but for anyone else too.

I'm gonna go disappear for a few days.

Something unexpected happened a few hours ago. We were on skype again. I still remember the first time we skype. We were doing our chemistry homework. The second time was because you wanted to sing to me. You sang my angle. I felt so special back then and I thought we were more than that but I guess not. I kind of missed what we had but its ok, i'm over that now. It's just that talking to you again brings back memories that still seem unreal to me. I don't like you anymore but that doesn't mean my feelings for you are gone. Once you like someone even when you don't like them anymore those feeling will always be there.

I guess I really liked him a lot back then and disregarded ones that cared for me. Like him. He didn't talk to me yesterday or respond rather. I guess maybe it's better that way but I don't know why it's affecting me so much. It's just that I thought we were gonna play pool but I guess not and that's Ohkay I know you're busy with other things. I actually stayed up until 2am waiting for his reply. I don't know why but I did. If he wanted to reply he would have a long time ago but I waited anyway. Is this a sigh that I really do like him? Or maybe I did all along. I don't know. Maybe it's not that I don't like him but the fact of commitment is what I'm unsure about. I realized now that that's the part I'm actually unsure about all along. The part that I'm scared of. What if I do give us a chance but only to find out later that I only like him as a friend? What if my feelings faded. I don't know why this is getting to me so much. It's getting to me so much that I'm up at 6am typing this. I woke up at 4 and I actually thought I fell asleep on him but I woke up only to realize that I'm back to reality. Life is too tragic for me sometimes. Isn't this what I wanted? It's not because it's bothering me so much. I like talking to him that even though I know I will fall asleep I still want to stay up and talk to him.  I'm so used to it staying up and talking to him. But now I have to get used to him not talking anymore. I keep reading back to the message when you confessed to me. That seems unreal too. I almost remember every single word that you said to me that night. It's so meaningful that you can even take it and put it into a movie or a Korean drama. Are we not going to go on walks anymore or watch movies or watch the sunset or go on a random bus? The thought of those made me happy but to be honest I doubted that it will happen. Back then I asked him to go on a personal private time with me but it didn't happen so that's why I doubted that this will happen. I'm not surprise anyway. I guess maybe it's not all that bad. You're  going to forget me anyway. It's not the first time and I'm fine with that. As long as you're happy. And you're really awesome forreals.

Life is just so funny sometimes. I miss the way things used to be. But at the same time I understand and I accept. I move on. Life goes on. Everything goes on. People change. I change. Things change. I learn not to look back and look forward. It's what we should do right? Why look back when you can't change anything. Time doesn't reverse. It only goes forward like life.

My day was pretty boring to be honest. My dad was taking apart the kitchen because people are coming in tomorrow I think? [about time] yeaah.. I finished my book in the morning. It was an awkward ending... I wanna watch the movie now! D: Went out to lucky supermarket to buy bread for dad for breakfast. Mom treated us to Tim Hortons (: After we got home sister and I watched Karate Kid. GOOD MOVIE (: As for now I'm watching city hunter episode 9 and gonna play pool later.

Can you really miss something that you never had? and OMG MORE MONTH UNTIL SCHOOL STARTS!!! :O

MY THAI EXPRESS ♥

Flowers we saw on the way back

Don't mind my hideous photography skills. It's actually real nice heheheh (:

awkward

What an awkward yet pretty good day. The weather was pretty nice too haha

What a good day spent with grandma. Sister and I accompanied her to Chinatown and watch some Chinese performances. It was interesting.... GRANDMA brought us a Chinese lantern. It's so pretty hahah! I shall take a picture of it. And so my sister's retainers broke again lol for the third time this summer... HAHAH!!... wows... kay... yea... they probably fixed it bad JUST SAYING! Anyway I wanted Thai express really bad so sister and I walked to Portage place to get some. It was great. ( free hook ups) Although I wanted fried rice but dad got us noodles instead.. OH WELLS (:  After that went to auntie's for dinner. I just got home like 20 minutes ago haha! I was going to buy myself a domo today but OMG ITS FRICKEN 30 BUCKS ):

I'm almost done reading my book! [it's overdue tomorrow]

The awkward part of today was one of my grandma's friends misunderstood my sister's statement and thought she said that she's gonna leave grandma behind. The second part was when we were at auntie's my dad's brother's wife asked us what we brought for grandma.... yea... no comment. byes