painfully but yes. I am finally done my essay

"There is no short cut to achievement. Life requires thorough preparation -- veneer isn't worth anything."- George Washington Carver

painfully but yes. I am finally done my essay :) yay So proud. I cant believe I could actually finish an essay in two days if I actually worked at it! So proud. I'm going to proofread it tomorrow. So lazy ! But I feel more relief.

 

Started watching sungkyunkwan scandal episode one today! Its pretty good. I'm interested to know whats going to happen next. lol

 

Goal tomorrow is to finish precal ( at least try to) and biology I guess. Even though its not really homework. I just wanna get over it! One more day of freedom tomorrow ): I am going to miss sleeping in!!!!! FML! I hate waking up in the morning!! No offence to morning people.  Hope tomorrow will last longer. And dear brother please don't wake me up at 9 tomorrow!

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awwh this is so cute! lol I got this off Tumblr!

I wanna take pictures like this with my boyfriend ;D

The hats are so cute

hahaha so adorable

I love Tumblr

"You desire to know the art of living, my friend? It is contained in one phrase: make use of suffering."- Henri-Frederic Amiel

I must say boring day but I actually got some work done. Like my math homework, I got through the hard sections and now I'm just speeding past it :P

So I made another attempt at that history essay and this time I am actually some where. :DD I'm writing it on early french explorers. I know the topic is boring but whatever. I just need it to last 5 pages long and hopefully it does. I think somewhat, I've collected all my information. Going to start typing it tomorrow. Introductions and conclusions are so hard for me. I'm not an English person :/ But I want a pretty decent mark in history so whatever I'm going to try. It cant be worst than my worst one anyways. Well, at least I hope not. Hope I finish early tomorrow. I want to start watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal ;)

2 more days of sleeping in ):

Goal tomorrow: Finish essay and precal.

Who's got this cute smile here??

Kim Hyun Joong =DD

Is the rose for me? lol

"I am on the side of the unregenerate who affirm the worth of life as an end in itself, as against the saints who deny it." - Oliver Wendell Holmes

Woke up and my dad was pissing me off -_-" jheez what the eff. What a great way to start the second day of a new year. Sometimes I just wish he would stfu. Then we went over to cousins for lunch. Dang! I was hungry, didn't eat breakfast lol Its great to get together with family.

Then I went to polo park and there was no SALE at hollister! STUPID WEBSITE !!! CURSE YOU ! -_____-" ohmygosh! I want these cardigans at hollister and garage! They are so nice!

Just got back from Jessica Tran's house :D well more like an hour ago. It was fun and we had some awkward moments lool. We played truth or dare and I had to kiss the wall. LOOOL :S We had pretty good conversations! :) Talked about almost everything!! Then we watched the easy a. It was funny. LOOL love Peggy's laugh :P Then we exchanged gifts :D OMMG Peggy got me the hat I wanted from bootlegger!! SO happy :D I was going to buy it but when I went back it was not there anymore !!!

What an interesting New Year.

"An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in. A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves". ~Bill Vaughan

What an interesting New Year.


This morning, played mahjong with Sister and Mom. HAHA and this stranger and she lost so bad that she wont even join our table -____-" HAHAHAHA and mom lost add her points. She only had 27 points left. Then I attempted to do some of my math homework and my history essay. So fail. I'm not even doing it anymore. I swear, its way too hard! I'm gonna watch dramas loool Made bubble tea today :)

I remember 2010 like it was yesterday.- tumblr LOOOL


OMG sale at hollister! 40% -___-" Great and I brought my hoodie for 50 dollars tooo! Might buy another one tomorrow.So much for saving up D: and I'm going to Jessica's tomorrow for secret Santa xD

♥ Happy New Years 2011 新年快樂 ♥

♥ Happy New Years 2011 新年快樂 ♥ Happy 2011

Happy New Years everyone. New year, new start. I wonder what I am going to come across this year. And OMG I'm turning 17 this year D: So old now. I should stop wasting time and do what I wanna do. The risks you didn't take are the regrets of your life. I really hope that this year will be different from the past 16 years. I will ensure that. Live and look at life from a positive way. Im going to "try" to put more effort into school and not be lazy. Going to try to get into a good habit of exercising. ( I got gym next semester anyways and swimming in ten days :/ ) I hope we can go traveling this year. I really want to go to B.C.  And I'm going to start saving up for a cellphone and apply to more places to volunteer. I'm going to go out more with friends. I'm also going to try to convince parents to get us a wii!! :D I am going to try. If you think you can, you can. I'm also going to try to watch more dramas. So behind. But first I really gotta start that history essay and finish that math assignment -_-"

生日快樂 - 言承旭
Happy Birthday Jerry Yan 言承旭 Thank you for acting so well in dramas. I really like you in Down with love and Starlit! Happy new years and good luck to you in the future.

Should make some plans today............

Saving up for a macbook. May take awhile at the rate I'm spending....
I still want a cellphone :/

2010 confessions and highlights

I confess that in 2010 I...
- Wanted to tell the guy I liked that I liked him
- Wanted to run away from home
- Spent a lot of money on useless things
- Thought about cheating on a test (but I didn't of course, I rather get a zero)
- Made stupid choices and worried too much about little things
- Hated swimming and still do -_-"
- Loved mile run in gym class! And fittness.
- Wanted to meet my prince charming :P
- I wanted to change my lifestyle by doing morning jogs but that never happened.
- I went through a lot of stress. Ups and downs. Felt bad for giving someone up but I'm moving on.


Highlights of 2010
-Traveling to the states, Chicago and Toronto. Cousins got a speeding ticket on the way there we got one on the way back lol
-Jessica Tran's house and calling Andrew Tang telling him that he failed his math cumulative.
-Kildonan place with Sister and Cousin and watching the switch I think
-Meeting my uncles from New York and Las Vegas
-Putting together the drama at Chinese school
-Seeing Mr.Warnick at starbucks and Mr. Shedden at Sears
-Buying myself an ipod touch
-Going to the beach with family and burying chips in the sand ;)
-Watching the Olympic hockey game. Canada vs U.S.A and Canada won haha
-My uncles birthday at kum koon. Me, sister and cousin had great conversations!
-Went to buffet square on my dad's birthday and sister took a WHOLE plate of food! hahahahahahah
-Going to St Vital with cousins and met this man asking me if I was Japanese
-Polo with Jessica, Mayanne, Mandy and Patricia. We chilled at the food court.

I hope that 2011 will bring me even more memories that I can remember forever.

2010

2010: Your Love Life
Did you break up with anyone?: nope
Were you broken up with?: nope
Did you get anything for Valentine's day?: nope
Did you meet anyone special? yeah.


2010: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year?: YES! a lot.
Did you dislike anyone?: YES -_-" after all those years."pirate girl"
Did you make any new enemies?: I hope not
Did you resolve any fights?: not really
Who was your closest friend this year?: Jessica Tran. Good times in history lool! Janelle, good times in biology :D and her family tree hahahahah
Did you grow apart from anyone?: yeah a few. they moved to different schools
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: nope.


2010: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake?: yup
What did you do for your birthday?: I wrote my geography exam.YAYAY -_-"
Did you have a party?: nah :/ it was sweet 16 too
Did you get any presents?: money :))
If so what was the best thing you got?: money $$ (:


2010: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?: yeah I did actually.
Did you dye your hair?: nope. my dad would still kill me hahaha
Did you get your hair cut?: yup
Did you change your style?: yeah I did.
Were you in school?: Sisler! grade 10 and 11
Did you get good grades?: surprising I did this year. :) gonna keep it up
Did you have a job?: nope
Did you drive?: YES -_-" driving hates me. Still cant reverse and park.
Did you own a car?: nope
Did you go on any vacations? yes went to Toronto. Niagara falls! :D
Would you change anything about yourself now? yes I would. I really would. I want to give myself chances and people around me chances from now on.
2010: Wrap Up.


Was 2010 a good year? it was. better than last year in terms of grades :D. I met people that are special to me and I'm so glad I met them. Met people that made me smile and met people that made me cry. Watched a lot of awesome dramas like Personal Taste, down with love and playful kiss. Also putting together the drama for Chinese school and performing it. 
Do you think 2011 will top 2010? It may and it may not. It all depends on how we look at it. I make many promises to myself but I don't keep it. And next year lol I will.

2010 Wrap up

I did this last year and it made me think back what happened throughout that year. Made me laugh and smile so I wanna do it again this year.

2010 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

lost a friend? nope. I met a lot of new friends and talked to people I knew but don't talk much! :)

kissed someone new? nope.

had your heart broken? somewhat :/

had a stalker? more like I stalk someone

done something you've regretted? yeah, giving up someone that I wished I went for.

lost someone? no. thank god

got fired from your job? still don't have one -_-"

cut class? nope. I'm good this year. Except maybe leave the classroom to "go to the washroom" ;)

were involved in something you'll never forget? volunteering with children's wish. It was great. We got hot chocolate. It was something

visited a different country? the states. LOl went to Toronto this year which was great but its still in Canada.

lost something important to you? I don't think so lol

got a gift you adore? nope. :/

Happy New Years Eve Everyone

"Without some goal and some effort to reach it, no one can live."- Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Wow another year passed by like that. I cant believe 2010 is over already! There were ups and downs. I met new friends and teachers. There are moments that I will never forget. Next year is a brand new year which means a brand new start. No matter what I will face next year I will always try to look at it from a positive way. Even though it may be hard.
Actually, you don't have to wait for a brand new year to start over again. If you really want a fresh new start you can start anytime. As long as you are willing to try and this time I am willing to try. I will give it my best shot and live everyday to the fullest. I am going to let go and forget. I am going to start a new.

2010 gave me a lot of memories. I'm glad to experience it and it will always remain in my heart. Even though I made mistakes and regrets its already the past and there is nothing more I can do about it. The only thing I can do is to look forward and live happily. What does it mean to live? It means to live a happy life right? This year, I want to try things differently. I want to give myself a chance and everyone else around me. Sometimes to live a good life is to live with an open mind. I cant change my past but I can change the way I acknowledge problems in the future. If you are willing, anything can happen. Including miracles. You can change. 


Just smile and there is nothing you cant over come =D

Mischievous Kiss

gingerbread man

My sister gave this to me LOL. R.I.P Mr. gingerbread man. My mom ate it yesterday! LOL

Our 2010 Chirstmas Tree.

Goodbye 2010, until next year. I cant believe the year is over already. Time sure goes by fast. I wonder how next year will be like. I know there will be ups and downs but I will try my best to acknowledge it. Just smile and there is nothing you cant over come.

飛輪海-很安靜

MOMO LOVE
I wanna watch it :)

"I am on the side of the unregenerate who affirm the worth of life as an end in itself, as against the saints who deny it. "- Oliver Wendell Holmes

What a boring day. I managed to get to absolute values section today in precal. -_-" OMMG I swear, its way too long. :/

Added new songs to ipod today. I added one song called IZI GEU SOK EH SUH by IZI from Delightful Girl Choon Hyang. I was surfing on youtube. I miss this drama lots. It was good. Funny and cute. Love the plot. I remember getting pissed off at the evil guy and the evil girl. She was such a bitch! I don't remember if she turn good near the end or not. :P I love Korean dramas! And I must say Delightful Girl Choon Hyang was one of my favorites!! :)) I wanna watch momo love. I miss Jiro. ToGetHer is showing on tv!! I love that drama :)

Kim Hyun Joong.

Kim Hyun Joong from SS501. Also known as Baek Seung Jo from playful kiss. ♥ I love his smile so much. It melts my heart. (:



I wish he was my boyfriend lol



The true me

There are so many things I want to say to you. But I just cant bring myself to talk to you. Even if its just a simple hi. I know I'm boring, I'm not smart, I'm slow, I'm not talented, I over think, I'm not a committed person, I give up easily, I got no determination, I'm lazy, I spend A LOT , I take long showers, I swear, I yell a lot, I can be really rude sometimes and disrespectful.

And I cant promise you anything.

I want to be someone that can one day, go out and see the real world. I may always seem so carefree and I want to be but in reality I got a lot to think about. I often think about how my life will be after I graduate from high school. I think about when I will meet my prince charming and how will I meet him and what we will go through. I think about a lot of things. I just don't want you to know. I trust you and tell you things. But in the end you became one of my secrets. I'm still in search of answers. Answers that can help me define the meanings to life. A life worth living and fighting for.

I give my first love to you,Trailer