I went to superstore today! I haven't been there since forever! :DDDD FOOOOD! :DDDD We brought a trivia game for $5.00! Well I picked it and I didn't read it carefully. Apparently all the questions are based on the 80's. Awesome, we don't know any of the answers..... -_-"

I've been reading the entire day today and I'm almost done my book. (yyy) I really want to finish tonight..

I just found out that Mandy’s grandma passed away. I don’t know what to say. I’m feeling sorry for her losing someone you love. I’ve never faced this situation before so I don’t know how to react to it. When my close friend’s mother passed away I didn’t know how to react. Now thinking back to it, I didn’t even say anything to them to help them feel better. I feel so bad. ): Ever since I was born, my parents have been very protective of us. I don’t even know how to cook! We don’t do chores expect the laundry and that’s it basically. I really don’t know what to say or do in these kinds of situations. I hope she’ll feel better soon. The Mandy I know is pretty strong. Stay strong.

Sigh" He said he would have taken me out today if he was feeling well. I don’t want to go to school next week because he might not be there. Next week is going to be a long week. I have a midterm and chemistry test. But I’m going to live everyday accordingly. I think (I hope I stick to it this time) I have found my career. I want to become a physiotherapist when I grow up. I don’t think I can become a doctor because I just can’t force myself to actually study. I know I can but will I be able to handle it? I mean like facing life and death daily? I don’t know. I don’t even know how to react to this right now. But people change. As we grow up we become stronger because of experience. We start to make decisions. We begin to realize who in this world means a lot to us. Who and what is important.

fortune cookies lie to me

Yiruma - Kiss The Rain (Full Version)

I love this song so much. I can't even explain it in words. It makes me think a lot.

Top 20 places I want to visit in my life

1.Austraila , Sydney
2.Switzerland
3.New York
4.Japan
5.Korea
6.Finland
7.London
8.Paris
9.Vancouver, Victoria
10.Toronto, Ottawa
11.Taiwan
12.Hongkong, china
13.Chicago
14.Aruba
15.Calgary
16.Alberta
17.Las Vegas
18.California
19.Los Angeles
20.San Francisco

Some quotes I came up with

IF we could look at the world at a different angle, maybe life could be different

♥ 如果我們可以從不同角度看這個世界，可能生命會不同 ♥ -

♥ Don't let yesterdays failure give up today's hope ♥ -

Even though the time we spent together was short, and now we've gone our seperate ways, But I will always remember your smile and the time we spent each day.

My life is a story and I will write the pages to it

OTHER FAVORITE QUOTES
Just Smile and There's Nothing you can't overcome- Smiling Pasta :D 

If you think you can you can- Raymond Lam (tvb drama food for life) 

To be or not to be, that is the question- shakespeare

自我介紹

♥我希望我身附家人和朋友會永远開心, 幸福, 快樂和健康. ♥
大家好
星座:水瓶座
戀愛狀況:單身
性格:思想開放
性取向:喜歡異性
吸煙習慣:從不吸煙
飲酒習慣:從不飲酒
教育程度:高中/文憑/證書
職業:學生
收入:沒有收入

日常興趣:唱歌, 行街Shopping, 睇書, 聽音樂, 上網, 電玩遊戲
喜愛的運動:羽毛球, 踏單車

NOTE :some of these pictures do not belong to me. No credit is mine, I just reblogged some of it.

Time for a change

Dear life: I think it's time for a change. I just realized that I never really took the time to actually do anything in life. That's why I'm a fail. I admit I am really lazy. If I think that it is difficult I would just give up without trying. I hold myself back from people because I'm scared that I might say something that they don't like. Well, I think it's time for a change. I care too much about what others think. Its my life. I think it's time to be myself from now and on. This change is going to be for the better. I'm also going to make some changes to my blog. Like my life goals LOL :P

So yea, I just finished watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal and I loved the ending. This drama actually makes me look into life.
" If there's an easy road and a difficult road, choose the difficult one. Then, even if you may not always succeed, you won't have any regrets." -Lee Sun Joon (Sungkyunkwan Scandal )

Last minute plans today with friends and it turned out well! HAHA "swag crew"

So today I failed because I didn't finish my chemistry homework. Well tomorrow is Friday so I can do it then? Well its not like I have a choice.. I mean, school starts next week!

Went to Aaron Gabriel's house today. Wow he lives close to me but I got tooo lazy to walk there and plus it was raining. ( apparently) We played cards and his mom ordered pizza for us! AWW so nice ((: Aaron is so talented in music! Not even going to lie lol We had a sharing circle lol. Good times! His dog is soo cute! Too bad I got scared, I never been so close to a dog before! I want a pet :D

I hope he goes online soon. I get too tired staying up too long. Sleeping pattern is starting to get really messed up.

Watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal ep17 right now!

I feel like a bitch right now. Fuck. I honestly have trust issues. I really have to start changing my attitude towards people. Especially people that I'm close with. This is so shitty and I'm not even going to lie. I'm going to start learning how to let go and decide on what really matters.


My day was basically spent with Macbeth. I'm proud though because I finished everything. All I have to do now is chemistry and reading. :D Tomorrow I will finish that. Hopefully. And maybe go ahead in physics. NEVER!  I say, NEVER am I going to let myself fall behind again.

I hate how every time I log onto msn, the first person I scroll down to look for is you. I honestly don't want to think about you anymore. No offense but you were sort of a jerk last night. Even though you were in a mad mood but it hurts just leaving someone like that. I'm starting to think, is this still worth it? Sometimes I feel like an idiot. I admit that I expect a lot but of course, at the end you end up doing nothing. Not even a simple hi, bye, smile or wave. Is this really what I want? I admit that when I'm with you I'm really happy. Even if it's just one class or even just five minutes after school. It always makes me day. But right now, I don't even know anymore.

I just got back from a movie with friends! :D The movie was somewhat awkward… LOL Brought bubble tea from Asia City. IT’s so nice there. They went to sellers after the movie. I really wanted to go with them but my stomach was hurting so bad. FML! I blame myself. I know that I cannot drink cold stuff and yet I brought bubble tea…. (But it was so good) But then again I did not eat a lunch. Plus, popcorn and bubble tea aren’t really a good mixture. My dad threaten to take me to the emergency! I'm alright. We watched black swan and the movie had some disturbing scenes... But it was fun though :D

I had a lot to tell you about today. Why did you just leave me on msn like that? I don’t want you saying sorry to me and then leaving. I just wanted to talk to you. Can’t you just give me like 10 minutes of your life and let me talk to you. Gosh! Why am I even crying right now? My tears just started flowing down when you just left like that. I understand that you are in a bad mood that’s why I’m not mad or anything. I just wanted to talk to you before your surgery. I care about you. I honestly hate how I’m crying right now. I hate how I’m so weak. I want to tell you a lot of things. But it seems like I annoy you that’s why I’m always scared to talk to you or tell you anything because I’m scared that you might not like it. I’m scared that you won’t talk to me anymore. I just wanted to tell you that you make me happy. You make me smile and you mean so much to me. I wish I can tell you all of this, but all you do is make me guess. I don’t know what to do anymore. It hurts me when you just leave me like that. It hurts a lot. I don’t want to like anyone anymore. I need to be alone for a few days. I'm glad it is spring break. If there was school tomorrow I don't even know......

oh henry :D

I love strawberries !!

Sungkyunkwan Scandal ep16

Last night was just one of those nights where you feel like shit. I was feeling so down last night that I actually cried a bit. But I'm feeling better now. I really hate those nights where I cry myself to sleep.

I'm disappointed :/ I know you don't reply back to your facebook inbox but don't you at least check ? Sometimes I hate how you choose your games over me :/ I don't mind but sometimes when I need you the most your just not here. Sometimes it seems like I'm not important to you at all. But then again, maybe I'm not. Maybe I mean nothing to you at all. But you mean something to me. I don't want to go further anymore. I'm scared that if I go further into this, I can't get myself back together again. I like you a lot. I really really really miss you right now. I slept so bad last night because I kept thinking of what I should  do. You are the last person that I think of before I go to bed and you are the first person I think of when I wake up. I think I'm letting myself go too far. I think it's time that I start going back a little bit. If I don't now I may end up too far and never find my way back again.‏

His surgery is tomorrow. I hope everything goes well. Get well soon and please take care.

I'm home alone and watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal ep16 :DD Going to asia city later with friends :D and watching black swan maybe lol

Wow I can't fall asleep even if I wanted too. Sad eh? I wonder what he is doing right now. Is he sleeping? Eating? Or on skype? I wonder if he misses me? Because I really miss him :/ I'm starting to like him a lot more that I thought I would. But how can you not though? When you're cold in physics he holds your hands to warm you up. Who sends you sweet messages on msn before he goes to sleep. When he's away he would ask you if you missed him. When given class time in class to do work he'd rather talk to you and do it at home. Who puts his arms around you after class. Who sings you a song and asks you for opinion. Who tells you to call him in the morning when you wake up even though he may still be sleeping. Who is willing to give you a prize and that you can have anything and you have the rest of your life to decide. How can you not fall for someone like him? Who's given you so many smiles. I just hope that you are ok.

I really want you to sing for me again. It's really sweet. I want you to give me the hug that you still owe me. But most importantly, I really want you to be happy. (: if you are happy, then I'll be happy too! I hope that everyone around me can find their own happiness that truly belongs to them. Wow it's almost tomorrow. Time to try sleeping again

Feeling sleepy

I'm feeling so tired right now. I really want to sleep but I really want to talk to him :/ Should I just sign off? ): At least my headache is gone. HMMM what to do. I think I'm going to sleep. My sleeping pattern is starting to get messed up.... FRICK

My dinner.

Pizza two days in a row. I wanna barf now -_-"

Spring Break !

My day was pretty decent today but I have a headache right now. -__- I attempted to do some chemistry homework this morning but failed. I ended up on the laptop watching horror movie trailers. I’m so proud because I made it through all of the trailers. Well 99% of it. :D And then we went out and drove my Aunt to the airport. She was visiting us for a week and now she is heading back to Toronto. I wonder how it feels not to see your mom for more than 10 years. She hasn’t seen my grandma for over 10 years. Since grandma, my other aunt and my dad migrated to Canada all they had to keep in contact was through phone calls. Well, she left today and it was really nice seeing her again (: At the airport, Shirley and I were playing at the arcade thing. Someday, I would like to work at the airport!

My sleeping pattern is getting messed up. I’m sleeping too late and waking up too early. And in the afternoon I get so sleepy! I have a terrible headache right now too ): sad face. I stayed up at night just to talk to him. Even though I’m really tired but it is really worth it staying up and talking to him. He makes me so happy. I feel so happy when I’m with him. He makes my day. Well I hope I get better tomorrow. I’m going to Asia city with friends and then watching a movie. I still want to watch Black Swan. :P

LOL my sister was getting a haircut on Saturday and my grandma told her to cut it like this LMAO. Me and my cousin was laughing hardcore !!

my fortune from the fortune cookie on Saturday @ Buffet Square

hmmm, I wonder if it is true lol :P